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Afraid - Dean Winchester (smut)

Y'all asked for some jealous!posessive!Dean, so who am I to deny that wish? I came across a Dean edit paired with the song "Afraid" by The Neighbourhood, I guess that set the mood. Honestly, it's just pwp, but I ain't sorry. Please like and reblog if you enjoyed reading this, your comments keep us writers motivated! Enjoy my loves. xxx

Summary: Dean is tired of watching men trying to chat (y/n) up wherever the brothers take her. Dean is tired of faking his disinterest in the reader. Dean is tired of holding back.

Warnings: 18+, smut, piv, choking, oral (m), car sex, but some fluff and a love confession

Pairing: Dean Winchester x fem!reader (2.2k words)

The sound of her boots meeting the ground was drowned out by the music echoing through the bar and the chatter filling the air. She was working on the adrenaline still thumping through her veins, riled up by the hunt Dean and her had just finished, wiping their weapons clean before they found their way to this very bar, ready for some distraction before they left this town in the morning. 

With a bright – yet awfully fake – smile glued to her lips, (y/n) made her way to the bartender, studying the man who was focused on the drinks he kept preparing. She was too concentrated on the game she was about to play with the guy, all too used to these moments, to notice the eyes of some other men on her frame, intently studying the woman’s body.

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Yandere Dean Winchester Headcanons (general)

(I couldn't get this out of my head so I just had to write it.)

  • Dean is already extremely protective in general, but with an obsession he'll only be even more protective and paranoid. He and Sam have both lost so many loved ones, he doesn't want to add you to that long list. His paranoia and overprotectiveness will only get worse with his obsession in the picture. Not only does he need to keep an eye out for Sam but now you.
  • There's no doubt that Dean would kidnap you and lock you away. He doesn't want there to be any chance of you getting hurt, taken away or killed, especially because of him. He knows that locking you up will no doubt leave you hating him and he's willing to live with that as long as you're safe at the end of the day.
  • As protective as he is, Dean is also extremely loyal, to a fault even. He's more of a ride and die then a ride or die. He'll live and die for you. Hell, he'll follow you to the ends of the Earth or even to the depths of Hell. You'll never have to worry about Dean abandoning you, even if he wanted to. Believing you'd be better off, he'd always find his way back to you. Knowing then and there that his place is with you.
  • If you're a hunter too then Dean will feel conflicted with his overprotectiveness. He wants nothing more than to protect you and keep you safe but he also realizes that you've been able to take care of yourself this far. But then again now that he's in your life he can take care of you, so even with the slight conflict with himself it won't last long. He'll always come back to his overly protective behavior sooner or later.
  • Dean can be pretty controlling whether he knows he's doing it or not. He has this fantasy in his head, this narrative that he wants you to go along with and he's going to do his damndest to keep you on track of said narrative.
  • You'll come to find that Dean can become a totally different person. It happens pretty rarely but it is a thing to keep in mind when you act out or try to get away. He can just lose himself sometimes, he has been through so much after all what with Hell, Purgatory and everything else he's had to endure/live with. He can be pretty scary/intimidating in general but when he gets like this it only gets scarier. He only gets scarier.
  • He will lash out, most likely hurting you in some fashion. He doesn't mean it by any means and he'll make sure to make it up to you, but their is a part of him that says you deserve it. It's the other side of him trying to get out, eating at him to do so. He'll always remind himself that he's suppose to be your protector, the one to keep you safe and sound. He never means to intentionally hurt whatsoever, even with punishments he never intends to take them too far, but this other side of him begs to differ.
  • Punishments are inevitable. Dean knows that he'll have to teach you a lesson in some way and he will, but he never plans to take anything too far. His preferred punishments are taking away privileges and isolation. He usually leans more towards whatever will teach you a lesson and get it to stick with you so you won't do it again.
  • Dean can take a lot of whatever you throw at him; verbally, physically, ect. He doesn't like any of it but he can certainly take it. You can get mouthy with him and he wouldn't even really bat an eye at it. He'll surely have some comment, sarcastic or not, lined up for whatever it is you've said. He doesn't mind a bit of attitude but there are limits, especially in regards to family or people he's lost. If you strike a nerve he'll let you know and it won't be very pretty. Dean will remind you of where your place is and he has no problem putting you there while he's at it.
  • Even though he can be a bit much sometimes, Dean can have some very soft moments. He already does little things to show his affection and love without outwardly showing it. He'll make sure you have warm and cozy blankets to keep you warm while he's out on hunts. He's gotten you little things to keep you busy when he's gone and he will sometimes leave you little gifts that he's probably stolen.
  • Dean does care so much about you, that's the whole reason why he's doing all of this after all. He has his own way of keeping you safe and he knows it's not exactly right, but can you blame him. He's lost a lot of people, he doesn't want to lose you too. So please, just bare with him it'll get better soon. Hopefully.
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Night Falls: Chapter 2

