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hihi !! she/her 19
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Feel free to ignore this, but I saw you want Miguel requests soooo.

Platonic Miguel x teen spider reader. Preferably gn. And like, he sees his daughter in the reader or smth, idk how to explain it, but I think it would be cute to see it

ONGOSH THANK YOU I absolutely love this<33 I wrote this on my phone but Im honestly so hyped up I love father figure!miguel. I hope you don’t mind but I’m doing this in the form of headcanons.

Miguel O’Hara x teen!spider!Reader

-okay so your obviously one of the only people Miguel loves tolerates.

-your universe isn’t “home” to you, Miguel is. He’s like the father you never had and at first, the both of you absolutely detested one and other. In fact, Jessica was the one who convinced him to recruit you, way before Gwen or even Peter came into the picture.

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Warnings- argument, Miguel seems a lil toxic, Kinda spoilers? Not really tho

It’s me or him

Miguel was pissed off enough as is, and you didn’t wanna argue with him. But he was being harsh.

“Miggie, let’s just… think this out, okay?” You said, putting your hands on his chest, both on the high platform as they walked closer to the HQ.

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Something for your mind | Hikaru x reader

🔭𖥔 ࣪˖ 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐝 𝐤𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞, 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧 =͟͟͞

愛 𝐲𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐞-𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐝, 𝐡𝐢𝐤𝐚𝐫𝐮𝐱[𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞] •₊ 🧿 ❏ ❜

𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝

Hikaru Kamiki, an infamous serial killer, who is shallow and a huge asshole behind that half-assed smile of his. A guy who leaked the address of his now dead wife, Ai Hoshino. Hikaru was never one to simply just… Discard a person and fall in love right away— but, he did have a best friend… Who he deeply cared for, because he needed them for his plans. But was it really meant for him to use such a person as sweet and delicate as you? Over the past few years you see, Hikaru has been nothing but hip to hip on you, always engulfing you into a small hug— or even giving you compliments about your style. He really liked you, and really appreciated that you were just an overall chill person, who has no care for that you’re friends with a serial killer. You just take it as fate, and he lives for it.

However… There might be a day where he— needs to kill you, but that overall depends… It’s just a possibility, because what if you’re blackmailing him someday? What if someday, you were the mastermind all along? No. He couldn’t afford that, he refused to— even though he doesn’t technically have proof of it and he’s just a mess who overthinks— Hikaru definitely means no harm, that, I can assure you with… Unless you swing it the wrong way, but you’ve been such a sweetheart he doesn’t think he needs to get rid of you.

The always smiling man, who is completely chill and casual about his unhealthy habit, feels strange around you. It’s nothing he has felt before despite he used to be with Ai… It was a new feeling… The feeling of obsession. Hikaru wasn’t dumb, he knew what this feeling was— and immediately recognized it even. It was the recognition of wanting someone, the need to possess someone’s mind and hypnotize them— To make them vulnerable and belong to him. That’s how Hikaru felt about you… Ah… He wouldn’t be all too surprised about it either… How could he be surprised, of himself obsessing over a simple girl / boy / non-binary like you? He has melted off the skins of the people who used to manipulate you for their use, has basically slaughtered the parents who never taught the bullies of yours how to apologize, and… Even murdered his own family, just for you.

It’s amusing, how a person like you makes him crazy… It’s kind of cute, now that he thinks about it like that. He thinks you’re just absolutely adorable… There was no way he could let you slip away so suddenly— no. Hikaru needed you. He needs you just like how he needed oxygen to breathe.

So, don’t be surprised whenever you exit your house, seeing well-wrapped gifts being left by your doorsteps or your bedroom door— where a name-tag is left with Hikaru’s name on it. That man is SHAMELESS and you know it; why should he hide his devotion for you? Screw this “I’d do anything for you” bs, he already does everything for you. He killed people without you needing to ask him or blink, he gives you gifts and figurines without you needing to make an effort, and overall… He picked you to be his best friend because you were just… Breathing… An odd way to love someone, a high soulmate level.

Oh, and please do not enter his basement where he has all your ex friends dead in there with their necks slit and their eyes are hanging - gauged / plucked out. You have a serial killer on the loose for you!

… Oh wait right, you’re dumb.

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Daddy’s Home — Miguel O’Hara x Fem!Reader
summary: Miguel didn’t get to be picky when it came to choosing his new, forever home, as long as he was in Gabriella’s arms again. Even if it meant sharing her with you. (3.1k Words)
warnings: angst, slight smut, violence (including the disposal of a body), emotional manipulation, toxic relationship
authors note: this was inspired by one of my prompts from around a week ago and i’ve been holding onto this bad boy for about a week considering it’s my first ever fanfic i’ve ever wrote..i just wanted it to be perfect 😭 in my prompt i said something about the reader being sweet but she’s a lot more firey in this because the real miguel was an asshole who was never home..but i hope you all enjoy anyways! i was hoping to create this into series so if you want to be added to the taglist let me know 💖 i’ve also added the translation at the end just because 🤷‍♀️

Miguel didn’t get to be picky when it came to choosing his new, forever home, as long as he was in Gabriella’s arms again, even if it meant sharing her with you. You were littered through Gabriella’s file, a pretty hard person to miss considering the fact that you were there for every single moment of her life—the sweet cooing voice in each video of her as a baby, the delicate hands that held the small, chubby fingers as she took her first steps, and the laughter that arose from behind the camera as Gabriella pulled a funny face.

This Gabriella was the perfect fit, however perfect came with a mother that was alive and well. It was a package deal in this universe, a love intertwined with filial devotion that Miguel would just have to deal with.

But he couldn’t help the twinge of jealousy that was buried deep in his chest, even as he watched a memory of Gabriella’s first goal (a favorite of his), which was originally only celebrated by him, now being replaced by Gabriella shrieking excitedly as she ran up to her mother, throwing her arms around you in triumph.

Moments like these, so special for his little girl, fueled his deep hatred towards you. It was watching these memories where Miguel genuinely wondered if he was even present in this universe. Nevertheless, staring down at his own lifeless body made him realize just how right he was.

