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@astridsauce / astridsauce.tumblr.com

Astrid|20|Graysexual|trans he/him
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Hello neurodivergent people. I was wondering if I'm just weird or it is common to not being able to learn certain motoric skills at the same time as my peers and learned them MUCH later

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This whole AI thing is just making me so sad. Like it feels like there aren’t any public spaces on the internet where I can go that won’t get scraped by ai, idk what to do. It’s just making me feel so deeply discouraged, I want to stay with this lovely community I’ve found on here but the idea of posting writing on here just makes me feel guilty and sad. Idk I’ll have to sort out my feelings ab it, it just sucks

You're not alone in feeling like this. I feel very disheartened after being part of such a vibrant and supportive community of people - readers and writers alike. I feel like it's all crumbling down around us.

I've loved being able to share my original writing with people on here for free, as well as writing extra stories for Patreon. I got my start on here, sharing stories because I loved writing them and I thought maybe someone else might enjoy where my odd little brain takes me sometimes.

It's all been completely poisoned by the fact that nothing is sacred; everything is "available by default" for someone else to scrape a profit off it.

I don't want only to produce stories behind a paywall. I want to share what I do for free as well.

Perhaps this is the kick up the backside I needed though to switch to doing it almost full time. It's going to be less accessible, and to fewer people, which makes me feel sad and guilty, but maybe it'll help to focus my little fuzzy moth of a brain into a single goal. (With a side of free stories on Patreon too instead of on Tumblr).

Who knows?

I guess I'm just adding this unhinged ramble to let you and other people know that you're not alone in feeling so desperately disheartened by the state of things.

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batmanego

i do desperately need everyone on this website especially people who arent american but want to rag on america to familiarize themselves with the basic romanized spelling conventions of native american languages because every day i come on here and i see people making fun of massachusetts or connecticut or mississippi or passamaquoddy or mashpee or nipissing and its like PLEASE. PLEASE THEY ARENT ENGLISH WORDS. PLEAAAAASEEEEEUUUHHH. USE YOUR MINDS TO IDENTIFY WHEN A WORD LOOKS LIKE IT MAY NOT BE ENGLISH. I DONT CARE IF YOU MAKE FUN OF AMERICA JUST PLEASE STOP BEING RACIST WHILE YOU DO IT

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yume-fanfare

modern social media should stop offering "sync with your phone contacts to follow them" options and start offering "block all your phone contacts so they never see your account" options

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animentality

The other day I saw a YouTuber I follow make a text post that said almost verbatim "sometimes I when I watch a thought provoking movie, I find I think about it for several days afterwards." the highlighted comment was someone saying "I think that's called hyperfixation?"

People seem to be increasingly oblivious to the difference between thinking about or liking something, fixating or focusing on it, and /hyper/fixation as a disxriptor of the extreme of this that occurs in neurodivergent people.

If someone reads "I think about things sometimes" and sees "hyperfixation", then I can totally see it following that "I think about people sometimes" becomes synonymous with "I am an obsessive creepy stalker with no boundaries"

Which. Sure is something.

Obviously the trend of people being weird about 'you need consent to have a crush, but also crushes are a sin' has been a slow rolling train wreck for a few years now, but seeing that YouTube comment made something click for me

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elfgarlic

also like, are you just never supposed to think of your loved ones??? anytime i see a wizard anywhere i think haha thats my fiance

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venpyr

"don't mass reblog/like :/" coward. fool. somebody just went through and liked and reblogged 64 things from my blog in the span of half an hour at most. and i've never felt more alive in my life

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w1ng3dw01f

Fellas, fellas

Why on earth are you BUYING PHYSICAL HARDBOUND COPIES OF FANFICTION????

ACTUALLY WHY ARE YOU EVEN MAKING HARDBOUND COPIES OF FANFICTION TO SELL?!?!?!

IF ANY OF YOU DO EITHER OF THESE THINGS, GET OUT!! I AM NEVER SPEAKING TO YOU AGAIN.

In all seriousness though, authors on AO3 have begun to pull their works off of the site to avoid getting sued by people stealing their works to make a pretty bound book for profit. Entire accounts could be shut down as well.

Listen, I’m all for saving favorite works by printing them out and putting them in a binder, or learning how to make a book for a fanfic, but seeking them is where I draw the line.

Literally the entire point of AO3 is that you can read it FOR FREE.

It is DISRESPECTFUL for people to make money off of hardbound copies because guess what, the original creators of these fics get nothing. We are literally only writing fanfiction for our own pleasure.

Buying and selling book-bound fanfiction is also ILLEGAL YOU DUMB SHITS. It’s an immediate violation of copyright law. The original fan work will get erased from the internet.

Fanfiction is already a legal grey zone since they are works being written about are protected by copyright. Copyright holders can in fact go after writers as well as the person who sold the fanfiction.

This also goes for people who steal fanart and, claim it as theirs, and put a price on it.

Don’t make it worse.

Bookbinding fanfiction for profit is literally ruining things for everyone. DON’T.

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lmaonade

i dont know about you but i love using containers as mini garbage cans. i put the napkins in the cup and then i throw that whole shebang away. it’s like a little mini package of trash. it makes me feel crazy in love

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