\Pairing: Dean x Reader

Warnings: Swearing,

Summary: After witnessing a murder, Y/N becomes a protected witness to FBI Agent Dean Winchester, who needs her help to do more than just solve one man’s murder.

Word Count: 1,884

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A/N: Can you believe I hand-wrote this whole chapter?

“Son of a bitch,” Dean groans as his hand runs through his hair, watching the cab drive off.

He hadn’t expected you to storm out like that. He had no idea what the hell your problem was, but the last thing he needed was an uncooperative witness. If he wanted any chance of finally nailing Crowley, you were it. 

He turns around and heads back to the police station, finding the detective Dean had seen you with earlier sitting at his desk drinking coffee.

“Are you the detective working the Hein murder?” Dean plops himself down in the witness chair next to the desk without invitation.

“Yeah, Benny Lafitte.” He reaches out his hand for Dean to shake. 

“Dean Winchester.”  Benny nods, his hand falling away to flip open a file, flashes of crime scene photos appearing before he lands on a statement page. 

“How can I help?”

“Your witness,” Dean throws a thumb up towards the door you had stormed out from just a few minutes ago. “What can you tell me about her?”

Benny’s head dips as he reads the file.

“Y/F/N Y/L/N, age 27. Works for Collins Technologies, located in the Barclays Business Center, as a Product Marketing Manager. Was on her way home when she walked in on the murder. Got fourteen stitches in her hands after being shot at twice by this man.” He pulls out a sketch and slides it over to Dean. 

Long pencil strokes create a man with a crooked nose, a long, circular jaw and short beard covering the lower half of his face. Without the fine lines of age, he looked exactly like the man Dean saw twenty-four years ago, even without the scar running down his left eye.

“And she’s sure this is him?” Dean breaks his gaze away from the graphite eyes staring up at him.

“Seemed pretty sure.” Benny leans back in his seat. “When our guys got there, they figured he was ‘bout 100 feet away before he fired at her.” He taps his pen against his keyboard. 

“Lucky for her, she’s quick. The guy put two bullets straight through the headrest.”

Dean nods, already knowing of Zazel’s marksmanship.

“Did you get her address before she left?” Dean steers the conversation back to the entire reason he came back into the station.

“Yeah,” Benny says while thinking, pushing some papers aside before picking up a blue sticky note.

“709 Jefferson Court, apartment 3E.” Benny hands Dean the address.

“Thanks,” he folds it up and sticks it into his pocket next to his badge. 

A silence falls over them and Dean stands, the conversation clearly over. Benny stands with him.

“Good luck with her.” Benny shakes his hand.

Dean thanks him, not telling him it’s you who needs the luck.

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Night Falls: Chapter 1

Pairing: Dean x Reader

Warnings: Swearing, 

Summary: After witnessing a murder, Y/N becomes a protected witness to FBI Agent Dean Winchester, who needs her help to do more than just solve one man’s murder.

Word Count: 1,537

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Past Chapters: Prologue

Dean sits at his desk, shifting through paperwork from his last case that he had been putting off for the last two weeks–despite the fact that his boss had been asking for it every day since he closed the case.

“Winchester!” E.A.D Singer calls from the doorway of his office. Dean throws up a hand.

“I’m working on it!” His gruff voice calls over this shoulder, his hand falling back to the keyboard.

“Winchester.” Singer huffs, already sounding exhausted even though it’s only 2pm. Dean swivels and his chair and looks over, giving Singer his full attention.

Singer holds up a file and motions with it for Dean to get into his office, disappearing back to his desk. Dean stands, his dress shoes brushing along the dingy grey carpet before he steps into Singer’s office, knowing well enough to close the door behind him.

