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' its me? hell, its me-- you're ruined. "

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    » guanghong . . why would you say that? « his facial expression was one of      pure disappointment. the other’s words scared him. what could possibly be wrong about     them? despite only having known guanghong for such a short amount of time, he’d failed     to find any negative aspect about him so far. he seemed so pure and genuine that leo had     actually been quite excited to find out they were supposedly meant for each other. why     guanghong was apparently so harshly against that was a myth to leo and actually hurt him     a little. » how am i ruined if i just found the person i’m supposed to spend the     rest of my life with? «

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“No! No, it can’t be! That’s not-- no, that’s not it… Leo, I can’t be your name… It’s not possible because… You’re not mine.”

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SOULMATE STARTERS  ™ ┇ accepting

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      so he was not it. not the person he’d been looking for. the words kept resonating in       leo’s head over and over again. ‘ you’re not mine. ‘ that hurt. it was so discouraging      especially since he’d been so excited to finally address the topic they had avoided      so far. leo had been so certain, too. how likely was it anyway to meet someone with      the exact same name that’s been marked on you for years but it’s not  T H E M ?       and they’d clicked so well too. they had met by total chance, leo had been so sure      it had to be destiny. he’d been thinking about visiting asia for a while, china in particular,      to go out in search for his soulmate but it was hard getting himself to actually do it.      the trip could supposedly end up being protracted and frustrating and he still had a       lifetime to find them, but there were worries as well; what if something happened to      his significant other or himself before they’d get a chance to meet at all? he didn’t      want to risk that either. 

       however it was a few weeks ago that he’d bumped into this short freckled chinese       boy by the name of ji guanghong, right where he went to get groceries every week.       he almost lost it when the other had told him his name but naturally he didn’t address       right away. it wasn’t common curtesy to do so. also despite his initial excitement,        he’d wanted to get to know guanghong a bit first and so they’d talked and met up       a few more times until leo was 100% sure he’d met the one by how well they got       along right off the bat and by how strangely easily they’d found each other. it was       just like a movie.

       only the movie had turned out to have no happy end apparently. leo was still shook       about the reply but tried to play it off with a laugh that did a pretty bad job trying to       hide his disappointment. » oh . . w-well i guess there’s nothing we can do     about it then. just forget i ever told you !! « the smile that played on his lips        looked terribly broken.

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“What if it never happens to me? Do you ever get scared about it?”

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    » hmm, « leo mused, gaze drifting off to the side as he thought about it for a while.      did he get scared? not necessarily. not finding your soulmate was always a worry but     leo was a romantic at heart. » no not really. i strongly believe that person is     somewhere out there for everyone. the only thing that really scares me     is that i might not meet them before they, you know . . die? « that was a      sad topic to think about but it was reality. accidents and deadly diagnoses could happen      anytime. » what about you? are YOU scared, yuri? «