What was he doing outside alone, in a dark alleyway on a Friday night anyway? Why wasn’t he home with his daughter, with his wife?

Those were the thoughts that ran through his mind as he began disposing of the body—a man too selfish and weak to even protect his precious daughter. In the end, he got what was coming to him, or so he told himself to keep from feeling guilty.

He didn’t care for details, knowing he was here now to pick up the pieces of a broken family and restore it to something he could finally have a second chance with. He snapped out of his thoughts as he heard the jingle of a ringtone coming from his new phone. Swiping the phone from his pocket, he didn’t even stop to waver whether or not he should answer as he saw your name flash on the screen, rolling his eyes as he pressed accept. He pulled the device up to his ear, resting it on his shoulder and cheek as he listened to the sound of your voice.

The first thing he noticed was how tired you sounded—were you waiting for him to return home? He could imagine you laid on the sofa, eyes nervously glancing up at the clock at any given moment, a silly housewife awaiting her husband. He almost felt bad for you; it was pathetic that you would really allow yourself and Gabriella to live like that, always waiting.

He ended the call swiftly, making up some stupid excuse about how he caught up with work and would be arriving shortly. Pretty much in character for the man he just suffocated with his own hands, not raising any suspicion for you as he heard the sleepy yawn telling him that you’d be asleep by the time he got back.

However, despite the dark act he had just committed, he was willing to go to great lengths to win Gabriella's heart again. If putting this ring on his finger and pretending that the woman on the other end of the phone was his wife would grant him another chance with her, then so be it.

He wouldn’t mind playing house with you, as long as he was able to hold his daughter in his arms once more.

He felt disgusted even calling you 'wife', but for Gabriella's sake, he knew he needed to play along. It wasn't like it mattered anyway since your daughter worshipped you so much more than him.

He didn’t need you, he knew that.

However the thought of Gabriella’s eyes as they lit up when you walk in the room seemed to tell him otherwise. She needed you.

He hated the way the house was never quiet, there was always something happening.

You were making dinner? There had to be music in the background as you traveled around the kitchen, humming and singing along to whatever tune was playing on the speaker. That soft velvety voice seemed to flow through the house, and it killed him inside that he wanted to hear more of you.

Gabriella was playing outside? Well you were playing outside as well, it wasn’t like you had a choice, having being pulled away from whatever you were doing to entertain the small girl.

You had everything running like clockwork—cooking dinner while managing homework and playing with Gabriella at the same time—all without seemingly breaking any sweat or becoming frustrated.

Miguel couldn't help but admire you for being able to handle everything so seamlessly. But deep down, he still felt resentment towards you for taking over what should have been his role as the sole parent of their child.

He’d notice small things, like the way your hands flew to your face when you were shocked, it was sweet at first, until he realised Gabriella also did the same, she never did that before. He had noticed it one morning when he stood in the doorway of Gabie’s room, not trying to make his presence known as he watched the two of you play, and the scowl on his face didn’t go unnoticed as you furrowed your eyebrows at him, wondering what he looking at so intensely.

It took him the first couple of weeks to get used to your laugh, you were always laughing. It seemed to rub off on Gabriella as well, he didn’t think he’d ever seen her laugh this much, even before.

Miguel tried his best to ignore the feelings that arose in him at the sight of you playing with Gabriella, and sometimes even joined the two of you whilst you played your games. He couldn't help but feel envious of how happy the two of you looked together, reminding him of moments he could have had if only things had gone differently.

Despite these feelings, it wasn't long before Miguel began to see a different side of you. A side that made him realise why Gabriella adored you so much.

One day while cooking dinner, he noticed your eyes lighting up as Gabriella told a story about her day at school. You were so invested in her words that for once he felt like an outsider looking into your world.

He also witnessed moments when Gabriella fell ill and how tirelessly you took care of her; staying up all night by her bedside until she fell asleep or gently rubbing Vicks on her chest when she was coughing painfully.

It was moments like these when Miguel started to question his assumptions about you and wondered whether maybe—just maybe—he'd been too quick to judge.

But as much as Miguel tried to ignore it, he couldn't shake the feeling that he had buried something deep inside him. He couldn't let go of the resentment he felt towards you for replacing his role.

He started focusing on every little mistake you made, criticising your cooking and getting angry when things didn't go his way. Every time you laughed or smiled at Gabriella, it sent a pang of jealousy straight through him.

"She's too attached to you," he huffed, standing beside the bathroom counter as you both prepared for bed, "you can't even leave the room, and she's already wondering when you'll be back again."

"Well, maybe if you were around more often, she wouldn't be so reliant on me," you retorted, the soft glow of the bathroom lights casting shadows on your face, your voice laced with frustration.

His eyes narrowed as he leaned in, reaching for his toothbrush, his voice dripping with sarcasm. "Oh, of course, it's all my fault. Because you're just the perfect parent, aren't you? Always there, always available."

"You know what, maybe if you actually made an effort instead of criticizing me all the time, you'd see the bond we have is because I've been there for her when you weren't!" you retorted, your voice rising, the sound echoing against the tiled walls.

His tone grew more defensive. "I never said I was perfect, but at least I'm trying now. You could at least acknowledge that."

A mirthless smile crossed your face as you leaned against the bathroom counter, facing each other in the confined space.

"Acknowledging your half-hearted attempts doesn't erase the damage done, Miguel. It takes more than just physical presence to be a real parent."

The tension hung heavy in the air, the scent of toothpaste mingling with their argument, as the bickering between husband and wife intensified. The wounds of the past were reopened, and neither was willing to back down or see the other's perspective.

As the heated exchange reached its peak, you turned on your heels, ready to storm off, your frustration boiling over. But just as you took a step away, Miguel's hand shot out, firmly gripping your arm. The air tightened between you, the coolness of the bathroom tiles beneath your feet.

The grip on your arm only tightened, his expression a mixture of frustration and a confused longing. "You don't speak to me like that," Miguel growled, his voice firm. "You are my wife, act like it."