“What’s up?” Dean asks as he takes a seat across from Singer.

“Think you may have finally caught a break.” Singer slides the file across his desk to Dean before leaning back in his chair, watching with old, steel eyes at his young agent. 

Dean reaches out and picks it up, his eyes scanning a metro police report.

“What’s this?” Dean looks down at the report confused, not understanding how a parking garage shooting was the FBI’s concerned. He flips to the next page, his eyes widening when seeing the victim’s name.

“Sam Hein?” Dean sits up straighter. “Crowley’s finance guy.”

“Was Crowley’s finance guy.” Singer corrects him, shifting in his seat to pick up his coffee cup and take a sip. “Someone gunned him down last night.”

Dean closes the file shut and throws it back down onto Singer’s desk, shrugging.

“So what?” Dean leans back in his chair, holding up his hands. “This isn’t the first of Crowley’s men to turn up dead. I’ll just add him to the list.”

Singer sighs and shakes his head.

“Would you read the god damn file for once, Winchester?” Singer throws the file back at Dean–wishing he could smack him across the head with it–the file caught haphazardly against Dean’s chest.

Dean stares at Singer for a moment, knowing he’s just one more smart-ass remark away from getting chewed out–again–before thumbing through the file, taking time to take in the words on the report. 

Dean’s back straightens as his shoulders drop.

“There’s a witness?” Dean perks up, the pages of the file flying as he tries to find the witness statement.

“A woman by the name of Y/F/N Y/L/N encountered the shooter before he fired twice at her.” Singer relaxes back into his chair.

As Dean’s eyes scan through her statement, he realizes her description matched that of Allen “Al” Zazel, Crowley’s unofficial, official right-hand man.

“She saw him.” Dean states, his mouth slackening as he runs a hand through his short hair, giving it a slight pull. After being on this case for seven years, worked eighteen murders, and chased countless leads that always fell through, they finally had a witness.

Singer nods, tapping his fingers against the desk.

“Metro PD is holding her right now. I told them you’d be there to pick her up.”

Dean jumps up from his chair, tapping the file against the desk and pointing it at Singer, biting his lip before heading for the door, suddenly ecstatic. 

“And read the damn file for once!” Singer yells after him, the tips of his ears turning red from the rise in his blood pressure that only Winchester seems to be able to cause. Dean waves the file above his head, acknowledging he heard him before grabbing his jacket off the back of his chair and flipping his car keys into the air and catching them.

He was off to the metro PD for his first break in seven years.

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Night Falls: Prologue

Pairing: Dean x Reader

Warnings: Swearing, violence, death 

Summary: After witnessing a murder, Y/N becomes a protected witness to FBI Agent Dean Winchester, who needs her help to do more than just solve one man’s murder. 

Word Count: 833

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A/N: I’ve been on a NCIS netflix binge and it sparked this idea

You wrap your scarf tight around your neck as you finish zipping up your coat.

“I’ll see you tomorrow,” you wave to Arthur as he packs up for the day. Or rather, evening. 

“Night Y/N,” he nods to you as you head out. 

The wind whips at your skin as you push through the door from the lobby into February air, the sky pitch black and quiet in the nighttime. It was shaping up to be the coldest winter week yet.

You tug the collar of your jacket higher before walking across the street into the parking garage, not bothering to use the crosswalk since everyone was already home and asleep by this time. You had a huge project due at the end of the week, and the last few nights had you working way past closing time. 

Your heels echo through the nearly-empty garage as you make your way to your car, craving the comfort of your warm bed and worn-in pajamas. 

You turn a corner and your car appears in your line of sight. Your shoulders sag as you sigh–that much closer to getting home. 

You reach for your keys, ready to unlock the door when you hear it.

A cry. 

Your body stops and a chill colder than the wind bellowing through the street runs through you as you turn your head towards the sound.

You can feel in the pit of your stomach that something isn’t right and you reach for your cellphone in your pocket.

“Please, don’t.” A man’s voice cries out, echoing through the empty concrete walls.

You quickly slide your screen open and dial 9-1-1.

“Shouldn’t ‘ave screwed over the big man, then.” A deep voice rings out.

“9-1-1, what’s your emergency?” A calm female asks over the receiver.

“Hi, I’m in the parking garage at 65th and Lincoln, across the street from the Bailey Business Center.” You voice rushes out, your fingertips tingling. 

