The virgin Misha Collins anonymously lurking in the Destiel tag on AO3 vs the chad David Haydn-Jones proudly publishing his own fanfic under his government name

"everybody hates me" factoid actually just a statistical error. The average person doesn't hate you, especially not your friends. You, a person who sits in your room experiencing self loathing every day, are an outlier adn should not have been counted.

will write for food. please donate

Howdy, friends

I write it with great dread and shame but again I need your help. Few months ago I got laid off work with no word of notice and I've been aggressively looking for a new job ever since. In the grand scheme of things and in the work force as a permanently disabled person I am but a cough spit on the great sidewalk of god's plan.

I have no benefits, my sick leave has run out and what little I had left all went to cover the basic costs of living. Now I don't have even that and at the moment there is no job in sight. I don't have money neither for rent nor for food for myself and my pets.

My parents rent a tiny appartment andf have only one paycheck of minimum wage and are not able to help me. They live more or less separately on the one room flat divided into two. There's no place for a third adult person with two cats. Plus my mom is an alcoholic which causes fights between them every day that both parties drag me into. Space aside I cannot stress how much I really can't go back there. Being on multiple medications could not help my mental health when I was there.

I am so scared, I keep looking for jobs and applying anywhere I can still and I have no intention to give up. I need money unfortunately to not loose my roof and to get food and meds.

If you can, please consider donating to my pay pal to paypal(.)me (/) saristreatment or via sgirzynska(@)gmail(.)com

anything will help

also, if anyone's interested, I offer writing fics for money. or anything you might need, I'm a copywriter by craft.

If you can't donate but would still want to help me, please signal boost

im begging you all

love, sara

May Crow Sketches

I have been wanting to draw more animals again - it used to be one of my favorite subjects when I was younger

I rarely if ever drew birds, though, so when I made research for Gadreel's wings for the SPN Angels & Demons reverse bang, I decided to make some crow sketches.

During May so far, this is what I sketches, focusing on anatomy and style.

Who knows, I may end up doing some stickers for the shop...

Goyim please don't respond! Reblog for sample size

Weekly Pond Newsletter

Actual video of my face as I tried to think up something to put here at the top of this post:

Old Business:

Fishing For Treasures - It's FFT weekend here at the Pond and we're celebrating fics with pairings, especially rare pairs!! No reader inserts unless there's a pairing involved. Check out the blog where we're reblogging fics all weekend!

Giveaway in the Discord server -

This weekend (well, until Tuesday, actually), we're having a giveaway in the Discord server! Drop a link in the giveaways channel to an SPN fic that features a THREESOME and earn an entry into the raffle for this set of a necklace, bracelet, and earrings! BONUS - Get an extra entry if your threesome includes either Garth or Benny, and get TWO bonus entries if your fic includes both of them! (Congrats to DJ and Ty on their engagement! Werepires rule!)

Last week's #TweetFicTues prompt was -

New Business:

Manta Ray chats - Manta Ray Arthur and Admin Marie will be hanging out in the Discord server this week to chat with you! Keep an eye out for announcement posts with days and times!

SPN Rewatch: FanFic Edition - Next Saturday we will be chatting about episodes 2.09 Croatoan and 2.10 Hunted! Be there at 5pm EDT! Before then, you can check out the Archive to see what we've talked about in prior chats.

(Divider by @glygriffe!)

That's all for this week! To see all Pond events, and also other SPN-related things like conventions and online concerts, check out our Google calendar! Click here for a static view in Eastern US/Canada time (desktop only, no mobile app access, sadly), and click here to add our calendar to your own Google calendar! We try to keep it as up-to-date as possible. If there's something you want to see on the calendar that's not there (maybe a convention we missed, cast birthdays, or something similar), send us an ASK and let us know!

Hope you have a great week! - From your Admins and Manta Rays, @manawhaat, @mrswhozeewhatsis, @mariekoukie6661, @thoughtslikeaminefield, and @heavenssexiestangel!

The agony of wanting to talk about the character but being very aware that you talk about the character A LOT.

hey fellow Europeans (EU), just a friendly and mildly concerned reminder that in less than a month, the European elections are taking place. it's an election with a historically low turnout, but one that is just as important as any other, if not more. the composition of the EU parliament determines the political direction of the EU, and has an impact on all 27 countries through directives and regulations that get voted.

we cannot let far right extremist parties get an even bigger stronghold there than they already do. sadly, there are very significant threats of exactly that happening from many countries.

so please, if you are an EU citizen living in the EU and are of voting age, check the modalities to vote in your country of residence, and make sure to make your voice heard.