“You are my husband, I expect the same from you,” you snapped back, your voice dripping with defiance, refusing to back down as you swatted away his hand. “And—I will speak to you however I want.” The sound of running water from the faucet filled the silence.

A flicker of amusement crossed Miguel's face, his eyes tracing your determined form. He had underestimated your strength, your fiery spirit. Despite the frustration that lingered between them, a newfound admiration stirred within him.

"Si supiera que eras tan molesto, te habría dejado hace mucho tiempo, Muñeca," he mused, his tone tinged with a mix of fascination and curiosity, the steam from the shower filling the bathroom. “Las cosas que haría para callar esa boca tan bonita tuya.”

The intensity of the moment had rendered you momentarily speechless, steam rising in the bathroom as the warm air surrounded you both. But you managed to find your voice, albeit in a whisper, the sound barely audible over the running water.

"Now that's not fair," you murmured, the dampness of the bathroom clinging to your skin, your voice filled with a mixture of frustration and longing. "You know I don't understand what you're saying..”

A slow, mischievous smile curled at the corners of Miguel's lips, his eyes sparkling with a hint of mischief as he leaned in closer, the scent of shampoo and desire filling the air. And as your lips lingered so close, the unspoken desires between you both grew stronger.

“Good.”

The man currently asleep beside you, was not, to absolute certainty, your husband.

His features held a resemblance to the man you once knew, but there was a striking difference—an unfamiliar intensity in his eyes, he looked at you like he didn’t know you.

His hair fell differently, it looked more clean compared to the tousled mess due to work. You would've sworn he had a small crease in the corner of his eyebrow, but then it disappeared along with the mole on the side of his neck.

He smelled of citrus and leather before, a smell that made you turn when he walked into the room—you knew that smell more than you knew yourself.

Instead now, all you could smell was warm spice and amber. It almost made you smile when you smelt it on him as he walked past you that morning, a couple of weeks ago, until you realised that was the fragrance you got him last Christmas, the fragrance he said he hated and never wore.

The bed, too, felt subtly different beneath your weight, as if it dipped just slightly more than it used to.

It made you feel like your heart was tearing apart. On one hand, he was paying more attention to Gabriella, and she was thriving because of it. He took her to all the soccer practices, played with her and held her so tight that you’d think she’d pop.

You’ve never seen her so happy.

On the other hand, he was hardly in your presence. He hadn’t touched you for weeks, not even a kiss. The most he had done was argue with you, mostly about how close you and Gabriella was.

However, one thing that you couldn’t help but notice was the dark look in his eyes every-time Gabriella’s attention shifted toward you.

He was hardly around before, always at work, the gym or drinking with his co-workers at the bar across from town.

Nowadays it was hard for him to leave you and Gabriella alone.

Not to mention, it was like he grew twice in size. His shoulder looked broader, the veins in his arms popped, more defined. He could basically pick up your seven year old like a feather. Had he been working out more?

You shift on your pillow, eyes glancing down at his heaving chest as he slept. The only time he didn’t look so tense recently was when he was asleep. So peaceful.

You couldn’t help but reach out and dance one of your fingers on the side of his torso, quietly humming some annoying tune that wouldn’t leave your mind that morning.

"What are you doing, Gatita?" he quipped, unable to suppress a soft chuckle that escaped his lips, snapping you out of your thoughts and making you squeak.

As you tried to pull your hand away, Miguel quickly caught it in mid-air, his touch exerting a gentle but firm hold. His finger lightly pressed into your palm, a subtle reminder of his presence and it was almost like he was showing his desire to keep you near.

“What, don't you like touching your husband?" he playfully remarked, mischief dancing in his eyes. His gaze deliberately traveled down your body, as if savoring the sight before him.

Rolling your eyes and pouting, you couldn't resist the urge to make a bratty remark. "Well, it's not exactly enjoyable when the husband is such a pain in the ass." you huffed, your tone laced with a hint of childish defiance.

Feeling his firm hold on your hand, you let out a whine at the tightness. It was as if he was purposely trying to keep you close, unwilling to let you slip away. The intensity of his grip only fueled your frustration.

That’s an air between the two of you. You just couldn’t put your finger on it. The way you desperately try to search in his eyes for something, anything, that would tell you that the man you’re looking at, is, really your husband. The man you’ve spent nearly eight years with.

It’s almost like he’s trying to breathe you in, the way he looks like he’s trying to piece together your features, it makes you wonder if he even knows a thing about you.

The weight of the impending moment made you fidget, your fingers nervously playing with the edge of the bedsheet. You were acutely aware of the lingering tension between you and Miguel, and you attempt to find a way to wiggle your way out of his grasp.

A timid sigh escaped your lips, as a sense of unease settled upon your shoulders. "Gabriella will be waking up soon," you whispered, your voice tinged with a flicker of concern.

A cruel smirk played at the corner of his lips as he leaned in closer, invading your personal space. "Is my little wife hiding from me?" he sneered, his tone dripping with sarcasm and mockery. “You know she’s not getting up for at least another hour.”

Your eyes darted nervously between him and the door, your mind already jumping to potential escape routes. You couldn't help but wonder if he was purposefully trying to push your buttons with his words.

"I just don't want her to-," you began to stutter, but were cut short as Miguel's grip tightened further on your hand. "Don't worry about Gabriella," he whispered into your ear, his breath hot against the nape of your neck. “She’ll be fine.”

A shiver ran down your spine at the sensation; it stirred something within you that you couldn’t quite explain. Within the eight years of your marriage, he had never made the room feel so..heated.

You gasped at the sensation of his lips pressing into your neck, sending shivers down your spine in a wave of desire and guilt. All logic told you that this was wrong, yet there was a part of you that wanted nothing more than to give in to the heat that bubbled within.

As Miguel's kisses grew bolder and more insistent against your skin, you couldn't help but writhe beneath him.

His groan reverberated through your body, stirring something deep within as he whispered against your ear "I know I've been a bad husband," punctuating each with another kiss along the length of your jaw.

