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☼ ☀︎︎ ✩ kenni ✩ ☀︎︎ ☼

@missbutterworthless

or as the kids call me, hoeman garbáge
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I’m 22, I’m a bad Aquarius, I like space, Harry Potter, succulents, interactive fiction, and musicals directed at losers
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sunshinemage

Second round of emergency commissions!

Thea / Anfortia / Selene The Shrike / Quoye / Idril Calantha / Aureia Juniper / Utha Thalia / Thalia / Adam

Thank you so much for your support, you guys are amazing! 💚💛🧡❤️💗💜💙

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@sunshinemage strikes again!!

I got this absolutely stunning commission of my IF Oc Juniper Grimwood!!

Rory has just absolutely captured everything I imagined for Juni. I’m fully convinced she launched a secret mission to infiltrate my brain and lifted it directly!

And those curls! The freckles! The lighting! The necklaces! 👌

Definitely keep an eye out for any open commissions! They are well beyond worth it and Rory is a delight to work with!

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getting ready for my SUPERHELL 100% speedrun

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characters whose guilt defines them. characters whose guilt eats them alive until they turn on themselves become their own undoing, a snake sinking its fangs into its own tail and choking on its venom in an attempt to satisfy its senseless hunger for self-flagellation. characters who desperately pile their sins higher and higher - only growing more destructive and unhinged as time passes and the consequences sufficient to prevent them from doing worse fail to arise until they can't even help themselves - in the hope that they might find your breaking point where your eyes harden and your voice goes flat and you tell them to get out of your sight and never darken your door again. characters who would rather stick around like a knife in a wound than let you move on, because they can't move past it themselves. characters for whom forgiveness is the worst possible thing you could offer them; a condemnation, a death sentence. characters who would rather have your fear and hatred than your love and faith in their ability to still be the better man (to still walk back from the brink when they've already crossed the event horizon), or even your acceptance, or, worst of all, your pity. characters who betray you to spare you the pain of choosing to care for them. characters who bite the hand you hold out to pull them up with. characters who look into the eyes of a bad dog, awful and afraid and so terribly alone, and see a mirror.

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1. you've bitten every hand that has ever reached for you because pain is all you've ever known them to be capable of, and it's a lesson you won't suffer twice

2. they were warned not to stick their fingers through the bars of your cage, but not only did they not listen, they went and opened it up with their clever, gentle hands that not even your sharp teeth and terrible claws could deter from showing you what kindness could feel like, and crossed over the threshold to stand inside/on your side/by your side/all of the above

3. the difference between setting something free and setting something loose is a matter of definition

4. the definition of a monster depends entirely on where you're standing

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Character Lore of my main Wayfarer MC from Wayfarer by @idrellegames

!!TW for violence and PTSD!!

First and foremost, Thea does NOT associate with the name Althea, thank you very much. Unless you’ve known her as a child like her mentor Varyn or best friend Aeran, calling them by that name will lead to your attempted stabbing, most likely non-fatally but it really depends on their mood. The less association with the Crane line she has, the better, and she frankly doesn’t want the memories of voices calling their name as a young one echoing in her mind.

Despite her harsh exterior and unrivaled snark, she’s particularly brittle inside. Her nightmares keep her from the depths of sleep with false memories of a massacre she escaped from, and one she didn’t. Her biting words and flippant attitude disguise a caring heart, one that gives up her last scrap of clothing to a young thief shivering in the cold and places their life at risk to uphold their moral code, blatantly refusing to give in to a crime lord that could end her life instantly through the power of relentless trolling.

Perhaps the thing she hides the most guiltily in the recesses of their heart is that they truly wish they’d been born with magic. While she doesn’t believe she’s defective, she longs for the ability to connect to the sea and the world around them the way everyone else does.

Good luck with getting her to admit that though.

beautiful art done by @sunshinemage

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I am FREAKING OUT!!

Please observe this absolutely stunning commission of my main Wayfarer Althea Crane from the interactive fiction game Wayfarer by @idrellegames!!

It was done by @sunshinemage, an absolutely amazing artist who is a delight to work with!! She made the commission process so smooth and the results are just *chefs kiss*

Highly HIGHLY recommend them the next time they open up commissions!!

Absolutely perfect!

Making a lore post and character sheet post soon!!

Thank you so much @sunshinemage!!

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azzehkarla

My toxic trait is that I truly believe I could win a fight against anybody if I was mad enough. U might have the strength and size but I have pure, unfiltered rage.

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angst420

hey guys idk if you know this but if you don't sleep or eat your mental health gets worse

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