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SteveBucky. WinterFrost. Kylux. Wincest. Gentlebeard. [making solemn things gay and gay things solemn on AO3]
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Thank you, @enteselene, for tagging me! I'm a tiny fic writer, but I like talking about my fics, seeing that I have nothing else in my life.

1. How many works on AO3?

150 (50 of them are a series of ~500-1,000 Kylux ficlets written to a list of prompts)

2. Total AO3 Word Count?

1,155,848

3. Top 5 fics by Kudos?

  1. Ease My Mind (a TBSATDH one-shot I wrote and slapped on AO3 within three hours after finishing the show because I wanted to try my hand at writing polyamory)
  2. When the Line Connects (a fluffy MCU Steve/Bucky comedy that features fannish practices as a love language)
  3. Hold His Broken Pieces (a dark Kylux story about non-sexy sex slavery and a long, convoluted, but ultimately hopeful path to recovery)
  4. Give This Man a Hug (a gen MCU story about Steve Rogers needing—and getting—a goddamn hug)
  5. Compatibility in the Time of Cholera (my very first omegaverse fic, a Kylux story featuring an epidemic that turns all heats into fuck-or-die situations where Hux finds a creative solution to handle the issue)

4. What fandoms do you write for?

I've written for Fullmetal Alchemist (Roy/Ed), Marvel Cinematic Universe (Steve/Bucky, Bucky/Loki), The Bastard Son and the Devil Himself (Nathan/Gabriel/Annalise), Our Flag Means Death (Ed/Stede), Star Wars (Kylux), and Supernatural (Wincest). I also wrote fic for Card Captor Sakura when I was ten, not knowing what fanfiction even is, and for Gravitation when I was 16, but, thankfully, those works have been lost.

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From a Wincest WIP:

The Mark and the whispers clash in Dean's head as he continues his trudge forward, the slow progress toward the peace he longs for, the escape from all this mess. He’s so close. His hands are closing over the railing, and he’s thrilled, he’s fucking thrilled. He’s going to trick the Mark—this is violence, exactly what it demands of him. No one said he couldn’t be violent against himself.
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let me melt the ice burning in your chest (20857 words) by need_more_meta [AO3]
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Chapters: 5/5 Fandom: Supernatural (TV 2005) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Dean Winchester/Sam Winchester Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester Additional Tags: Season/Series 04, Canon-Typical Violence, Case Fic, Cursed Object, Christmas, Sibling Incest, Dean Winchester in Denial, There Was Only One Bed, First Kiss, First Time, Getting Together, Explicit Sexual Content, Anal Sex, Bottom Dean Winchester, Top Sam Winchester, Bottom Dean Winchester/Top Sam Winchester, written to a prompt Series: Part 23 of Meta's Wincest Fics

Summary:

Dean is determined to make Sam celebrate Christmas again, no matter how fucked-up their lives are at the moment.

What starts with an innocuous gift quickly deteriorates into being trapped in a cursed object with a monster on the loose, which, on second thought, is exactly the Winchester kind of Christmas.

Set after s04e15 Death Takes a Holiday.