"Miguel-" Your voice trailed off into a soft whimper as he shifted so that he was hovering over you, one hand moving to fondle at the curve of your hip while the other tangled itself in your hair.

"But I'm here now," he murmured between kisses before ducking back down to press his lips onto yours once again. The taste of him flooded through you even as he reached up under-shirt slowly caressing and teasing you, making sure not too much display signs pleasure.

As the heat continued to build between you and Miguel, he began to part your legs, eliciting a soft gasp from deep within as his intent became clear. You felt his lips curl into a knowing smile at your reaction as he watched your mean facade fall away.

"Mmm," he hummed in appreciation as his eyes roamed over every inch of exposed skin. "Looks like my little wife isn't all mouth after all." He teasingly remarked before lowering himself once again so that his tongue could trace patterns along the sensitive skin of your inner thighs.

The sensation left you moaning softly in pleasure at the skilled touch, completely lost in the moment. It wasn't until Miguel's fingers found their way back up to her hips that you realized just how much control he had over this situation.

"You know what?" He said with a smirk pulling back to look at her face before diving down for another heated kiss "I think maybe have to put you in line more often."

You wouldn’t mind that in the slightest.

eng translation:

1. “Si supiera que eras tan molesto, te habría dejado hace mucho tiempo, Muñeca,” — "If I knew you were so annoying, I would have left you a long time ago, doll."

2. “Las cosas que haría para callar esa boca tan bonita tuya.” — "The things I would do to silence that beautiful mouth of yours."

3. “Gatita” — Kitten

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university!dan heng x reader headcanons

a/n: i uhhhh am back

genre and tags: fluff, modern au, some general headcanons but also an x reader storyline towards the end, first meeting type stuff, dan heng is chinese cus lol

reader: gn, uni student

₊˚ʚ ᗢ₊˚✧ ゚.

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Anonymous asked:

I'm in an angst mood so I'd like to request Jing Yuan x Reader where Reader belongs to a family that supposedly "betrayed" by the Xianzhou for reasons, leading to Jing Yuan executing Reader personally.

But it was soon revealed that these "reasons" were actually fake and Reader's Family and them are very much innocent victims, now all The General has that belonged to them was his broken heart and the red ribbon on his hair </3

[...I'm still obsessed with YQ's Mom!Reader too so what if Yanqing was also their son that Reader hid away for good and Jing Yuan finding out </3]

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A/N: This is honestly so sad, that it's great. Thank you for the request, Anon!
Content: Mentions of death/Reader being dead, angst, heartbreak, bitter sweet ending?, Yanqing was readers son, Dad Jing Yuan, just pain
Reader has no set pronouns, but is Yanqing's Mother!
((Not fully proofread))

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  • Jing Yuan was heartbroken beyond belief. For once in his long life, he felt like truly ending it all. There was no point without you in it. In the end, he had no real choice in your execution. And what's worse, was the fact that you still were kind to him, until you took your last breath. It destroyed him in ways nothing else could.
  • And just as he was truly about to give up, it was revealed that he had a son. A son you hid from him out of fear. If Jing Yuan wasn't heartbroken by now, then he was certainly soulless at this point too. The fact, that the betrayal wasn't even true and you were all innocent hurt enough already. But the realisation that he had a son now, made things even worse.
  • Yet somehow, he found the strength to slowly come back from the pain. If not for himself, then for Yanqing. Jing Yuan never revealed to the boy however, who he really was to him. And most importantly, who you were. He didn't do this for any malicious reasons, no, in fact it was to protect the boys innocence. But also, because Jing Yuan didn't feel worthy to be his son's father, even if he still stayed in his life despite everything.
  • He always wore your red ribbon in his hair too. It was his way of punishing himself in a way. Everytime he even as much as glanced at himself, he'd be reminded of you and what he had done. He deserved it, truly. Yet every year on your birthday, he'd still take the day off to spend it with Yanqing and spoil the boy.
  • Ofcourse, as he grew older, Yanqing began asking questions and becoming suspicious of the answers he received. Jing Yuan knew, that one day he'd have to tell him the truth. And it secretly scared him deep down to do so. He didn't want to lose his son too. But then again, he figured he'd deserve it, right?
  • For now however, he'll say nothing and just enjoy whatever time he had left with his son, before the truth inevitably came out. He didn't believe, that he deserved forgiveness. But he still hoped you could see them, whenever he spent time with Yanqing and be happy about it.
  • And if he ever meets you once more in another life, he'll make sure to never lose you again.

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A/N: Damn this hurt to write lmao, but anyhow, I hope you liked this and thank you again for the request!<33
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The Prince Fall In Love At First Sight

Pairing: Prince Ayato Kamisato x Princess Reader

AU: Royalty

Sypnosis: Ayato is a Crowned Prince that will visit the Kingdom of Aranthia, which he will be meeting The Crowned Princess of Kingdom Aranthia, he is excited yet nervous to meet The Crowned Princess because he admired her and this is the first time he will be meeting her in person. He didn’t know that he actually will Fall in Love with her at First Sight.

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You Promised

scaramouche x reader, modern au.

angst, insults, no comfort

being scaramouche’s friend was.. challenging. having to put up with his snarky comments, sometimes cruel behavior, but you loved him. you had been his friend since childhood, trailing behind him even in high school. but if it wasn’t you who else would it be? scaramouche had a history of not getting along with your peers, always having to apologize for him and the things he says.

in a way you were dependent on each other. he counted on you to keep him company and out of trouble, and you cared deeply for him that you only wanted to spend your time with him. so then came the promise. the promise to go to college together and become roommates, leaving behind your broken families and tragic pasts as you both planned to go into adulthood together.

but somewhere along the way he started acting.. different. it was the last year of high school and the time to apply to college was coming up. you nudged scaramouche as he was drifting off to sleep next to you.

“hey! scara! wake up. we haven’t picked out a college yet.”

