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um i think i’m back?? for the aesthetic??

possible trigger warnings - secret for the mad (by dodie)

page 82-96 - alcohol mentions, talking about being drunk/possible alcohol triggers

page 154-159 - references to sex, sexual acts, etc

if you are not okay with reading about mental health issues/suicide/emotional trauma in general, i would not recommend this book, your own mental health is more important than the book

bravo to dodie for writing such a piece of art, i felt so related to and moved, and hope that everybody that reads this book can feel that same acceptance & love!!!!! 💛💛💛