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here, where the sun isn't

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aster laurel montor aka alm
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WE NEED YOUR HELP!! $0/$800 raised 📣📣📣

Winston the guinea pig has had now 3 vet visits for his respiratory infection. We have tried and failed two different medications and unfortunately he has gotten worse. Today, we had x-rays done to evaluate the progression. He has pneumonia and we are treating with doxy, baytril, and nebulizing treatments. He will need a recheck in a week that will involve another x-ray to see if we have made any progress.

The total cost for today’s visit was $417.08, and we expect to pay at least $335 for his next visit (based on the exam fee and x-ray cost from today). This brings us to a total of just over $750, so we are hoping to raise $800 to cover today’s bill, the next bill, and a little extra in case he is prescribed something new at the next visit.

We are SO LOW ON FUNDS as we have spent a lot of money recently: Paprika’s vet fees, Morningstar’s vet fees (she is doing AMAZING now in her adoptive home by the way!), Winston’s past visits, Vixen’s emergency vet bill, and multiple necropsies. We WILL get Winston the care he needs no matter what. But our bank account is nearly empty. We need your help!

Because of how low on money we are, and the fact that all of our fosters are bursting at the seams, we are making the unfortunate decision to CLOSE INTAKES for the next few weeks. All new intake requests will be waitlisted and we will reach out when we are able to intake again. We have to prioritize animals already in our care. We hope to re open again sometime in April or May after we’ve had a chance to rebuild our bank account & clear out space in foster homes for more animals.

HOW TO HELP:

V*nmo: tiny-whiskers (under businesses)

P*yp*l: Sharissa13@yahoo.com

WE HAVE RAISED $170 FOR WINSTON!

BUT WE STILL NEED $630 FOR HIS CONTINUED CARE!

We are a 501c3 small mammal rescue operating in Minnesota. We receive NO government funding and rely entirely on adoption fees and kind donations to care for our animals. I often pay for supplies for my foster homes out of my own pocket so that the rescue’s funds can be saved for medical care, but we have had multiple expensive vet visits in the past few months and haven’t been able to rebuild our savings.

If all of my followers sent just $1, that would be more than enough to cover Winston’s care and help rebuild our savings for future vet visits. As an exotics rescue we often get much less support than dog and cat rescues despite our animals being just as worthy and in just as much need.

We will keep fighting for Winston but we need your help!! Please share!

If you’ve ever enjoyed my poetry, PLEASE consider donating a few dollars to help the animal rescue I run ❤️ We are in desperate need of funds so we can fight for Winston as well as rebuild our veterinary savings for future intakes. We have had to completely close intakes until we have more funds.

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Anonymous asked:

congratulations<3 hope it all goes well and much blessings. i hope it isn't rude to ask how you feel about getting married young:) would love to hear about it as im 22 and i've been thinking about it but im scared of the harsh criticism from people..

I haven’t really gotten any criticism about it!

Do what feels right. As long as you and your partner are on the same page as far as expectations and what marriage means, go for it.

Joy & I had decided to live together for a year before getting married just to confirm that it worked for us. And living together has been better than we imagined! She is much more of an introvert than me and needs a lot of alone time, so we got separate bedrooms. I remember asking her how often she thought we’d sleep in the same bed and she said maybe 1-2x a week. I was like “oh, ok” but on the verge of tears about it lol because I am very snuggly and clingy. She sleeps separately from me maybe 2-3x a Month LOL and when she does it doesn’t upset me like I worried it would. It just feels perfect. I wake up every morning and I see her back and I feel like I’m exactly where I should be.

If you feel safe, loved, and equal in your relationship and you’re both on the same page as far as commitment and what marriage means and what it will look like- why not? You don’t even have to get legally married- you can just have a wedding and wear rings if you’re concerned about legally tying yourselves together. Or the opposite. You can just go to the courthouse and get it done and move on. Or whatever feels good to you. We’re having a very small private ceremony and then a super chill larger reception at a pizzeria. Then the besties are coming over to drink at our house. We are scheduling a foursome for the week of our wedding. You can literally just do whatever you want.

At the end of the day, your relationship is going to be exactly the same after your wedding. It isn’t going to change anything day to day. If that sounds like a good thing to you, then go for it!

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Anonymous asked:

congrats on the engagement!!! funny thing, me and my fiance are doing august too, here's to august weddings 💕💕

teehee thank you!!!! congrats on your wedding too that’s so exciting :-)

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trying to get back into poetry again but just be aware there’s going to be a lot of bad poems before there’s any good ones

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excerpt from cigarette soon to be published in carry me to sunrise: poems august 2019

fun fact: we don’t smoke anymore, but this poem is about my soon to be wife. this is the first poem i ever wrote about her, written in the same month as our first kiss though i can’t remember if this was before or after. her name is joy, but it wasn’t at the time. she’s asleep next to me right now

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devotionals // alm

❗️❗️❗️ This is about T4T sex ❗️❗️❗️

[IMAGE TEXT: devotionals / for you, on my knees / your spit dripping out / of my mouth. i’ll be / made to clean it off / your heels later- flat / broad strokes of the / tongue. you get me / frantic, pleading. but / for now, hands behind / my back. no restraints. / you like being the cage / no further reason to / obey except you asked / and i cannot deny you / nose pressed to curls / around your cock and / breathe you in so warm / and if you took teeth / to my throat what more / could i say except yes]

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12/21/2023 // alm

First thing I’ve written since July

Image text: your heart is a thousand ghosts. every howl repeating over itself till it turns to tinnitus. the sound shift and reflects as you move: stay still. let the headache radiate through your sinuses and down. out. you light candles. you swallow sticks of incense. it all stays static. okay, okay. it all stays static

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Anonymous asked:

hey, just happened to remember a line from one of your poems and it got me wondering how have you been:) wondering if you still write n stuff, i hope im not intruding too much and have a nice day:)

Hey!! Not intruding at all.

To be honest with you I haven’t written much lately. I work full time doing prior authorizations for a doctor’s office, and I also help run a rodent rescue (Tiny Whiskers Animal Rescue in Minnesota) which takes up most of the remainder of my free time.

I’d love to get back into writing more but I don’t have the energy most of the time.

I wrote this towards the end of july, though

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assorted fragments 04/02/23 // alm

transcript: [& you, golden jackal, / neck tilted toward evening sun

come close: the prairie eats the sun / meadowlark lights down on branch

you rat snake swallowing hearts / follow sunlight to warmth]

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