this is funnier and more stressful than i couldve ever imagined randomly signin on here
i’m remaking so if a random blog follows you that’s me <3
being alive is to have life telling you ‘ok now i will ask you to be brave. now i will ask you to be brave. now i will ask you to be brave’ over and over and over until you learn it & then have to learn it again
“What can we do? Wait for spring, even if a tentative one, to arrive.”
— Etel Adnan, Paris, When It’s Naked
Kya Ka Ra Ba A (Naomi Kawase, 2001)
it takes years to learn the difference between who to let go and who to be patient with. the same way it takes years to know what you deserve and what you don’t. so hang on there, growth and experience come with time.
Margaret Atwood, from “There Are Better Ways of Doing This”
depression hours!
Do I have to / forgive in order to love? Or do I have to love / for forgiveness to even be possible? What do you think? / I’m trying out this things where questions about love & forgiveness / are a form of work I’d rather not do alone. I’m trying to say, / Let’s put our briefcases on our heads, in the sudden rain, / & continue meeting as if we’ve just been given our names.
Chen Chen, from When I Grow Up I Want to Be a List of Further Possibilities; “Poplar Street”
i thought everything was kinda calm but turns out i’m just ignoring every single one of my problems
Convallaria majalis // Lily of the Valley
(will always be my favorite flower)
Do you have a hobby?
self destruction
THE GARDEN