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Dievs, svētī Latviju!

@cryingyetcourageous / cryingyetcourageous.tumblr.com

Dzīves ūdens, nāves ūdens; Daugavā satecēja. Es pamērcu pirkstu galu; Abus jūtu dvēselē.
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Latvia, Raivis Ozoliņš, from Hetalia

Mixture of canon and personal interpretation

  • Tapir-Mun, she/her, 25+
  • NO MINORS. 18+, preferably 20+.
  • That being said, there won't be any NSFW RP posts on this blog.
  • Crossovers are welcomed and beloved! Even if they don't make sense, I'm happy to brainstorm a way for them to meet. Seriously, shoot me a message even if you think it's insane. Worst I'll do is say "no thanks".
  • Don't have an RP blog? No problem! Send a DM and we can work out something offsite.
  • TW for alcoholism, past abuse, and general dark themes. Super trigger-heavy or questionable RPs will be moved to some form of private messaging.

14 Sept, 2015 + Revived 26 Oct, 2022

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Sneak preview from my fic

I'll be back soon! I swear! For now, bit from the newest chapter I hope to finish by the end of the week:

Raivis!

“Sveiki, Pe- oof!”

No sooner had the first syllable left his mouth than Peter sprinted to him, throwing himself into his best friend and honorary big brother’s arms. The weight of the steel-framed boy was familiar, the way he buried his face into his shoulder and curled his fingers to grip at the oversized wool sweater immediately setting Raivis at ease, and soon, he melted into the hug and squeezed tightly. “I-I missed you, too,” he murmured. They always kept in touch with calls and Instant Messenger (despite Raivis meekly complaining that the boy was too young for internet chats), but by this point, it had been a good few months since they had the chance to see one another without the grainy, laggy Skype feed.

He let Peter decide when to break the hug. In the meantime, he fussed over him, rubbing his back and soothing flyaway locks of golden blond. Muffled sounds and the feeling of hot breath puffing through the weave of his sweater told him Peter was talking. “I can’t hear you with your face smushed, you know.” In response, the fort lifted his head without breaking their embrace.

“I said,” Peter huffed, “‘Do you promise?’”

“Promise what? That…” Raivis trailed off, brows creasing as he considered what he last said. Promise that he missed him? His gaze softened. “Of course I do. Er, I did. I-I do promise that I did miss you. Does that make sense?”

Satisfied with the answer, the hug was dropped in favor of jogging backwards to his ball, which was kicked to Raivis and, after a little jlt of surprise, blocked with the side of his foot on instinct. “Nicely done! See? You can play something other than hockey. We’ll have you playing for Sunderland in no time!”

“That is a football club, right? A-Are they one of the good ones?” Raivis kicked the ball back. If Peter wanted to play, then he would play, at least for the time being. He still needed a drink and something to eat after the trip over, but hospitality could wait.

“Are you kidding? They’re record-breaking!” Kick.

“Really? You think I could be playing for a record-breaking team?” Kick.

“Oh, absolutely. Why, just last season, they broke the record for the lowest end-season score of all time!” Kick.

Raivis stopped the ball under his foot with a snort, mocking a look of offense. "That's kind of cruel, getting my hopes up like that."

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[[GOD I want to rename this blog so badly. 9 years ago I chose this name, and while I kiiinda think it fits [esp including "courageous" in there because idc what anyone says, he's brave in his own way] but it still feels... meh. I'd want it to be a reference to a folksong, probably. But the pain of all those old @ s and tags no longer working... and the hope that some of my old RP partners from back in the day may return after so many years, just like I did, and recognize the username....]]

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Anonymous asked:

Is there anyone you get along with that might surprise others, a friend you have that people would never guess you'd be friends with?

Oh, probably Bela! Many people think she is scary, but if you actually know her, she's really funny. You just have to know her sense of humor. She's also loyal to her friends and will introduce you to all sorts of interesting hobbies and passions. Traveling with her is the best, because she somehow always knows about amazing places that aren't mentioned on tourist sites.

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sea-enjoyer

. . . Orrigh', so. Perhaps havin' the bigges' even' in American footbole 'appen on yor birthday issun' the wors' thing in the worl, righ'? I'd wager ih's pretty high up thare, for all the bare thare is to be had. Hic— h-have a pin'. 🍻

[oh god, he can barely understand him. As much as he would like to support him using his natural accent rather than dumbing himself down to something more standardized, he also can't parse out much of what he's saying. There's a bigger concern, though-]

I-I think you've had enough...

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[[I FINISHED MY FIRST SCARF EVER!!! It's laying out to dry and flatten now, but AAAAAA!!! it's off to my friend in Lithuania first thing tomorrow along with the chicken, the chick, the friendship bracelet/bookmark, and some local chocolates, and I am already anxious about if I can afford the shipping 😅. Every day I resent the Atlantic Ocean. Every day I yearn for Pangaea. Those chickens better be ready to SQUISH.

I'm so excited!! Already planning on a harder pattern next time ✨ She makes me such cool and creative things, I can only hope this is, like, half as good as the things she does for me.]]

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coffeebleeds

Hey, don't apologize for your startle response. You can't help that.

[He smiles a little] Though I suppose that says more about me that most people cause you to freeze, but your subconsciously sized me up and decided you could take me.

[that helps him relax a bit, lips twitching at the thought] Y-Yeah, you think? I think maybe it's that I... I trust you, so there's more chance that a quick hit will snap you out of it, you know? Slap some sense into you. Or, a... th-throat punch. Are you sure you are not wanting something to drink? I don't have water, but...

