So, basswood is back! It’s been a long break from Tumblr. Not exactly sure how long, but long. Some changes have occurred in my life, and that’s all awesome, but I’m kinda loosing who I am. It’s like, I know who I am, but I don’t at the same time. Like, I’m 24 now, so like, what do I do with my life? I’ll tell you what I currently do: I’ve been a dental assistant for 4 years now, so I go to work every day, most days of the week I work out (dripped 50 lbs about 2 years ago, just trying to go for a little more and maintain myself), I’m in a local community college’s Photography class in my one off day a week. I have an amazing boyfriend, who, I’ll admit, I feel disconnected from sometimes. He lives on a college campus an hour from my house, 30 mins from my work, but we only get to hang on the weekends when he’s not working. We’ve been together for a year now. Sometimes I wonder if this is actually going to work. I really want it to because I can see myself marrying him but at the same time, he’s a few years younger than me and just....is a different person when he’s there. He’s different if I’m there in canpus with him and he’s different if he’s over at my place. I don’t know if someone needs to fix themselves or if im just overthinking and it’s just how we both are. I’m an outgoing person when I do go out but I don’t really go out a lot. I like the quiet of my home more than I like loud parties and being around a bunch of people that I don’t know.