“i don’t care.. just pick something and i’ll manage to find something i want to do.” he grumbled.

you shake your head as you click on several websites until deciding on one. now all that was left was to find student housing on campus. you figured you’d do that with scara once he was awake.

watching him sleep felt almost comforting. his usual smirk off of his face and replaced with a relaxed expression was refreshing. even in his sleep he would find tranquility. a tap on scaramouches shoulder broke your trance as you watched the blonde girl shake him awake.

of course it was lumine. scaramouche yawned as he nodded up at lumine, her hands on his as you watched him being pulled out of the classroom by her.

it seemed like ever since she had come along he had kept his distance from you. your usual friday sleepovers turned to afternoons on wednesdays with lumine taking up his time on those days.

what was so special about her?

sure she was.. beautiful but what did she have that you didn’t?

she hadn’t known scaramouche since practically birth like you did. she hasn’t been the one to comfort him when his mother would say the meanest words to him.

so how?

how had she managed to whisk him away from your life?

you sighed, packing your bag as you knew better than to wait on him. you already knew he’d be walking her home rather than you.

once you got home you sat at your desk, hearing bloops as you put your headset on. it was scaramouche, messaging you if you wanted to play minecraft. you joined the call as the both of you played minecraft together.

you felt happy.. finally an afternoon when he wasn’t with her. he was having fun with you instead.

oh how you missed these days.

“hey scara, how do i cut this? this mod is confusing..” you struggled with cutting a tomato with a new food mod he had added to your server. he was silent on the other end of the call before he spoke, scaring you as you just stared at your monitor.

archons.. how annoying could you be? you ask me for help with every little thing.

i get it your small brain can’t comprehend basic common sense, but do you have to bother me for everything?

and you want to go to college? when you can’t even figure out how to cut something on fucking minecraft?”

you stayed silent as he went on a tangent about how he really thought of you. your hands off of your keyboard as tears slipped from your eyes, rolling down your cheeks.

“i cant believe i promised to go to college with you. you know— i didn’t even want to. i just said it because i pity you. i know how much you need me when i don’t even need you. it’s so fucking funny to me how the ONE normal person in your life can’t stand you. but there you are, always following me around like a sick puppy.

it’s pitiful y/n it really is.

and you know what? i’m going to go to college with lumine instead. she’s so much more tolerable to be around than you. she doesn’t blab to me about the smallest shit i couldn’t care less about.

i know the way you look at me and i promise you i’ll never feel the same. id rather die then spend another lifetime with you.”

you choked back a sob as you grit your teeth, yelling a “fuck you.” into your mic as you shut off the server. you sobbed into your hands as you heard numerous pings coming from your dm with him.

scara: oh now you’re gonna cry? little y/n finally grew some balls now huh?

scara: too bad for you. you’re alone now. lumine was here beside me watching your stupid little outburst. have fun facing us in school for that next few weeks.

scara: don’t forget who made you. you would’ve stayed the same loser you were back then if it weren’t for me.

scara: you’re nothing

scara: you have no friends for a reason you whiney bitch

you screamed, holding onto your mouse as you clicked the bright red block button over his profile. angry tears leaked from your eyes as you pulled out your phone, blocking him on all of the social media you had him added on.

how didn’t you see it? you knew he was becoming distant but you didn’t think he hated you.

your heart ached at the thought of your life without him. the reminder that he had chosen lumine over you felt like being stabbed.

but had he ever cared for you? the same thing way you did him?

how did the once sweet, shy scaramouche turn into this monster you couldn’t recognize?

you spent the rest of the school year alone. avoiding his and lumine’s gazes every time you walked into the classroom. you’d ignore his comments and his constant need to throw small wads of paper at you.

you never thought you’d be on the receiving end of his cruelty but here you were, loud laughs as lumine pointed at you while they stood together.

how you wished to get away from them as soon as possible.

once it was graduation, you didn’t bother showing up to the ceremony. instead you picked up your diploma from the front office. you were finally going to get the fuck out of there.

you got home and packed your things, you had picked a college in a foreign region. sumeru, the nation of knowledge.

you smiled as you boarded your flight, no one to greet you off as you sat there. a feeling of relief washing over you as the plane took off.

“goodbye to the boy i once knew, and the home that wasn’t really home.”

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You promised II

half a decade had passed since your graduation in sumeru. your heart had healed, almost hardening, as you continued your studies in the academia. the very reminders of scaramouche would make your stomach tighten as you felt bile rise in your throat. but you were strong now, despite what he claimed.

your strength would be put to the test with the upcoming class reunion. you doubted scaramouche would be there, but if he was you felt a need to prove that you had done fine without him.

so you went, dragging your grey haired scribe of a best friend with you.

these people are certainly.. eccentric aren’t they?” alhaitham mumbled, only loud enough for you to hear. you stifled a laugh as you looped your hand in the crook of his arm. “these are the people i went to high school with you know.”

“thank the archons you didn’t end up—“

“y/n?”

you froze. your whole body stiffened with that familiar voice. you slowly turned, seeing the same violet hair of a boy you had once adored.

but he didn’t look the same anymore.

you could tell there were deep bags under his eyes, and he looked thinner since the last time you had seen him.

had he been miserable all along like you hoped?

he took a step towards you, his eyes narrowing at the tall man who stood next to you.

“and who is this?”

you could see his discomfort. he always wore his emotions on his face, even after all these years.

“he’s my-“

“i’m her lover. and who might you be?”

you gasped as you looked up at him. did he remember the things you had sobbed to him about those nights? the boy who haunted you?

scaramouche rubbed his arm as he reached out towards you. he stepped back, afraid of what his touch might do to you. a sad look displayed across his face as he looked to you, desperately.

“could i have a word with you? alone?”

his eyes flickered over to alhaithams before settling on yours once again. you nodded slightly as alhaitham excused himself, promising to come back in a few moments.

you nodded your head towards him, waiting for him to speak. he looked to you with solemn eyes as he grasped the ends of his shirt.

“it’s just.. you don’t know how hard it’s been without you these past years. you don’t know how much i’ve regretted what i’ve said to you— lumine left me shortly after classes started.

you’re right to think i’m an asshole and to detest me after what i did to you.

but please—“

tears brimmed in his eyes as he grasped your hand.

