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Omnom

love can really save people, and i’m not talking about romantic love. i’m talking about platonic, wholesome, unselfish love that demands nothing in return other than that person’s safety, happiness, and well-being. love for the sake of love. i think this kind of love is wonderful.

for those who are struggling with having and finding purpose: maybe, for now, your purpose is waking up in the morning and taking on the day ahead. maybe your purpose is continuing to live despite it all.

Marriage is such a goal for me. A healthy & loving marriage, with someone who is my best friend.

nothing is worse than having to detach from someone who has seen all of you

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and if this isn’t love then i don’t fucking know because when i was crying in yr bed while you were asleep, literally struggling to breathe because i couldn’t wake u, you somehow woke up. you immediately called me ‘baby’ in that sleepy voice i fuckin fall for each time i hear it, followed by ‘whats wrong?’ and oh my god you just listened n you told me that i can get better from this idk fuck i needed that and honestly nights like this i crave that more than the drugs i fucking hate!! oh my god fuck i want to follow the program i want to get better! i want a future (with you) and i can’t have that if my life is being taken over by drugs !

— 356 hours of sobriety

*not my quote

— Recovery affirmations from Nicole.

So true

At times the idea of relapsing sounds like a relief but remember this it almost always is full of regret.