“Give me another chance!” The first man pleads again. 

“Something is happening.” You heart starts to race and you unlock your car and hop inside. 

“What is happening, ma’am?” The woman asks, completely unfazed by the fear  in your voice. 

“I’m not entirely sure. It sounds like some sort of fight. I can’t see them, but I can hear two men. One of them sounds hurt.” You reach to put the key in the ignition, but your hands are shaking too much. 

“Okay, ma’am. We will dispatch a squad car now to check it out. May I ask your name?”

“Yes, my name is–” 

A gun shot rings out and your jump, a scream escaping your lips as your cellphone falls to the floor.

“Ma’am? Ma’am?” You can hear the operator calling out for you, but you’re frozen, hands hanging in the air as if someone had shot at you.

“Ma’am!” The operator’s voice breaks you out of your shock. You glance down to your phone that’s fallen to the floor of your car. 

You move to reach down to pick the phone up when a movement catches your eye out the windshield.  

In front of you is a man, in a dark leather coat and jeans, with work boots that don’t match. Your eyes find his face, his forehead covered with dark, messy hair, thin lips set in a straight line and a nose that looks like it’s been broken more then once.

His eyes find yours and you feel your heart stop.

Without a change in expression he raises his gun and aims it at you. Your breath hitches in your throat, but before he can fire, you duck, mere seconds before you hear the windshield crack against the impact of the bullet. Another shot rings out, drowning out your screams as your hands protect your head from the shards of glass falling around you.

Before he can fire again, police sirens echo through the garage, growing louder and louder until you hear tires screech against the pavements as red and blue lights shine through your shattered windshield. 

Hesitantly, you straighten up, your hands still wrapped around your head and trembling. You see two police cars blocking you from the man who had fired with you.

A young cop jumps from his car, his gun drawn as the other three head in the direction the man had appeared from. 

“Ma’am, are you hurt?” He asks through the window before pulling your door open. You don’t respond, just stare through the missing windshield at the glaring police lights. 

“Ma’am.” You jump as his hand lands on your shoulder, your hands reaching up as if to somehow protect you. 

“Are you okay?” He asks, slowly and making a point to pronounce each word.

“Ugh, I…” The words stick to your throat as your hands quiver. “I think I’m okay.” Though you honestly have no idea.

“We’ve got a body over here!” You hear a woman yell and tears prickle your eyes.

“Oh my god.” You sob, your hands falling onto the steering wheel, not noticing the tiny cuts littering the backs of your hands from the shattered glass. 

“Don’t worry ma’am.” The young cop squeezes your shoulder. “Everything will be okay.”

You nod, not believing a word he says.

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Muddled Waters 2

No tag lists. Do not send asks or DMs about updates. Review my pinned post for guidelines, masterlist, etc.

Part of the Sweet and Spicy AU

Warnings: this fic will include dark content such as dubcon/noncon, blood, violence,, and other possible triggers. My warnings are not exhaustive, enter at your own risk.

18+ only. Your media consumption is your own responsibility. Warnings have been given. DO NOT PROCEED if these matters upset you.

Summary: your boss has a dangerous secret.

Character: Nick Fowler (mob au)

Please comment and reblog if it’s not too much. I always love getting to chat about these stories and hearing all your ideas! You all are wonderful and loved.

Your shift goes as usual. You make drinks to order and bring them out to the tables, or to set in the windows set into the walls of the private rooms. Those are for the more exclusive patrons, the ones who remain mostly faceless. The Sapphire is as close to a speakasy as you’d find in this century.

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The Man 2

Warnings: non/dubcon, and other dark elements. My username actually says you never asked for any of this.

My warnings are not exhaustive but be aware this is a dark fic and may include potentially triggering topics. Please use your common sense when consuming content. I am not responsible for your decisions.

Character: mob!Lloyd Hansen

Summarya demanding customer complicates more than your work life.

As usual, I would appreciate any and all feedback. I’m happy to once more go on this adventure with all of you! Thank you in advance for your comments and for reblogging.

A few days pass as the humiliation of your big lesson clings in the air. You think about it too much. Enough that you find yourself cringing to yourself on your bike ride home or even when lying in bed. You’ve never been the most socially adept so the encounter leaves you reeling.