“don’t leave me alone. let’s go back to how we used to be.”

you ripped your hand from his grasp as you looked at him in anger and disgust.

“seriously scara? lumine leaves you in the dust and you think it’s an opening to come back to me?”

you scoffed, walking over to alhaitham and tugging him down by his collar to meet your lips. you eye scara as your lips lock with alhaithams before you pull away, leaving the scholar bewildered.

“i don’t know if you can’t tell, but i’ve moved on. it’s me that doesn’t need you anymore.”

you watch as scaramouche bites down on his lip, shaking his head as he leaves the venue.

alhaitham chuckles as he walks over to you, resting his arm against your shoulder.

“that was quite a show.”

your cheeks burn as you look to the side, seeing his usual stoic face with a gentle smile. you nod as you put your hand on his arm that’s resting on you.

“i guess i didn’t lose anything from coming here, did i?”

he shakes his head as he cups your cheek, your lips coming together in a much more gentle, subtle matter than before.

“you’ve only gained this, my dear.”

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Anonymous asked:

HELLO HELLO,,, this'll be my first ever request on tumblr so apologies if it's really messy or i missed out on some info 😭😭😭

SO IM OBSESSED with your jingren works, im wondering if you could make a modern highschool! au jingren x fem (preferably) reader that's getting tutored by the two of them and they're just so so distracting she can't even focus staring at their pretty faces :(( OR jingren as the two highschool troublemaker bully pair that stops you just for fun to purposely make you late for class, , ,, its up to u if u wanna make it smutty :3 THANKSIES

TROUBLE.. TROUBLEMAKER!

featuring ┊jing yuan x fem!reader x blade

warnings / content warnings ┊modern highschool au! marking kinda??, a little rushed (not proofread either), they’re soso mean! u jus wanted 2 get to class, use of nicknames, neck kissing, these assholes r a lil rough w u but it’s ok cuz it’s them, reader implied 2 be shorter than them in height, a lil suggestive! | 18+ MINORS DO NOT INTERACT

a/n ┊AAAH sorry if this took a bit sweetheart tysm for the request though <33 they’re soooo RAAAAHHH u don’t even understand why! + also this is kinda rushed :(( so sorry

every day was always a challenge for you, always! you weren’t joking when you told your friends you had jing yuan and blade, two of the most finest yet biggest bullies of the school on your ass. you didn’t even do anything nor did you know them personally, you just wanted to get to your locker but they were blocking away. honestly, you guessed that they were just stunned you had the guts to insult the two of them, fuck yeah you did.. you’ll do it again if you needed to. it was getting repetitive to you, how they thought they can just fuck with someone’s mind like that, have they ever learned basic human decency? you never went home with a smile on your face anymore. blade and jing yuan pick on you any chance they get, pinning you against the locker and calling you names, geez.. who raised them even? they have zero respect for you and others.

they’re such jerks, and they’re over here bothering you every chance they get! you barely even know a thing about them, you only knew that they get into school fights often, sometimes you would hear stories about them jumping someone from another school, jumping harmless people as well! the more you knew, the more you disliked them, of course you would. everyone did. they’re jerks, that’s the only thing they’re known for here.. except for the fact they’re actually.. kinda good looking. you heard they didn’t have the best grades either, cutting class to hang out at the back of the school or so, fucking jerks. honestly it was tiring to the point you didn’t even wanna go to school anymore because you knew you could be bothered by those two assholes, yet it’s not like you had a choice anyway.

you purposely set up your alarm to wake you up an hour after school started, so you didn’t have to deal with the two bothering you at your locker. your shoes hitting against the pavement rather quick, heavy textbooks in your arms. fuck.. maybe this wasn’t a good idea. but hey, atleast they weren’t there to bother you, atleast that’s what you thought.

“hey!”

you heard a voice call, and.. that voice.. seemed awfully familiar. picking up the pace, you tried to ignore the voice and it’s constant yelling for you to stop, there ain’t no way you were stopping. not when you knew who that voice belonged to.

SLAM!

fuck. nevermind then

you dropped your books as you were pinned up against a wall, gasping at how your wrists were pinned above your head, “hey sweetheart. you couldn’t hear me back there, hm?” your eyes flew open, widening as a white haired male was in your view. “.. what the hell do you want from me now, jing yuan? can’t you just leave me alone? i’ve already done enough for you! can’t you just—“

i’m not letting go of you, princess. not now.” the white haired male leaned down as he inhaled your scent, nose almost pressed up against your neck as he had a clear advantage over you. you never noticed.. how tall he was, how long his hair was.. how pretty it w— no! you needed to focus, you had to use your brain in this situation, you needed to get to class.. not be picked on by these assholes! “fucking let go of me!” you tried to run to the opposite direction, before your face collided with someone’s chest, the aroma of their cologne was almost hypnotic. suddenly, jing yuan’s fingers unwillingly pinched at the back of the soft fabric of your blouse. you gave a breathy and startled whimper as the other, blade, pulled you even closer to his chest, keeping a firm grip on your hips. oh boy.. you were squeezed between the two tall men. you tried to escape their grasp before feeling another set of hands on your body, on your waist this time. “aren’t you tired of running all time, [name]?”

