rest easy moon bin.
jin x rm (bts), ~3.5k
running away and running toward something are the same thing, if you think about it.
(Seokjin wishes he wasn't so lonely in a universe so big. It'd be nice to stay in one place. He thinks.)
melt
sanha/rocky, idk cheesy stuff. (fluffy fluff that fluffs)
They’re dancing around it, avoiding the issue at hand altogether.
Minhyuk thinks there might have been point to being coy and holding back at some point. Maybe when he wasn’t sure if Sanha was single, there had been a reason to be very careful with his words, his expressions, his lingering eyes. But now, there is nothing in his way except for habits. An instinctive self-defense mechanism that stands in the way of a beginning.
Sanha lingers, longer than he needs to; his drinks are finished and a friend is coming to pick him up. His lips are fixed in a demi-smile as he speaks. It only slips when someone else steals Minhyuk’s attention away for a brief moment.
Minhyuk supposes now is as good a moment as any. He and Sanha should stop waiting. Eventually, someone needs to take the first step and have the courage to weather the briefest moment of uncertainty. Even if nothing comes of it, their friendship can live on.
Minhyuk leans over the bar, sliding a glass of water to Sanha.
“Are you interested in anyone right now?” Minhyuk pauses as he watches Sanha’s eye go wide. He clears his throat and adds: “Romantically speaking.”
Sanha nods his head slowly, words seemingly stuck in his throat.
He wants to laugh; it is cute and a little bit out of character. Sanha rarely buffers, always has something witty lined up to say next. Maybe he wasn’t expecting Minhyuk to break their pattern so soon.
“Can I ask who it is?”
Sanha breaks eye contact and looks at the finished wood of the bar. He touches the side of his water glass and uses the condensed water to write with his finger: you.
He looks back up at Minhyuk, anticipation holding his breath back, eyes hopeful.
Minhyuk wipes it away and rests his elbows on his side of the bar. He feels his cheeks aching from the smile on his face, “Do you want to go on a date with me sometime? Soon?”
Sanha clears his throat and tucks a non-existent flyaway behind his ear, “Yes. I’d like that a lot.”
“Cool.”
Sanha rests his hand against his cheek and sighs dreamily. Minhyuk can feel his stare for the next twenty minutes as Sanha waits for Myungjun to safely pick him up and deliver him home.
(When Myungjun does arrive and tries to herd Sanha outside, Sanha turns back every two seconds to smile and wave and giggle at Minhyuk in a prolonged goodbye.
Minhyuk hums to himself as he cleans up the bar. Even tedious chores can’t ruin his mood.)
yoo i hope its going well over there, i talked to you once upon a time in a different part of my life and im glad you were in that part of my life. i appreciate you and i hope you'll always be doing well. wishing you the best
hello my dearest,
i hope you are well too. i’d like to think you’re in a better part of your life over there. my life is pretty okay right now, which is probably more than i could ask for.
if you ever want to pop by again, i’ll be very very glad to see you. i’m sending the most positive thoughts to your special corner of the universe; for as much as you appreciate me, i promise that i appreciate you just as much (maybe even more).
stay well <3
HELLO how is my fav writer of all time i hope you are very well i am back to say that i recently fell back in love with your writing i hope u have a great day thank u for your time
oh no. oh dear. i’m not sure when i received this, so i imagine that my reply to you, my dear friend, might get lost in the shuffle. i hope that somehow a positive vibe heads your way from me in the event that this misses your dash (assuming you follow me?)
hello. hi. i’m-- alright? i hope you’re doing at least as well as I am. on 1 scale of 1 to 10, i’m probably just north of 5. i’ve nothing to really complain about. (which is better than it has been in the past.)
i hope that whatever you’ve been reading that i’ve written continues to bring something positive to your life. if you revisit any of my nonsense in the future, i hope it still reads well? and that it makes your day a little better.
have a lovely day. thank you for taking the time to send me a message, even if it’s taken me a long time to reply.
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I just read your Boss/Mek fic and I loved it
hey there! (i-- my response time is normally much better; i don’t know what happened)
thanks for popping by and also for reading/enjoying something i posted. it means a lot when people say something!! i hope you have a lovely day/night/week?
lackluster
rocky/sanha, soulmates (the first words kind)
I missed you, his wrist reads in neat and small block lettering.
Dongmin tells Sanha that's the most romantic thing he has ever heard. Of every permutation of every first words possibly spoken, that just has to be the damn-near loveliest phrase that he could hear.
Dongmin gripes, only occasionally that his words are: Oh no! What are we going to do about my smoothie?
Dongmin has a cheat sheet; there is so much information baked into his soulmark that he makes Sanha's head spin. The image, the process, the meeting of Dongmin and his soulmate is quite clear; Sanha pictures it with ease.
For Sanha, the sentiment is nice, but when and where and how they will meet is a mystery. He dislikes the ambiguity.
Who will speak first? What is their tone of voice? How cheesy is it to hear out loud? Maybe, it is lonely and relieved, full of warmth, but Sanha does not know because all he has are three words.
A soccer ball whizzes past his face, and Sanha ducks out of instinct, as if his half-crouch will offer eternal protection.
The player jogs over with an apologetic look on his face. He grins awkwardly and, in relief, says, "I missed you."
Dongmin is wrong. It is not romantic; it is disappointing. There is a sudden realization on his soulmate's face and declaration that his soul longed for Sanha in his absence.
Sanha stands, wounded, hoping that this isn't his soulmate but knowing that it is. He lets his hyper-romantic response of "I missed you more" die on his tongue. It doesn't make sense anymore. It would be self-evident and embarrassing. He doesn't even know for sure if his soulmate cared to think about him beforehand.
He shrugs and dusts off imaginary dirt on his pants, "That is different than how I thought you'd say it."
His soulmate freezes, and his voice cracks as he asks, "What?"
"You missed me with the ball, but I missed you with my heart."
"I'm Minhyuk?"
He extends a hand, "Sanha."
mil x phukong, ~1.5k
if phukong could choose, he probably wouldn't choose mil. but he can't choose and that hurts.
(phukong should find someone better, but his heart won't let him.)
ur mantype piece made me cry thank u and have a great day
:(
here, take a tissue. i’m sorry.
thanks for popping by. i hope you have a great day too :) you’re welcome back any time you’d like :))
it's what you say and what you do.
(the thing frong forgot about ivy is that it strangles.)
next time, i’ll do better.
I loved flora and fauna! I'll admit, I'm really curious abt what bohn and duen's situation ends up as but either way, thank you for the lovely ramking fic!!
king x ram, 10k
the new big cat handler is very intense.
(king tries his hardest to turn that frown upside down.)
i did a bad & i’m sorry. let’s ignore it.
man x type, 2.5k
eventually, man will realize that type's not that great. (man might be great at expressing himself, but type is not.)
well. no one asked for it.
fucked around and read inarticulate and fell in love with you a little bit. you notice things and it shows
don’t fall in love with me. i’ll only hurt you.
now that we have my obligatory dumb comment outta the way: thank you. i’ve made peace with people reading “inarticulate” so i won’t lecture. it was very lovely of you to stop by and say something in my general direction.
have a lovely day!