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“It’s kinda pointless to fight for what you want when what you want continues to break your heart.”
— Molly McAdams
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“Be messy and complicated and afraid and show up anyways.”
— Glennon Doyle Melton
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“A book can teach you, a conversation can assure you, a poem can seduce you, a genius can inspire you but only you can save yourself.”
— Anthony Anaxagorou
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Me every spring, waiting for my winter hibernation to wind down. 😴
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― Akwaeke Emezi, The Death of Vivek Oji
[ text ID: I'm not what anyone thinks I am. I never was. I didn't have the mouth to put it into words, to say what was wrong, to change the things I felt I needed to change. And every day it was difficult, walking around and knowing that people saw me one way, knowing that they were wrong, so completely wrong, that the real me was invisible to them. It didn't even exist to them. So: If nobody sees you, are you still there? ]
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Twitterpated
Pairing: Jensen Ackles x Reader
Summary: Y/N starred alongside Jensen in a new blockbuster movie. For promo, they get invited to read thirst tweets. What if most of the tweets are from Y/N?
Warnings: Flustered Jensen, dirty tweets, rough sex, daddy kink
WC: 2,496
A/N: Hello, hello. My birthday treat to you. Please enjoy.
Also this fills out my ‘Daddy Kink’ Square for @spnkinkbingo
Beta’d by the amazing @deanwanddamons
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Y/N walks into the little studio behind Jensen. The broad man steps aside as soon as they’re in the room, giving her a view of the setup they’re going to be thrown in today.
There are two simple chairs set facing the camera and a little table with a mobile device sitting on it. The backdrop is a white one, and there’s a fake potted plant off to the side to give it a homey or calming vibe. She doesn’t really know which vibe she prefers right now. What Y/N does know, though, is that she needs to calm the fuck down. God, she’s nervous. Has been since they’ve told her what today’s promo was all about.
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#when your entire portfolio consists of fucked up characters 💀
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SEBASTIAN STAN Vanity Fair Oscar Party 2022
this mother fu—
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Bad Romance: Chapter Ten
What Goes Up…
Summary: History…it’s doomed to repeat itself.
Pairing: Mob!Bucky Barnes x reader, feat: May Parker/John Walker/Clint Barton
Word Count: 2,300
Warning: Mentions of death/murder. Stalking and violence. Swearing. Sprinklings of fluff and happy memories. <3
A/N: Y’ALL…please keep your hands and feet in the vehicle at all times–this one is a wild ride! I am so grateful for all of the love you show this series! It’s my baby! Please enjoy. Feedback is so, so appreciated!
BARNES ESTATE, UPSTATE NEW YORK — 15 YEARS AGO
Bucky was tired. He’d been having meetings all day; granting favors and in some cases returning them. Tasha was no doubt annoyed, he told her he’d be back in the city by 5 and that definitely wasn’t gonna happen.
“Sir?” Jarvis called. He was the house manager, Bucky didn’t particularly feel the need to have one, but that’s how his Father did things, so Bucky followed suit.
“What’s up, J?” He asked, pinching between his eyes.
Jarvis cleared his throat, “You’ve one more meeting, Sir. Shall I send him in?”
A lengthy sigh left Bucky’s lips. “Sure, pal. Bring ‘em on in.”
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Anonymous asked:
With it being 82°f here in the south, let’s make it even hotter with a little primal play and restraint with alpha!bucky 👀👀👀
You people are coming for my pussy. Who gave you the right huh?
this is the second part of to love is to burn but can be read as a stand-alone.
also based on this request…
little red riding hood
𝙖𝙡𝙥𝙝𝙖! 𝙗𝙪𝙘𝙠𝙮 𝙗𝙖𝙧𝙣𝙚𝙨 𝙭 𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙜𝙖! 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧
summary || your big bad alpha chases you across the woods.
warnings || unprotected sex, knotting, a/b/o dynamics, primal play, choking, blow job, masturbation, fingering, chasing kink, hair pulling, breeding kink, dirty talk, bondage. PWP.
MINORS DNI 🔞 if any of this makes you uncomfortable then please do not read!
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You could hear your heart beat in your head. Your breath was coming in short bursts and the anticipation was making you excited. Your red cape was clutched in your hand as you treaded carefully in the dark woods.
Honestly you were a little scared of the forest, but you knew your alpha was nearby. And you were no less in combat skills as you were an avenger yourself.
You and Bucky were a happily mated couple now. You proudly carried his mark, and he carried yours. For a little weekend retreat, you’d come to this cabin right in the middle of a forest and decided to recreate your sexy little fantasy.
You didn’t know how much time had passed as you wandered aimlessly. The sticks and the soil made crunching noise under your feet. But former winter soldier made no such noise letting you guess wildly his position.
You were about to call him, when you heard a sound of crunching leaves right from your behind. You turned around to only see a set of deep blue eyes you were familiar with look right into your soul.
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to love is to burn
𝙖𝙡𝙥𝙝𝙖! 𝙗𝙪𝙘𝙠𝙮 𝙗𝙖𝙧𝙣𝙚𝙨 𝙭 𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙜𝙖! 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧 
𝙨𝙪𝙢𝙢𝙖𝙧𝙮 || You go into heat at the worst moment in the history of time, maybe ever.
𝙬𝙖𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 || unprotected sex. alpha/omega dynamics. knotting. oral fixation. breeding kink. fingering. heat. captivity. usual hydra shenanigans. idiots in love. PWP. MINORS DNI 🔞 if any of this makes you uncomfortable then please do not read!
I have decided to not do taglists anymore, so if you wished to be notified of my newest updates please follow @bonky-n-steeb-lib and turn on the notifications!