“shut up and fuck off already!” you attempted to wiggle out of their grasp, hearing blade click his tongue in dissatisfaction. “silly girl, thinking she can escape from us so easily just like that. you’ve always been just a dumb darling, ‘anybody told you that yet?” he raised a brow, staring directly down at you with hunger in his eyes. “you know you want this, [name]. stop pretending.” .. fucking hell. he was somewhat right, you did.. have a small crush on them both but that was for a little! you wouldn’t do anything with them! no no.. you wouldn’t!—

you had your arms crossed, before feeling jing yuan leaning close to you as his hot breath hit your neck, “may i?” you needed to get to class, but.. would you rather be scolded or be sandwiched by the two biggest.. troublemakers in the school? the second option it was! you tried to make your nod as subtle and gentle as possible so they wouldn’t see you submit, they noticed.. somehow. jing yuan grinned against your skin, dragging his tongue down your flesh as he sucked at a specific area in your neck that caused a whimper to leave your throat. “tsk. i was right, you do want this.” the male with silky dark hair spoke, grabbing your hips and pulling you closer as his lips locked in with yours, plunging his tongue inside as he tasted your lips. jing yuan already made a few marks on you, sucking and kissing at your skin dragging his teeth against it. you gasped into the kiss as blade roughly trapped your cheeks in between his fingers, squeezing them roughly as he pulled your face closer to his.

you were met with blade’s icy cold gaze, raising a brow at you as he kissed your jaw, working on the front of your neck while jing yuan was in charge from behind, letting yourself sink into their arms as your eyes were glued shut, a few moans leaving your mouth here and there before you felt a large hand putting a stop to your sounds. blade raised a brow, glaring at you as he kept your pretty mouth shut. “you don’t want to get caught now, do you? don’t make so much noise.” jing yuan panted against your flesh, his eyes flashed with excitement and hunger, all for you. you could tell, it was easy to tell how much they wanted you and how much they wanted to devour you as a whole. you could feel their grips on you explode. both of them savoured in your taste of your skin, biting, kissing, sucking.. jesus fuck it felt good, you had to admit that. you hesitantly began to thread your fingers through blade’s hair, swallowing the lump in your throat as jing yuan hit a spot from behind, a breathy moan escaping your lips. “see princess? this is better than getting scolded for being late. you’re a cute one, mm?”

honestly.. in conclusion, they’re trouble. troublemakers!

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aestherin

PRIVACY

so won't you come and be my lover?

— a kamisato ayato x f!reader smau also celebrity au status: completed

SUMMARYa new year means new beginnings. with your resolution being 'to live a more peaceful life', the start of your year could not go any more wrong when you get involved in a dating scandal with renowned actor kamisato ayato. denying it is easy, but not when the other party gives the completely opposite response.

𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆.

[name]'s : official | personal ayato's : official | personal

𝐄𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐃𝐄𝐒.

𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐒

  • idk what im doing
  • will contain swearing
  • mistakes such as grammatical and typographical errors may be committed (eng is not my first language pls bear with me :"D)
  • updates might be inconsistent
  • taglist is now closed :>
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LOWKEY

a kamisato ayato social media au

i’ve been lookin’ at you since half past two wanna take this downtown? this liquid courage got me way too honest

pairing — ayato x f! reader [ S2L! college au ]

summary — it was only recently you found out kamisato ayaka was, in fact, not an only child after all! seeing ayato for the first time gave you the severest case of the butterflies but according to ayaka, he’s off limits, especially to you as her most treasured friend. well, what she doesn’t know won’t hurt, right?

warnings — cursing, angst, arranged marriage

status — on-going

authors note — in the au, ayato is only a year older than ayaka. (ღ) = written text.

02. kamisato material (ღ)

03. wait, ayato?

05. nice meeting you (ღ)

13. how mediocre

16. a dunk of cold water (ღ)

22. mtoo drubk

26. only for today (ღ)

31. forget the flowers (ღ)

33. or did you? (ღ)

44. a love stolen away (ღ)

48. uh oh

49.

to be continued

taglist CLOSED. tell me if u want to be removed from the list or you changed usernames. thanks!
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SUNFLOWER: a “prologue.”

SYN. getting locked out of home? no. annoying your best friend.

film!student!fem!reader + tattoo!artist!blade

CW. fem!reader. she/her. modern au. your are mister baldie’s best friend. PLATONIC RELATIONSHIP. nothing to serious as of right now! pure fluff and just an introduction as to what they are both like! pet names: my friend. sunflower. WC. not sure. not edited. MINORS DNI! AGELESS/BLANK BLOGS DNI!

NOTE. a series dedicated to the idea of summer and whatever spare time i have to write this! it’s just for fun after all! SEND ASK TO BE ADDED TO TAGLIST!

The loud buzz startles Blade from his drawing board, confusion sets in as he slides off of the stool. He grabs a stack of magazines off of one of the many coffee tables, rolling them together before walking to the door slowly.

He opens the door, looking down at the hooded figure. Trying to recognize anything familiar about them but it was too dark to tell. He glances at the rain and back at the person standing in his doorway, stepping to the side so they could come in.

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baeshijima

— hsr men in a royalty au

INCLUDES : blade ; dan heng ; gepard ; jing yuan ; luocha ; sampo + gn!reader
A/N : what started off as a duke!blade word vomit became a hsr royalty au brain dump. sighs. also once again pushing my knight!reader agenda bc the lack of royalty aus with knight!reader is criminal.

imagine you're the personal guard for emperor!jing yuan, picked by his hand when he was still just a mere crown prince learning the ropes of what it meant to rule an empire. in truth, there's not much for you to do other than stand close behind when in public settings or indulge in his whimsical nature when in private and within the confines of the palace walls. in spite of that, you can't help but to wonder whether it's necessary to be his partner when he practises ballroom dances, despite never actually dancing in the banquets. well, who are you to question your duties, right?

