if he’d even glanced, the assassin would see that she wasn’t phased in the slightest at the sight of his scars. she’d looked, of course, maybe her gaze lingered a touch too long to trace the way the skin had healed so brokenly or had clumped in languid scars, but there wasn’t any fear. no disgust. hana had quickly outgrown a discomforted reaction to such sights when she’d had to travel through a soldier’s medical barracks where everything from the extreme to the treatable were present. no, instead she focused on the structure of his face. the shape of his nose or his lips.
a bemused grin touched her own at her thoughts. ha, had their situations been different she might’ve been more willing to tell him that he looked good. a part of her thought he wouldn’t appreciate the comment && plus, they were still enemies at the end of the day. as much as hana kinda wished they weren’t, now. the moment he left the safe house && she returned back to base.. things would go back to ‘normal’ && she’d have to pretend like she hated him.
she’d been so consumed by her train of thought that she almost didn’t catch genji’s announcement && quickly the words left her lips. “let me —”
she fell silent. ‘help you,’ floated on the tip of her tongue; hand already outstretched to support his shoulder, before her digits curled slowly && she let her hand fall limp. looking away ashamed, she tried to think of a way to indirectly offer assistance without meeting the wall of his pride && talon’s conditioning.
“um,” she continued smartly, a half-smile breaking out in nervous defence. “— you’ll be able to get out here quicker if you allow me to .. assist you.” yeah, it was still the same offer, if painted with different words. she winced. deciding that speaking anymore would just dig her own grave rather than help her out, she merely rose from the bed && offered her hand.
That there was no audible reaction was, admittedly, surprising. His face was something meant to incite FEAR; panic-- or so his masters had told him. Maybe, once, he had used it as a tool of seduction, or as an expression of his inner feelings, but now ? It was broken, destroyed. It could not be used for such HUMAN things. Hana, though, gave no indication that she was at all afraid, and in confusion Genji dared a glance in her direction.
Nothing. She gave him nothing.
Wanting to think no longer on such a confusion ( frightening ) topic, Genji had carried on attempting to rise. Of course, she tried to stop him, but he was having none of it. The weapon forced himself up and forth, vision fixated upon the door nearby, until Hana’s voice broke his deadly concentration. Her voice was sweet, but her words brought a scowl to his lips.
“ I DON’T require your help. But-- ”
His gaze fled. What the hell was he doing ? There was no decent answer to the question asked introspectively, but even still, the cyborg continued on with his foolish words,
“ --But if you will leave me be afterwards... ”
A scarred hand settled itself into Hana’s calloused palm.