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@emmagoodall / emmagoodall.tumblr.com

tabby. 30. she/her. i like kdramas, power rangers, and movies with bad reviews.
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batmanisagatewaydrug

the songs Beyoncé writes about that man are crazy it's like watching someone build the sistine chapel for a possum they found in a gas station parking lot

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nightsjod
Anonymous asked:

I'm really sad to hear about your fanfiction. It was one of my favorites. I hope you'll consider still working on it in the future.

nightsjod answered:

that means a lottt to me trust me this isnt easy and i dont like the thought of throwing all this work ive poured into my characters away either HOWEVER i do need to say "nnt" can not continue and im not comfortable sharing further information on that but it is not continuing and i do not feel comfortable at all working on it in any way and im deeply sorry for people who were reading and following that work.

HOWEVER... again i dont want to lose my characters. the designs ive worked on and poured hours to and stories ive made for them are something i am still very very interested in working on and i cannot just give them up. i am not sure exactly what i want to do in the future, whether its writing a new story or working on some other sort of medium for them at all i do want to return to creating something for them in the future. i truly do love creating for passion for what is my favorite game in the entire world and i would very much like to continue doing so. i cant say when that will be or what that will be though and i need to give myself a lot of time to sort my own feelings out. i hope that you guys will still be interested in what ever i work on next and i really have appreciated the love and support on everything for the past few years :)

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twylen

So 15 years of shared suffering and hard work maintaining a 15 years best friendship meant nothing. Just OCs you got out of it.

To any of your followers who see this, he isn't using NNT anymore because he refused to sit down with me, his irl ex-best friend and the person who created the tradition of writing NNT stories, in person so I could share my concerns about the way he was treating me and others around him. I don't want someone in my life who commits fraud, promising money to a lot of people for a Zine, taking their work, and then not paying them back, nor crediting everyone in the Zine.

I used to be your fiercest supporter and protector. I was always there for you. I was there when you were being harassed by adults in during early 2010s NiGHTS Tumblr. I did all sorts of moderating and defusing of drama on your behalf. I was there when your grandparents passed. I was there when your dad passed. I was there when your other friends would contact me to check in on you because you would talk about self-death and self-harm online so often. And most recently, I was there before and after Bella passed. Yet, our friendship ended with you saying "ok, bye" after I told you I was not happy with the way you were treating me, and would rather talk about it in person than over text or dm. All you had to do to keep the friendship going was to sit there, listen to me, and then make some reasonable changes.

I keep deconstructing to this day how badly you treated and used me. How you would subtly shame my art when we were children, how you would belittle my intelligence and use my disabilities to belittle me, how you acted like I was a charity case because I didn't have the time or energy to mask and make friends in overstimulating group settings while I was dealing with ongoing trauma at home, in school, or at work.

And now after everything, you try to make a pity party because out of everything, not being ethically able to continue the story I started is the only thing you are sad about.

I wish you spent the time to be accountable for your actions. While I'm confident you will still weasel your way out of accountability, I'm posting this for my own sake. This is the best closure I can get after 6 months of coping with the pain of what you did to me.

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emmagoodall

the way none of this is true and you are a freak who needs therapy, leave ben alone he has tons of friends who love and support him and he will never need or miss a manipulative loser like you. do not ever speak to him again and damn sure never mention his family again, are you fucking insane???? cope harder bitch

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