there is no destination without a journey; jing yuan would know this best. having been thrust onto a pedestal from young, he's witnessed more types of people than he can count on his fingers: those who act nice in order to gain, those whose eyes cannot hide their contempt, those who are kind out of fear, those who act on behalf of others, those who hold respect without ulterior motives... he has seen them all. his view of the world grew dull, the predictability of those around him bringing only disappointment to the young heir. the days passed in a blur with nothing of note, other than a lingering emptiness which kept him awake at night and a passion which only emerges when sparring with his instructor. and so when he was told it was time to choose a personal knight after countless assassination attempts, he trudged through the halls with poise ingrained into his stride and a blank gaze reflecting his thoughts. but when he arrived at the training grounds to oversee the potential candidates his attention was immediately seized by another, his usually stagnant heart thundering. for the first time in his life, jing yuan discovered what it meant to want something as he watched you strike your training sword against your opponent, his world bursting into colours he never knew existed before then.
jing yuan sometimes finds himself envying those who can dance without care at banquets. he has an image to maintain in front of his people while you tend to be a stickler for this kind of thing, often refusing a dance in favour of maintaining your post. he supposes it's fine if you're both together, despite the numerous times he's imagined what it would be like to dance with you in front of everyone, as opposed to the privacy of the palace under the guise of “not becoming rusty”. but as he casts his gaze over to where you rest, having fallen asleep after a particularly thrilling game of starchess with your body tucked within the protective embrace of his ever-dutiful lion, he finds himself engraving moments like these into his memory and filing them away to look back on when nights to himself become a little too lonely for his liking. it's one of the many sides to you which only jing yuan has been privy to; one of which he takes immense pride in and vows to shelter from the danger which lurks around every corner.
(he will never let you know how your bright eyes is what set his once monotonous life ablaze in colour all those years ago — the aloof crown prince utterly besotted with a starry-eyed rookie knight. he will also never let slip how he still thinks back on the warmth he felt when you took his trembling, slumped form in your arms after he fought his stricken teacher all those years ago, the aftereffects of your touch still lingering on his skin even to this day.)
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baeshijima

— genshin men in a royalty au

INCLUDES : ayato ; childe dainsleif ; diluc ; kaeya
A/N : just some massive brainrot on royalty aus bc i love them so much and hhjhsdl
reader is gender neutral w/ you/your pronouns !!

likes & REBLOGS are appreciated if u enjoyed this !! <33

imagine you’re in a royalty-esque au, but as like,,,, the personal guard for crown prince!diluc, who sometimes tends to take the title of “personal” a little too seriously at times (which includes, but is most definitely not limited to, keeping you in close company, even when your presence is by no means mandatory). but in spite of his sometimes overbearing need for you to be there beside him, you don’t mind his nuanced insistence; after all, it’s your sworn duty to look out for and protect the future king of mondstadt, right?

being brought up as the future heir to the throne isn’t as romanticised as he’s read his people make it out to be. constantly living on edge, wondering if there’s an assassination attempt waiting for him at the turn of a corner, anticipating a poisoned beverage from an opposer… all of these things are never depicted, and the loneliness that he’s forced to accommodate to certainly isn’t mentioned either. so when you’re hand-picked by his father as his personal guard, he’s even more agitated. it’s the perfect way to get close and get rid of him, right? but contrary to his inner fears, you never did anything of the sort, you merely trained and tended to his needs as you were instructed to. he was still skeptical, though that all changed when an assassination attempt occurred on the night he was to turn eighteen. he didn’t know how you had arrived so quickly, but in that moment all he could focus on was how ethereal the moonlight trickling in through his window made you appear. and it was after that incident he began to open up to you more, and the true nature of his feelings began to bubble within.
but if there’s one thing diluc makes sure to show in front of you it’s the countless marriage proposals he rejects, even going as far as burning the letters in a way he prays gets his message to you across. but no matter how many times he does so, you always regard him in neutrality — as though him openly rejecting marital opportunities from foreign lands had nothing to do with you. is it so hard to believe he would choose your hand to delicately hold and kiss instead? the notion pains him greatly. do you not see the way he stares so longingly? so desperately? so hopelessly??

but even that righteous motive of protecting your homeland and future ruler takes unprecedented swerves, what with the way second prince!kaeya always seems to appear in front of you, regardless of the task you’re in the middle of. sometimes you wonder whether he just lurks around the areas you tend to frequent within the palace grounds, as him not being sighted for a day is more of a rarity than you would like (though begrudgingly you can’t deny the way his presence brings you a peace of mind within the typically monotonous days, even if his constant teasing gradually becomes more and more genuine when they most definitely shouldn’t).

though his illegitimate birth status may have been swept under the rug from the larger part of the population, it was by no means a privy matter to the old nobles of the court. kaeya had faced countless scorn and disdain, and he had expected the same disgusted look from you when you first met. but you did nothing of the sort. you merely regarded him with his royal status and paid no heed to his unbefitting background, even when he knew damn well you’re aware of it. but you carried on, minding your own business, performing your knightly duties while he couldn’t help but be drawn closer, and closer, and closer. so close he couldn’t bear to back away. and thus he began memorising your most frequented spots, betting on the odds that would allow him to encounter and approach you in a way more natural than just summoning you out of the blue.
his feelings hit him deep in the gut, the realisation of his curiosity-turned-infatuation catching him like a deer in headlights. he knows it’s forbidden — that he should crush these fleeting feelings stemmed from the sheer indifference you displayed at his birth status. he knows he should spare himself the heartache early on, so why is he showing you his secret spot in the back of the gardens? why does he insistently take the time to prepare snacks that caters to your taste when he knows you have a particularly grueling training that afternoon? just why… why does his heart seem to only grow fonder for you as the days pass, no matter whether it’s spent with you or not? deep inside kaeya knows his heart will beat so lovingly for you and you only, even if you love another.

— royal guard commander!dainsleif who always assigns you to go on patrols with him when organising the groups, regardless of whether the high frequency of it all begins to draw suspicion from his subordinates, especially when he still persists even after you’ve been promoted to be the crown prince’s personal guard. sure, you respect the man — in fact, you very well look up to him! — and you don’t mind going on patrols with him, but you’re pretty sure you’re not the only “tolerable” knight in the royal guards… (his subordinates never voice the blatantly obvious reason aloud though; not even when they’re frozen in place at their commander’s uncharacteristically soft demeanour and honey-dripping gaze when in your presence, his usual blunt and nonchalant self nowhere to be seen. well, all but a close knight by the name halfdan, at least).

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kaorisun

𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪 immortality is an abundant curse

pairing : blade x reader
tags : angst, hurt no comfort, reincarnation, canon divergence
word count : 5.3k
crossposted to : AO3

Summary : Like most good things involving his past, Blade keeps them buried deep within, only allowing himself to reminisce in the privacy of his own mind.

or

Blade recalls the events that caused him to curse his immortality.

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