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Soulmates!AU Sentence Meme

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  • “Come ooonn, I’m really hungry! You’re the one supposed to feed me.”
  • “Do you ever think what it’d be like if we had the same marks? If it were you and me?”
  • “Do you love me? And not because you’re supposed to.”
  • “Do you think I’ll ever find it? The one with a mark on their arm saying they have to be with me?”
  • “Do you think there’s more than one? More than one soulmate for each one?”
  • “Do you think sex with a soulmate could ever be better than this? Because I doubt it.”
  • “Get out of work? Just tell them your soulmate needs you.”
  • “God, I love you so much. I know what I said before, but you’re everything I think about, everything I want, I don’t wanna turn my back on this. I don’t care what a piece of paper says or doesn’t. I’d still want this, you, if it didn’t say a thing.”
  • “Hell, no! You get that erased right now! It’s not me!”
  • “I can’t believe you’re it. From all the people- You can’t be. I hate you.”
  • “I got your letter. I know we never talked before, but you sent your number and… Do you think we can meet? And yes, it’s your name too.”
  • “I know I always say I don’t want to know, I don’t want to get it, the marker, but knowing for sure there’s someone out there for you, no matter what… I can’t say it isn’t tempting.”
  • “I know you’re horny. I can literally feel it. And it’s not helping me focus at all. So can’t you deal with it?”
  • “I know neither of us have markers, but I’m pretty sure they’d be glowing right now if we did.”
  • “I know this is not ideal, but I’m willing to try if you are.”
  • “I know you’re scared, I’m fucking scared too, but this says we got each other for life, that’s gotta be worth something, right?”
  • “I thought I’d never find you. Are you scared?”
  • “I’m scared as hell. But I still want to go through with it, I want to be able to prove it to anyone, let’s do this, let’s get the markers.”
  • “If I knew sex could be this amazing, I would have searched the name a long time ago.”
  • “If someone had warned me I would end up here… I would still have chosen you. I’ll always choose you.”
  • “It’s me…? Hell, it’s me. It really is me. You’re ruined.”
  • “Look at it! Don’t turn away. Can you see it? It’s a perfect match. I’m sorry if it sucks that it’s me. But it’s true. You can’t run from this.”
  • “No! No, it can’t be! That’s not-, no that’s not it… [Name] I can’t be your name… It’s not possible because… You’re not mine.”
  • “Our chests might not glow, but I would do anything for you, I’d go anywhere, I love you, and if that’s not soulmate material, than I don’t want to find my soulmate.”
  • “Okay, name one time pretending to be soulmates got us in trouble.”
  • “Please don’t ask me to leave. I want you so much it hurts. I never thought it could feel like this.”
  • “Promise me, promise me you’ll give us a chance before you go and get your mark done. Promise me.”
  • “So what? Just because a thing on my wrist glows I’m suddenly supposed to rebuild my whole life around you? Please. You’re fucking insane. This is fucking insane. Get the hell out.”
  • “This is just too hard. This soulmate thing. I know they say I’m your only chance. But I can’t do this. I’m sorry. You’re gonna have to find another way. I can’t be your soulmate.”
  • “We have to talk… I’ve met him/her. I’ve met the one. I can’t do this, I can’t marry you tomorrow.”
  • “We’re done. Mark or not mark. We’re done here. Don’t call me.”
  • “What if it never happens to me? Do you ever get scared about it?”
  • “What’s wrong?? I could feel in how much pain you were just now. God, I’m still shaking.”
  • “Why don’t you ever let me see it? If you have the name already, why can’t you tell me whose is it? I thought we were best friends.”
  • “Yes, I’m still scared! What if this is just a mistake? What if it passes someday and you don’t love me for me? What will be left then?”
  • “Yes, we’re soulmates! I get it, now shut up and fuck me, because I’m pretty sure it’s one of your duties.”
  • “You know, for someone who’s supposed to be my soulmate, you really need a new wardrobe. Or a new whole taste.”
  • “You know sometimes, some people, they don’t ever find a match, right? Do you still want to know?”
  • “You’re it okay?? I don’t know how, I don’t know why, all I know is that you’re the only one that will do, it hurts like goddamn hell, and I don’t-I just need you to let me in, please.”
  • “You’re my soulmate, I don’t need something telling me that.”
  • “(Name)? We need to talk… There’s something I have to tell you. Or show you, I guess. Please don’t be mad. I would have never- I’m sorry. But it’s your name. It’s you.”
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☆ ┇     truthfully, had he been back home, guanghong would have offered up his surname first, rather than the other way around. however, he knew that being on a first name basis right off the bat was much more common in western countries. plus, it can be a little interesting to hear foreigners attempt to say his name. when leo says it, the tones are completely off, but it’s definitely good for a first try. “ don’t worry, you said it well. i have heard much worse before. ” he knows the tones of chinese are foreign to those who don’t speak the language, so he can’t blame leo for not saying it correctly. hearing him say it decently is enough to finally prompt shy smile from him.       plus, it was really… kind of him to try properly, and promise to improve. guanghong has met many who don’t even bother with the right pronunciation. 
at the question, guanghong gives a nod in response, not surprised to hear that leo had figured out where he was from. “ yes, it’s– i’m– ” his voice momentarily betrays him and he stumbles over words, and welp, there goes that good first impression, ruined just because he’s a little too jet-lagged, a little too nervous to properly string together words in a language that isn’t even his own. not that he didn’t stutter when speaking mandarin; it was just a little worse now. 
he tries again. “ i’m from shanghai, but my coach wanted me to try a training camp outside china. to, uh, see how international skaters are. ” from what he had seen so far, they were pretty darn good, and guanghong knew he would have to give his all just to keep up with everyone. “ you’re… are you from here? ”
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        so he’d heard worse, huh? leo could hardly believe that. even he could tell that his         pronunciation was terribly butchered. guanghong was probably just way too polite to         tell him, though. what a sweetheart. » heh, okay now i don’t feel SO bad. « hey,         at least leo had managed to make him smile.

        the taller brunet breathed a sigh of relief upon hearing he hadn’t been wrong about the         other’s nationality. telling that someone was asian by their looks or even their accent was         easy but determining between the different countries there was not, at least not for leo.         so he was actually quite proud of his observation. 

        leo patiently waited for guanghong to find his words, noticing the brief struggle which he         simply met with an encouraging smile. having two younger siblings, leo was used to waiting         out any difficulties with word-finding. he nodded as the shorter teen had finished. » i’m from       the states but not from here in particular, « he explained, now getting comfortable        leaning his back against the rim or the ice rink. » so i’m basically just as lost as you are.       my coach has persuaded me to leave home for once too, ugh. « he laughed casually        and started eyeing the other skaters that he’d mostly ignored so far a bit. » so what do you       think about our future competitors so far? « leo asked after a while, turning back to        guanghong with his head tipped to the side slightly.

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♥ “ sweet nothing’s ” meme

  • you’re a masterpiece
  • i could just eat you up
  • you’re the most beautiful thing i’ve ever seen
  • just let me look at you
  • do you realize how perfect you are ?
  • you are a work of art
  • you deserve to be treated like a prince/princess
  • i love everything about you
  • you are my world
  • perfection…
  • do you believe me when i say you’re beautiful ?
  • i love these lips
  • i could stare at you all day
  • you are my everything
  • you’re an angel
  • you’re mine
  • tell me i’m yours
  • let me make you feel good
  • i want you so bad
  • how bad do you want me ?
  • don’t hide from me
  • let me see you
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