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coffeebleeds

Yeah, it was all a prank. I played similar ones of my brother all the time growing up. He didn't usually hit me, though. Maybe he should have. I would have learned not to do that if he had.

I-Is not that you can't do that at all! Just, you know, be careful who with? Because s-some people have really strong fight-or-flight, so... I mean, u-usually I just freeze up, but I guess you had bad luck. I think it's, you know, it's depending on what someone first thinks of when something jumps out at them? If you're more used to those being pranks, that's one thing, but if it brings b-back bad memories, that's...

H-He shouldn't have hit you, and I shouldn't have, either. I really am sorry.

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Alfijs, I have lived through too long and too much to pull those sorts of jokes. Loud noises are hard enough sometimes, b-but the - the snapping? A physically threatening thing? I know you only meant it as a game, but in - in the moment it feels way too real. So, um, please do not do stupid things in the future?

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coffeebleeds

Yeah, I won't, don't worry about that. [He tries to rub the bruise away] I'm sorry about that. It won't happen again.

I-I didn't mean to, um, y-you know... [he makes a vague jabby motion with a weakly closed fist, halfhearted to make sure it doesn't look like he's going for Alfred again.] Is there really nothing wrong with your heart, then? Was it all trick?

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coffeebleeds

[Alfred waves him off, still coughing and choking on his words]

Shit, dude! [more gasping hacks] That's a- a hell of- a right hook.

I, ah, th-than... thanks?

[He's flattered. He's concerned. He's mildly pissed but it's stifled under the weight of his worry. His knuckles kinda hurt and his heart is still racing]

Please sit down. D-Don't talk until you catch your breath. I am so sorry.

[He does take a seat, reluctantly, and takes a minute to catch his breath.]

How long have you- [cough] been able to hit like that?

I... I can't? I mean, I'm not very strong with force, so is more, y-you know... placement? Knowing where to hit?

[A punch in the shoulder won't do nearly as much damage a poke in the eye with a fraction of the force.]

I-I've always had to be defending myself, but... 700 years ago, I guess? That would be when I st- when I started training much more often. What were you thinking, with a stunt like that?

[He coughs a few more times]

I was thinking you’d jump, not throat punch me.

Alfijs, I have lived through too long and too much to pull those sorts of jokes. Loud noises are hard enough sometimes, b-but the - the snapping? A physically threatening thing? I know you only meant it as a game, but in - in the moment it feels way too real. So, um, please do not do stupid things in the future?

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coffeebleeds

[Alfred waves him off, still coughing and choking on his words]

Shit, dude! [more gasping hacks] That's a- a hell of- a right hook.

I, ah, th-than... thanks?

[He's flattered. He's concerned. He's mildly pissed but it's stifled under the weight of his worry. His knuckles kinda hurt and his heart is still racing]

Please sit down. D-Don't talk until you catch your breath. I am so sorry.

[He does take a seat, reluctantly, and takes a minute to catch his breath.]

How long have you- [cough] been able to hit like that?

I... I can't? I mean, I'm not very strong with force, so is more, y-you know... placement? Knowing where to hit?

[A punch in the shoulder won't do nearly as much damage a poke in the eye with a fraction of the force.]

I-I've always had to be defending myself, but... 700 years ago, I guess? That would be when I st- when I started training much more often. What were you thinking, with a stunt like that?

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coffeebleeds

[Alfred waves him off, still coughing and choking on his words]

Shit, dude! [more gasping hacks] That's a- a hell of- a right hook.

I, ah, th-than... thanks?

[He's flattered. He's concerned. He's mildly pissed but it's stifled under the weight of his worry. His knuckles kinda hurt and his heart is still racing]

Please sit down. D-Don't talk until you catch your breath. I am so sorry.

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coffeebleeds

[The laughter abruptly stops as Raivis's fist connects with Alfred's throat. Al stumbles back, coughing and choking, very surprised that his "harmless" prank was met so aggressively.]

[It takes a good few seconds to respond, not because he wants to let Alfred suffer, but because his nervous system is still rebooting. Even when he snaps out of it, his tremor and stutter are much more pronounced than before.]

B-Bāc! Are y-... are you okay!? I'm so sorry, oh god, um, s-sit down! Water? Do y-you need-? Let - Let me get, ah, geez- Can you breathe?

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coffeebleeds

[He's fallen right into Alfred's trap]

ARF!

[Alfred barks loudly and snaps his jaws at Raivis, then bursts out laughing]

[His face is wide-eyed and frozen in shock, but his fist? It's flying. Directly at Alfred's throat. With all his might. Whether or not it hits is an opposed agility check at this point. Best of luck to Alfred]

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coffeebleeds

Not really. I think it mostly messed with my metabolism. And I’ve been sleepwalking more. Just the other day I woke up on my couch with a bunch of bones everywhere. I guess I sleep-ordered fried chicken or something.

[Yeah, that sounds about right for an American-folklore werewolf, the kind seen in all the movies. But Alfred is smart. He'd know the difference between chicken bones and the bones of large game or human... right? How big are the chickens near him?

No, no, that's silly. He knows what chicken bones are.]

Have you been stressed lately? Eating large amounts, sleepwalking, a heavy heart...

I guess I’ve been a little stressed. Oh, and I’ve been biting my tongue more. Do my teeth look larger to you?

[He curls his lips, showing off perfectly normal canines]

Teeth don't get larger once they have grown in. They look the same to me...?

[He leans in, squinting. If he's stressed, he might be grinding his teeth, and if any of them chipped, that might feel bigger just because the shape feels wrong? Maybe? He's not a fucking dentist]

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