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Muddled Waters 1

No tag lists. Do not send asks or DMs about updates. Review my pinned post for guidelines, masterlist, etc.

Part of the Sweet and Spicy AU

Warnings: this fic will include dark content such as dubcon/noncon, and other possible triggers. My warnings are not exhaustive, enter at your own risk.

18+ only. Your media consumption is your own responsibility. Warnings have been given. DO NOT PROCEED if these matters upset you.

Summary: your boss has a dangerous secret.

Character: Nick Fowler (mob au)

Please comment and reblog if it’s not too much. I always love getting to chat about these stories and hearing all your ideas! You all are wonderful and loved.

You skewer candied cherries on a long toothpick and balance them over a martini glass. The deep blue drink with a layer of foam is perfectly aligned with the crystal brim. You stand straight as you top off the last of the drinks, a new batch for the waiting customers.

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The Man 1

Warnings: non/dubcon, and other dark elements. My username actually says you never asked for any of this.

My warnings are not exhaustive but be aware this is a dark fic and may include potentially triggering topics. Please use your common sense when consuming content. I am not responsible for your decisions.

Character: mob!Lloyd Hansen

Summarya demanding customer complicates more than your work life.

As usual, I would appreciate any and all feedback. I’m happy to once more go on this adventure with all of you! Thank you in advance for your comments and for reblogging.

You stand behind the counter, ready to serve the next customer that comes through the door. If you thought the rush was bad, the lulls are worse. The time drags by as the clock seems to taunt you. You sigh again as you hear Bre clattering around in the back room. You’d rather be back there folding up empty boxes and scouring trays.

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Congratulations on the 100 followers sweetie!! 🎉💕 Can I request the whole alphabet with Dean Winchester?

of course! and thank you so much!! 🥰

Yandere!Dean Winchester Alphabet 🖤

Attachment: How do they become obsessed?

It didn’t take long for him to become obsessed. He became obsessed with you because of how much love you gave him when you both would hang out. It was like meant to be for him.

Blood: How messy are they willing to get for their darling?

Pretty messy. Dean would be high up on the scale in all honesty.

Cruelty: How would they treat their darling when they kidnap them? Would they mock them?

He doesn't want you to be scared, so he tries to make it comfortable as possible for you (if it will even work). He would also never mock you. He would hate to see you so upset.

Delusion: How delusional are they when it comes to their darling? Do they believe their darling loves them?

Dean has his moments of delusions. For the most part though, he knows you’re utterly terrified of the situation and that it will take a lot of you to love him again/things to go back to (semi) normal again. So, he would be pretty medium on the scale.

Erratic: How unpredictable are they? How quick are mood changes?

It depends on the day for him, so with that said, he can be rather unpredictable. Some days, you would think you’re walking on egg shells around him when he was angry or even upset. You just never know with him. Mood changes don’t happen quickly, but at the same time, they aren’t infrequent.

Fight: How would they react if their darling fought back?

At first, he would think you’re just messing with him or joking around with him. When Dean realizes you’re being serious, he restrains you gently and tries his best to reassure you and telling you to calm down. Even though it may not work a lot of the time.

Guilt: What would it take for them to feel guilty about their actions? Or do they feel guilty from the start?

Dean would feel guilty from the start/when he first sees you upset and/or angry at him. The last thing he would want to make you feel is sadness and anger, so seeing you in the state makes him feel so guilty.

Hell: What would be their darling’s worse experience with them?

Whenever you get caught in his fits of rage. He tries to contain them around you, but there are times where he just can’t and he just starts yelling and throwing things, some things even hitting you. Afterwards, he would be so upset (at himself) and try to comfort you, but you would just be too terrified to even let him near you.

Ideals: What kind of future do they have in mind for/with their darling?

Living away from the hunting business, maybe somewhere where you both can have a nice-sized family with some pets running around, with his brother living nearby of course.

Jealous: What makes them the most jealous?

I know it may be basic, but whenever other people flirt with you. It just makes Dean’s blood boil, and that is why he hardly lets you leave, even with him.

Kidnap: How would they go about kidnapping their darling? How much do they plan out?

Dean has everything planned out, from the day he’s going to do it to making sure your soon-to-be room is all nice just for you. So, he tries to make it as stealthy as possible with little to no struggle from you.

