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Hey everyone. Just an explanation as to why I’ve been inactive and why I’m starting over with Emma. So, I was recently very sick for a few months and while I don’t want to get into details, I did experience some nerve damage and had to work on that in physical therapy. Money became extremely tight and for a while, I wasn’t sure if I was going to make payments on my bills. My lease was not renewed so I had to find a new place to move to all while working on myself, working at my job, and going to school. Everything was extremely stressful and so with my mind being as chaotic as it was, the voices for my muses were nonexistent. There’s no way for me to be able to write if I’m not sure if I’m eating that day or if I can pay rent. I didn’t have the strength or mental capacity for it.  Now, things are back on track. I’m feeling myself again. I’ve got wonderful support from my boyfriend (who we now have an apartment together), my scans look good and I can write again. Hopefully everything will continue on this path! That being said, I am starting over on a new blog and this one will be used as an archive and a means for me to get a queue started on the new one. If you want to follow me, you can go to the promo on this blog as it is linked to my new blog! Thank you all for your patience!

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Hey everyone. Just an explanation as to why I’ve been inactive and why I’m starting over with Emma. So, I was recently very sick for a few months and while I don’t want to get into details, I did experience some nerve damage and had to work on that in physical therapy. Money became extremely tight and for a while, I wasn’t sure if I was going to make payments on my bills. My lease was not renewed so I had to find a new place to move to all while working on myself, working at my job, and going to school. Everything was extremely stressful and so with my mind being as chaotic as it was, the voices for my muses were nonexistent. There’s no way for me to be able to write if I’m not sure if I’m eating that day or if I can pay rent. I didn’t have the strength or mental capacity for it.  Now, things are back on track. I’m feeling myself again. I’ve got wonderful support from my boyfriend (who we now have an apartment together), my scans look good and I can write again. Hopefully everything will continue on this path! That being said, I am starting over on a new blog and this one will be used as an archive and a means for me to get a queue started on the new one. If you want to follow me, you can go to the promo on this blog as it is linked to my new blog! Thank you all for your patience!

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Hey everyone! I’m going to be moving Emma to a new blog. The main reason is because I’ve been gone for so long there is a lot of inactive blogs following me and a lot of inactives I’m following. There are a lot of threads that I have that are more likely than not, discontinued. I will maintain any relationships I have on this blog and bring them to the new one unless the partner no longer wishes for that. I’ll be going under this name still and so if you see me re-follow you, then you know it’s just a new, fresh blog!

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Everyone I RP with deserves a Nobel Peace Prize for not killing me when I don’t reply for like a month

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Hey guys sorry for the absence. Life got a little hectic. My dad was laid off after 16+ years and so I had to scramble with work to get on insurance since I had been under his and then had to redo my entire budget to include insurance payments as well as hospital bills. Lol I guess I don’t need to eat.

Anyways here, have a floof butt I drew at work today

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“Do you have any idea how beautiful you are?”

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Send “Do you have any idea how beautiful you are?” and my muse will reply || accepting

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          It’s nice not to worry about what’s going to happen next, not worrying what she should or could be doing. The town is quiet and being around Ruby and Mary Margaret just having a night in actually puts her at ease. Everyone’s sharing about their lives and while Emma remains more tongue tied in this category, she makes a comment that might hint that life for her wasn’t all that glamorous.           Ruby’s comment catches her off guard and rather than laugh it off as she normally would, she feels flustered, brow raising and eyes looking elsewhere. It’s not a common comment she gets, not from anyone. She’s had her share of one night stands, usually being told how sexy she is, how hot she looks. Beautiful isn’t a word used often, let alone from another girl.  Um.. Thank you? You    don’t have to say that. 

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BARTENDER:

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Next one’s on me, miss.” The male poured her another glass, setting it on the bar top alongside a cup of water. He hoped his passive attempt to keep this woman hydrated would keep her from falling ill. If needed, though– he was more than willing to give his patrons a ride home.
If you need somethin’ to eat, we’ve not got much– but I could scrap together a sandwich or two.” Seeing someone so forlorn really struck at his heart– he’d always been a ‘sensitive’ sort of man. Wiping down the counter with his rag, he looked to the clock– it was getting late. Most of his patrons had already left, but he was willing to keep the bar open a little longer for someone who needed it.
Jacques set a few napkins on the counter, an offer to help her dry her tears. Poor thing.
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          She looks up at the bartender for a moment, not really registering what he’s saying. It takes her a few minutes before giving a weak nod and a soft thank you. She disregards the water, not that she’s trying to snub his attempts as caretaker. She doesn’t want to dull down the affects of the alcohol. She wants the numbness to take her.           How long as she been here? When has she last eaten? She can’t remember and the drinking doesn’t help. Fingers spread against her temples, rubbing them lightly before taking one of the napkins and dabbing at her eyes. She’s glad most people are gone. Less to worry about in this small town.  I’m not that hungry.. Thanks though..     Thanks..  for  trying.  I  know  you’re     closing soon. I’ll get out of your hair     in a minute... 

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STRANGER:

His years of learning to hunt in South Dakota had led to sharplytrained ears – at times, as much of a curse as it could be a blessing. Dylanwasn’t seriously impressed or at all convinced by the others’ non-explanation,but he wasn’t entirely against it. Her reasoning was exactly why he thoughtthere were probably aliens out there, after all. Ghosts were just… apparently (ironically?) more out there, to him.
“You’re in luck,” Dylan sighed, casting a brief smirktowards the wall connected to the rest of the motel as if he could see throughit. “I think you’re  one of the firstlegitimate guests this place is gonna have…” He sauntered in behind the desk, sitting down in the chair and stickingthe unlit cigarette between his teeth as he opened up the laptop.  “I don’t work here,” he told her, voiceslightly muffled from speaking around the cigarette. “But my mom’s the ownerand she’s a little… indisposed.” With the laptop open and waking up, he lookedup at the other blonde.
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“—You here by yourself?”  It was the first thing he saidthat seemed lighter, somehow, almost as if he was a tinge concerned or sympathetic over the matter; he couldn’t really tell how old she was. A feature they both shared… god forbid he shaved. Couldn’t enter bars if he did.
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You’re joking right?            She takes another look around, realizing that while the place does seem empty, everything else has been either reupholstered or updated. Has this place been here long? The structure itself seems old. Maybe it used to be an old motel and his mother just bought it? She can’t really say.  Yeah.. Just me.            A frown settles at the thought but it doesn’t last. She can’t think about where she’s been, only where she’s going, and right now, she’s here in this moment. She leans forward, looking around to see if anyone else may be walking toward them. Once the coast is clear, she grins. Scale of 1 to 10. How likely is it that there     was a murder here? ‘cause it looks to me     like it may be a solid 8... 

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