Hello, hi

So where am I at?

I’ve sort of fallen off the radar after January/February. A lot of it was to do with picking up the pieces where we could, dividing up the expenses between myself and my sister (because no way could I manage them solo, ah ha ha ha ha). At least finances are stable and I’m paying off all my bills and can eventually help out my family as well.

<b>First and foremost: thank you to each and every person who helped out during that week in January</b>. It meant the world during such a difficult time. Even if all you did was signal boost, that’s still something. You’re awesome. From the bottom of my heart, thank you so much.

I’m doing better in some places and worse in others. Nothing feels right and I don’t think it ever will be. And yet here I am still. Having to track down some grief counseling as those worse things are starting to get to be a nuisance, but we shall see how it goes.

I’m unfortunately busy between school and work. But there is still hope! I’m done in June, and I get my first degree then ( ✨). I’ve been picking up Discord roleplays a helluva lot more easily than I would other forms (hintwinknudgepmifinterested).

I do <I>plan</I> on returning to FFXIV later this summer. Hopefully things will have calmed and I won’t be clinging for dear life to a class that I 200% have to pass by then. At that time, I will definitely be looking for RP contacts again. Yesukai will have some character changes as well, as I’ve reworked some decent parts to his backstory. Stay tuned™️.