Source: archiveofourown.org
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The blood-water slides down his body and he looks at his hands, covered in it, and the Mark gloats, telling him this is how it’ll end. He collapses on the tiled floor, tears weak and useless running down his cheeks, and he hides his face in his palms, but he still sees Sam’s body in front of him, his worst nightmare and the Mark’s greatest wish. If it’s a prophecy, Dean really needs to go.
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“You been wanting to jump Cass’s bones since the moment you saw him.” Dean can’t suppress a snort. The very idea. “Sam, that’s insane.” He almost forgets to be angry, trying to decide whether he’s more amused or disgusted by Sam’s accusation.
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Dean drops one of Sam’s hands and reaches out to tuck a strand of Sam’s hair behind his ear. “Come home, Sammy.” Sam wouldn’t accept an order, but it’s nothing like that. It’s a promise, a confession, a resolution. The tangle of their lives, compressed into three words.
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Debbie licks her lips, slow and forthright, and time around Dean disintegrates into snapshots. One, Debbie’s nails scratch at the stubble on the side of his jaw. Two, her gin-tinged breath tickles his skin. Three, her mouth presses against his, and her lipstick tastes like wax. Four, his eyes meet Sam’s over Debbie’s shoulder. Five—what?
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When Sam’s lips touch his, there’s no electricity jolting all his nerve endings, no wave of heat rushing through him, no blinding white light exploding in his head. There’s a quiet warmth, and a feeling of being exactly in the right place at the right time.
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Great Heights - need_more_meta - Supernatural (TV 2005) [Archive of Our Own]
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Chapters: 4/4 Words: 23,718 Fandom: Supernatural (TV 2005) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Dean Winchester/Sam Winchester Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester Additional Tags: Pre-Stanford Era (Supernatural), Season/Series 13, Season/Series 14, Season/Series 15, Series Finale, Post-Season/Series Finale, Post-Episode: s15e20 Carry On (Supernatural), Canonical Character Death, Afterlife, Heaven, Canon Compliant, Pining Sam Winchester, Angst with a Happy Ending, Getting Together, First Kiss, First Time, Explicit Sexual Content, Frottage, Hand Jobs, Blow Jobs, Anal Sex, Heaven sex, Bottom Dean Winchester, Top Sam Winchester, Top Dean Winchester, Bottom Sam Winchester, Versatile Dean Winchester, Versatile Sam Winchester, I’m not saying that it’s a songfic, but I’m not saying that it’s not a songfic either Series: Part 22 of Meta's Wincest Fics

Summary:

It’s 2002 and Dean’s injured and that’s the perfect pretext for Sam to kiss his brother.

It’s 2018 and Sam dies again and that’s the perfect pretext for Sam to fuck his brother.

It’s 2025 and Sam would kill for the perfect pretext to stop fighting and follow his brother.

He doesn’t.

He waits.

Source: archiveofourown.org
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Dean grips the steering wheel tight and presses his lips together, shutting down every possible conversation starter that pops up in his head. Three thick hours later, his mouth flies open without any input from his brain. “I didn’t fuck Cass,” he says, and is instantly furious with himself.
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“Dean.” Sam catches him by the elbow, which isn’t that unusual, but under the circumstances, makes Dean whirl toward Sam. The Mark screeches, ordering Dean to shake Sam off, clock him, show him that nothing has been forgiven. Dean drags his mind back to the case, but the effort it takes is approaching insurmountable.
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By the time they get back to the Falls, the sun is starting to dip toward the horizon, and they leave the car in the hotel parking lot, setting out to the Niagara Park on foot. Sam babbles about the occult books he’d got at the bookshop, how he’s sure he’ll find something there that’ll help them. Dean tunes most of the words out, just drifting to the sound of his brother’s voice. He’s gonna miss it so much, if he retains the capacity to miss anything.
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The first sign is when Dean doesn’t raise his hand to pet Sam’s hair. He doesn’t move at all. Maybe it’s just shock, or guilt again, or something else, something that is not the end. “Can I stay?” Sam asks, timid, shaky. Dean stares at the ceiling and he doesn’t touch Sam.
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✨ PROMISE ✨

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Sam leans forward, hiding his face in Dean’s lap. There’s nothing erotic about it, just a stilted plea for comfort, for a promise that no one would ever be able to keep, except maybe Dean, selfless, genius Dean who is always there for Sam, will always be. And if he won’t, then what’s even the point?
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2024 in review

a personal post, for a change.

how do I even sum up this year?

on Feb 15, I finished SPN season 1 and immediately started reading and writing Wincest.

everything spun out of control. I forgot who I was before. I didn’t know who I’d be after.

I should’ve predicted it. arrogantly, I did not.

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✨ GIFT ✨

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Sam meets his brother’s thrusts, his body feeling light and full all at once. He’s almost forgotten what it’s like, having Dean inside him, his energy and his love and his relentless attention. It’s truly a gift, to be the center around which Dean revolves, and Sam’s humbled as much as he is delighted.
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