You truly are an observer. There is happiness in that though... While on one hand you watch as everybody around you, friend, love interest, fling, etc. walks past you without a moments notice.... You get the grace of having the best connections available because you already know that nothing lasts forever and what you do want to last forever is something that you need to put fuel into. Since you constantly observe and pass by plenty of opportunities and struggles in life, you have the knowledge to combat them if ever a need arises to do so again. You look towards the future hoping for the best of outcomes to come. That doesn’t make you hopeful though. You are a realist. You have seen the evils of this world, and to your disbelief, here you still stand to test the waters time again. Life is scary and vast, yet grand and awe inspiring. Every moment could be a learning opportunity if you drop your pride for a few minutes and accept that somebody knows something that you don’t, and you can gain knowledge from them.

---Life is hard and I have the utmost trouble with living sometimes, but it is always good to remember the reasons why we are here and what we can gain. Knowing the good side to things keeps you in it to win it, and even if you’re a passing thought on a spec of dust in this cosmos, you still matter. Because you matter to yourself, whether you want to believe it or not.

‘What do you see when you look into the night sky?’ She asked, in piqued curiosities.

Negatively, he responds, ‘When I look into the night sky, I see darkness and dim lights that are just waiting to die.’

‘I can’t say that you’re wrong.... but for me it’s vastly different. I come to tears when I look up, knowing that there is more beauty in this universe than what we already know. We often see a negative perspective on things because we constantly project our hurt and sadness outwardly onto anything that could convey a sense of hope. We’ve told ourselves that beauty is fake and only gets you so far. I digress, what I’m trying to say to you is that it’s all a matter of perspective. Just because you see it that way doesn’t make it so. That being said.... just because I see it my way doesn’t make it how it is either. A change of perspective could ultimately be the rise or downfall of a situation and at the end of the day just... try to be open to other perspectives.’

Worthless

Please leave me alone

I’ve been burned at the stake

All for the sake

Of being dethroned.

What’s the point?

You took the joint

Left this place

to a new existence.

Questions

Unanswered

Closure

Unobtainable.

Next in line

For the carousel

Take your time

Or go to hell.