“You simply cannot fit more America into a single incident than a man dying a horrifying death in protest of war crimes while a first responder screams at cops to stop pointing their guns at him and go get fire extinguishers. If you were to pick a single moment in history to sum up the essence and expression of the US empire, that would be it.”

Caitlin Johnstone, The Most American Thing That Has Ever Happened

everything is totally okay i just need to get hit by a car

hahaha so nothing is fucking going right for us it seems!! our bed frame broke and I don't even have the funds to buy a new one (we have a temporary fix for it but it's not gonna hold forever) because all my money has been going to food and our bills. I haven't had any luck with a job because I don't even have a means of transport to any interviews and ubers are 30 bucks both ways from my place at minimum, so i literally feel like i'm tearing my hair out every 2 seconds from stress and I hate asking for help again but I just...i'm desperate again. Anything helps right now. Pic for attention or w/e (100 is to cover the frame, the rest is for bills and ubers and food)

PP: 🔵 / VNM: 🟠 / CA: 🟢

raised: 0 / 300

raised: 40 / 300

haven't gotten any donations today despite the traction, and my account has less than 100 in it again (not including the 40 i've gotten so far) so that's...fun :^)

me trying to come up with a cute nickname for my mutuals but accidentally inventing a fallout slur: muties

Smug jug moodboard

Made the mistake of thinking I could sleep early (2am instead of 3:45am) and after 1 hour I am now awake permanently.

Update: I slept another 2 hours and had a dream that me and a group of people who didn't speak the same language as me somehow got on the same page that we wanted to build a fort in the food court of a mall.

Update 2 + 3: slept for another 2 hours and had a dream my shower spit up large amounts of maggots, roaches, and some mystery larvae. Slept for 3 hours and had a dream my dick fell off and I carried it around in my pocket for several hours before realizing I should go to the hospital. Okay I think I've slept enough. Time to get up.

Made the mistake of thinking I could sleep early (2am instead of 3:45am) and after 1 hour I am now awake permanently.

Update: I slept another 2 hours and had a dream that me and a group of people who didn't speak the same language as me somehow got on the same page that we wanted to build a fort in the food court of a mall.

dont kill urself until u try adderall and/or transitioning 👍

Also add "moving out so you aren't under your shitty parents thumb" to the list

aren't you tired of being nice? don't you just wanna go apeshit?

Just heard from my doctor they're gonna have to put me down next week because I fucking suck

i put asterisk in flannel

I can be trusted with fangs. I can be trusted with claws. I can be trusted with wings. I can be trusted with a tail. I can be trusted with horns. I can be trusted with cybernetics. I can be trusted with a form I wasn't born into. Give it. Give it to me

"i would kill for you" "i would die for you" okay but would you forgive me if i forgot something important for the 51204th time in a row even though i tried my best to remember

im kind of like you, epaulette shark