Love Letters: How would they go about courting or approaching their darling?

He definitely flirts with you. A lot. He tries to play it off as making it playful flirting and as if he doesn’t truly mean it, but he wants you to somehow know his flirting is genuine.

Mask: Are their true colors drastically different from the way they acted before?

Not really. Dean acts pretty much the same, except for maybe he isn’t as stone cold around you as he is around a lot of other people.

Naughty: How would they punish their darling?

Isolation. I know that’s a very common answer among many of yanderes, but with Dean, that is the worse he is willing to do when it comes to punishing you.

Outrage: What makes them furious?

Besides the supernatural and all of that, he gets mad whenever you just ignore him, whether when it comes to affection and/or he is talking to you.

Patience: How patient are they with their darling?

Again, it mostly depends on the day for him. Some days, he is very patient and is willing to wait for you/with you. Other days, his patience is on a thin line and that line can break with anything “bad” you may do that day.

Quit: If their darling dies, leaves, or successfully escapes, would they ever be able to move on?

No. That’s it. No.

Rage: How do they act when angry? How do they calm down?

As mentioned before, it mostly is on the inside, but he also yells (a lot) and will throw things, him trying not to throw it at you if you so happen to be around. He calms down either by a drink or hearing your voice whenever you try to calm him down, aka you feel like you have to calm him down.

Self-Indulgent: How possessive are they? (If at all?)

Yes. Is that an answer?

Tears: How do they feel about seeing their darling scream, cry and/or isolate themselves?

Dean would be heartbroken and blame himself for your state. He would absolutely be devastated seeing you so upset and would try his best to calm you down or at least get you to sleep so you can calm down.

Unique: Would they do anything different from the classic yandere?

Besides hunting supernatural beings and getting help from them when you die, escape, are upset, yada yada yada, he's a pretty normal yandere.

Vicious: How vicious can they get?

Around you, not at all. Around other people/people that may hurt you or he believes they can hurt you, very.

Weakness: What weaknesses can their darling exploit in order to escape?

Dean have been touchstarved for god knows how long, so showing him affection in any way is an easy way to let his guard down.

Xenodochia: How quickly would their darling cut them off after they escape?

It wouldn’t be easy, but at the same time, it wouldn’t be the most difficult thing in the world for you. So, it would take only a bit of time for you.

Yearn: How long do they pine after their darling before they snap?

About half a year, maybe less than that if he’s extra impatient to have you.

Zero Tolerance: What is the thing that always makes them snap? What things will they not allow their darling to do under any circumstances?

Dean does not want you to be involved in the supernatural business under any means. Doesn’t matter if you were before he kidnapped you, you are not going to be involved in it anymore.

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Yandere Alphabet - Demon!Dean Winchester

TW: Toxic Relationship, Possessive Behavior, Controlling Behavior, Hints of Physical Abuse, Hints of Verbal Abuse, Kidnapping, Mentions of Murder, Isolation And Spanking As Punishment, Cursing, Manipulation. A/N: Please inform me if I did not tag something correctly. Please know the difference between fictional and reality. While fictional, these types of relationships are extremely toxic, especially in real-life. If your relationship is showcasing these toxic behaviors, please seek help from someone to get out safely. Reblogs are heavily appreciated!!

Affection: How do they show their love and affection? How intense would it get?

He’s a physical lover, and he doesn’t give two fucks about PDA. He’ll kiss and touch you whenever and wherever he likes. He always gives you heated, passionate kisses while grasping all over your body and pressing you up against him. When he’s really affected, he’ll growl while kissing you, and his eyes will flash black on occasion.

Blood: How messy are they willing to get when it comes to their darling?

Very messy. Demon Dean, at this point, is a malevolent being and will resort to more grotesque methods when it comes to his darling. Even if it means killing innocent people who look at you the wrong way or dare touch you, well, try. He’ll break the person’s bones before they even lay a finger on you.

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I'M A RUIN — Soldier Boy/Ben (Part VI)

Series summary: After the events of the Seven Tower, you present Grace Mallory a new secret project you're working on already to develop a cure to Compound V. The only problem? You need Soldier Boy for that.

Pairing: Soldier Boy/Ben x female reader.

Word count: 2.5k.