This is the first time I’ve written a/b/o dynamics, so please be kind. I hope you like it :)
second part here: little red riding hood
This. Wasn’t. Supposed. To. Happen.
This was the first thought that came across your mind as you blinked your eyes open. You looked around to see you were laying down in some old decrepit cell.
The light across the room was just too bright and you squeezed your eyes shut. Your head was pounding and you pressed your fingers to your forehead. “Hey. Are you okay?” The voice was soothing and you unintentionally sighed.
You turned your head around to see Bucky bending over you with concern. “Yeah… kinda okay.” Whatever those idiots had injected into you was making you warm and achy everywhere.
You and Bucky had come on a surveillance mission of a supposedly abandoned hydra base. But someone had tipped off your plan and the base wasn’t as abandoned as expected.
The hydra team had taken you by surprise and injected some substance into your necks and you’d blacked out only to wake up in this dirty cell with Bucky besides you.
A dull pain was starting at the base of your hips, and you were familiar with that kind of pain in your heats, but this definitely wasn’t it as your heat wasn’t due for another two weeks. It must be due to that stupid chemical, you thought.
“Are you sure? You seem a little… off.” Bucky couldn’t place what it was, but his instincts were on high alert. He had woken up a little earlier than you and like a caged beast, he had mapped out all the places of this cell.
There wasn’t really an exit except the door, which was made of some metal and wasn’t easily bending. If it was only him, he honestly wouldn’t have cared much, but you too were involved and he couldn’t take risks.
But the primal instinct to protect you was really surging up in him. The entire time he was sitting ahead of you, facing the door. If someone came, they had to go through him to reach you.
“Yeah Bucky… I’m….” Before you could complete the sentence, an intense cramp built up in your core. Closing your eyes, you held Bucky’s arm tightly and twisted in pain.
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make you mine
— alpha! bucky barnes x omega! reader (soulmate au)
summary || Bucky keeps his distance from you thinking you can do better than him. but he loses all his restraints when you sees you with another alpha.
warnings || SMUT. unprotected sex. alpha! bucky. alpha/omega dynamics. knotting. dirtiest dirty talk. breeding kink. heavy degradation. lactation kink. spanking. multiple orgasms. filthy bucky. jealous! bucky. possessive! bucky. PWP — MINORS DNI 🔞 if any of this makes you uncomfortable then please do not read!
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feminism has left the chat :)
It had been a month.
A month since you had met your soulmate, and yet you were still not bonded. A month of actually living in close quarters with him, but it was no use. A whole month of pinning after an alpha who thought you were not good enough for him.
You had met Bucky while shopping for groceries. In an aisle full of swarming people, your eyes had connected with the steel blues of the super soldier and a warmth had spread throughout your body. The way the soldier flinched a little, you were sure he felt that too.
Being an omega, you were always told you’d meet your soulmate one day. And you had patiently waited for one from that day since. You had dreamt of having an alpha to take care of you and love you. And all those dreams had come true in that grocery store aisle.
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took one hit and I was gone
— alpha! bucky barnes x omega! reader
summary || after the rise of hydra, your entire life turned into a living nightmare. you lost everything you held precious, your job, your house, your degree, even hope. but then you’re assigned as a mate to him, your enemy and your only ray of hope, James Buchanan Barnes.
warnings || dystopian au. dark au (inspired by handmaid’s tale). enemies to lovers. SMUT. mating cycles/heats. unprotected sex. alpha! bucky. alpha/omega dynamics. knotting. multiple orgasms. body worship. shower sex. love making (sweet sex). marking kink. oral sex. fingering. protective!bucky. possessive! bucky. petnames (bunny). forced marriage. misogyny. fake laws. mentions of assaults. attempt to murder. angst with happy ending — MINORS DNI 🔞 if any of this makes you uncomfortable then please do not read!
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I’ve literally put my entire pussy into this and I desperately hope that y’all like it :)
Your lips wobbled as you stared blankly outside the window. Your eyes weren’t seeing the blinking lights outside of the fast moving car but you could see the reflection of your sunken face in the clear glass against the night sky.
Steady tears were running down your cheeks. You had hoped your eyes would dry up and one day the tears would stop. But they never did. You probably hadn’t stopped crying from the day this world had completely changed overnight — for you.
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The Truth
Summary: Y/N is a detective with nothing but her career. An intense case and a surprise ending lead her to an encounter she didn’t realize she needed.
Pairing: Dean Winchester x female!detective!reader
Word Count: 4909
Warnings: angst, kidnapping of children, smut, fluff
PLEASE DO NOT REPOST OR REDISTRIBUTE MY WORK IN ANY FORM ON ANY SITE. 18+ CONTENT BELOW THE CUT (MINORS DNI)
A/N: Yeah, it's been a hot minute since I posted a fic here but hell, figured someone might enjoy it? 🤣
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Tired, Tired Sea (b.b.)
Word Count: 2.3k
Summary: On the run from his past, Bucky finds a place to rest his head and a person to mend his soul
Notes: mentions of Hydra, wounds, and fatigue, but nothing graphic. One scene where reader helps Bucky mend a laceration (super brief). Slight whump, mostly fluff!! No reader pronouns.
Isolated somewhere on the coast, a lighthouse watches through the night, casting a dull glow over a sea-washed town. It’s scant residents sleep well knowing that they are protected, and sailors continue down the shore under the guidance of the sage observer.
With just the occasional company of the circulating light, you find yourself in this secluded scene. The air is salty, a mix of the freezing rain and the rising tide. Behind the clatter of the weathering storm, the air is filled with a buzz from the blinking fluorescent sign that reads, ‘Tired Sea B&B.’