~ 💖 ASK GAME 💖 ~

📷 What’s set as your phone’s lockscreen?

🍫 Cheese or chocolate?

✨ Do you have any nicknames?

🎵 Last song you listened to?

✏️ Have you ever written fanfiction?

😏 Are you on discord?

 💛 Do you have any piercings?

🐰 What do you think says the most about a person?

🍪 If you were a cookie, what kind would you be?

🐶 Are you more of a dog person or a cat person?

🎧 Headphones or earbuds?

🌼 What’s the last thing you said out loud?

🙃 What’s a weird fact that you know?

🦉 Are you a morning person or a night owl?

🧸 Favorite place to nap?

🏳️‍🌈 Are you a member of the LGBTQIA+ community?

🦋 Describe yourself in three words.

👖 Jeans or sweatpants?

🥤 What’s your go-to Starbucks order?

🧡 A color you can’t stand?

💎 What’s your most prized possession?

☕ Coffee or tea?

🦖 Favorite extinct animal?

🌙 How long have you been on tumblr?

🌴 Desert island item?

🐸 Describe your aesthetic.

🔮 What’s your dream job?

💙 Relationship status?

🌿 Describe your favorite outfit.

🎤 Is there a song you know all the lyrics to?

🤎 What color is your hair?

💌 Do you talk to yourself?

💄 Do you wear makeup?

🌸 Best compliment you ever received?

💞 @ your favorite blog.

Reblogs are appreciated!

~ 💖 ASK GAME 💖 ~

📷 What’s set as your phone’s lockscreen?

🍫 Cheese or chocolate?

✨ Do you have any nicknames?

🎵 Last song you listened to?

✏️ Have you ever written fanfiction?

😏 Are you on discord?

 💛 Do you have any piercings?

🐰 What do you think says the most about a person?

🍪 If you were a cookie, what kind would you be?

🐶 Are you more of a dog person or a cat person?

🎧 Headphones or earbuds?

🌼 What’s the last thing you said out loud?

🙃 What’s a weird fact that you know?

🦉 Are you a morning person or a night owl?

🧸 Favorite place to nap?

🏳️‍🌈 Are you a member of the LGBTQIA+ community?

🦋 Describe yourself in three words.

👖 Jeans or sweatpants?

🥤 What’s your go-to Starbucks order?

🧡 A color you can’t stand?

💎 What’s your most prized possession?

☕ Coffee or tea?

🦖 Favorite extinct animal?

🌙 How long have you been on tumblr?

🌴 Desert island item?

🐸 Describe your aesthetic.

🔮 What’s your dream job?

💙 Relationship status?

🌿 Describe your favorite outfit.

🎤 Is there a song you know all the lyrics to?

🤎 What color is your hair?

💌 Do you talk to yourself?

💄 Do you wear makeup?

🌸 Best compliment you ever received?

💞 @ your favorite blog.

Reblogs are appreciated!

questions I think would be fun to be asked

(this post was stolen from @teenage-mutant-ninja-freak, since it couldn't be reblogged anymore)

Fruits & Vegetables Ask Game

🥝 - I feel the need to protect you 🥥 - Chill vibes 🍇 - Would feed ducks by the lake with you 🍈 - One of the best blogs I follow 🍉 - Cool, calm, and collected 🍊 - Soooo talented 🍋 - You seem bitter 🍌 - Chaos Demon 🍍 - People need to put some respect on your name 🥭 - I'd really like to be friends with you 🍎 - Popular AF 🍏 - A little tart but still sweet 🍐 - Soft vibes 🍑 - Will kick someone's ass if necessary 🍒 - Probably a great kisser 🍓 - Big Brained AF 🍅 - Gender Envy 🍆 - BDE 🥵 🌽 - Corny but we like you anyway 🍄 - You grow on people like a fungus 🥑 - Let's make toast! 🥒 - Great sense of humor 🥦 - Let's take a walk through the woods 🥬 - In love with you tbh 🥕 - Marry me rn or I'll fight you with this carrot 🥔 - I just think you're neat 🧄 - Life of the party 🧅 - I'm so glad we're friends 🌰 - Let's cuddle by the fireplace together 🥜 - Have a peanut

Say it with me: Werepire

(references pose inspired by the crossroads photoshoot x)

if you’re reading this i hope something good happens to you today