Warnings for series: set after S3 (spoilers), some OOC!Ben, some depressed!Ben, angst, hurt/comfort, eventual smut, slow-burn, language, PTSD, reader has Compound V (she's no Vought supe tho), Soldier Boy being an usual asshole, reader is a fucking liar.

Warnings on this chapter: some suicide thoughts, very suggestive stuff, nudity, sexual tension barely starting, misogyny coming from you know who lol.

Notes: i was eager to drop this so here it is. hope i can make justice to the slow burn/slow sexual tension. aaaa as always thanks for reading!! ily all!

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I'M A RUIN — Soldier Boy/Ben (Part V)

Series summary: After the events of the Seven Tower, you present Grace Mallory a new secret project you're working on already to develop a cure to Compound V. The only problem? You need Soldier Boy for that.

Pairing: Soldier Boy/Ben x female reader.

Word count: 2.4k.

Warnings for series: set after S3 (spoilers), some OOC!Ben, some depressed!Ben, angst, hurt/comfort, eventual smut, slow-burn, language, PTSD, reader has Compound V (she's no Vought supe tho), Soldier Boy being an usual asshole, reader is a fucking liar.

Warnings on this chapter: some misogyny and shit (you know who), psychiatry stuff, canon gore, blood, heads exploding, and violence?.

Notes: so I'm sorry for any mistakes during the psychyatric process, I go to therapy and take medication myself so that's all I know plus google research. And be aware of the gore descriptions, I tried to do my best I guess lol. Thanks for reading as always!

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I'M A RUIN — Soldier Boy/Ben (Part IV)

Series summary: After the events of the Seven Tower, you present Grace Mallory a new secret project you're working on already to develop a cure to Compound V. The only problem? You need Soldier Boy for that.

Pairing: Soldier Boy/Ben x female reader.

Word count: 2.8k.

Warnings for series: set after S3 (spoilers), some OOC!Ben, some depressed!Ben, angst, hurt/comfort, eventual smut, slow-burn, language, PTSD, reader has Compound V (she's no Vought supe tho), Soldier Boy being an usual asshole, reader is a fucking liar.

Warnings on this chapter: Reader's parents are fucking irresponsible and disgusting people, mentions of a dead parent, Homelander!!!! (he's a fucking warning), sexual assault (touching, kissing, etc.) and some after thoughts, you know the usual questionable stuff on TB universe, Ben's point of view and presence=red flag.

Notes: more about reader's past in here! And just want to add that this is how i imagine her suit on this chapter. I'm also using a lot of inspo from Sue Storm of the Fantastic Four because I love her, so yeah. And thanks so much for reading it means a lot to me! ^^

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I'M A RUIN — Soldier Boy/Ben (Part III)

Series summary: After the events of the Seven Tower, you present Grace Mallory a new secret project you're working on already to develop a cure to Compound V. The only problem? You need Soldier Boy for that.

Pairing: Soldier Boy/Ben x female reader.

Word count: 2.2k.

Warnings for series: set after S3 (spoilers), some OOC!Ben, some depressed!Ben, angst, hurt/comfort, eventual smut, slow-burn, language, PTSD, reader has Compound V (she's no Vought supe tho), Soldier Boy being an usual asshole, reader is a fucking liar.

Warnings on this chapter: panic attack, killing threats, violence, Ben my poor meowmeow, hurt/comfort, mentions of rape.

Notes: this is mostly a bonding chapter between Ben and the reader, also there's more about the reader's past in here plus a special guest lmao. I'm having too much fun writing this! If anyone would like to be tagged I'll be more than happy to do so! I hope you enjoy this chapter as much as I enjoyed writing it.

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I'M A RUIN Soldier Boy (Part II)

Series summary: After the events of the Seven Tower, you present Grace Mallory a new secret project you're working on already to develop a cure to Compound V. The only problem? You need Soldier Boy for that.

Pairing: Soldier Boy/Ben x female reader.

Word count: 2.5k.

Warnings for series: set after S3 (spoilers), some OOC!Ben, some depressed!Ben, angst, hurt/comfort, eventual smut, slow-burn, language, PTSD, reader has Compound V (she's no Vought supe tho), Soldier Boy being an usual asshole, reader is a fucking liar.

Warnings on this chapter: Ben being a misogynist, talks about masturbation and porn, killing threats, Ben's POV in general is a red flag, death.

tags: @k-slla

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