proof of life!

also me, embracing the bini culture huhu i cant get their songs out of my head.

9:30

Hello! I know it's been awhile but I just wanna share some exciting news! I can't contain the happiness I'm feeling.

Guys, CIVIL ENGINEER NA KO!!!! WAHHHHH :((

I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE NA WAR IS FINALLY OVER. I ACHIEVED MY DREAM AND WON THE BIG BOSS BATTLE. AHHHHHHHH, IT HAS BEEN A LONG JOURNEY PERO IT WAS ALL WORTH IT. GRABE!! ALL MY FRIENDS MADE IT TOO!!

My heart is full. Grabe.

03/17/24

Today was both a bad day and a sweet day for me. I was confident that everything would be fine on my first day of menstruation.

My boyfriend and I wanted to go to church this day. While we were on our way to the church, I was still feeling okay. But as soon as we arrived there, I suddenly felt dizzy, and my eyes began to quiver. At first, it was tolerable, but then I felt nauseous.

I went to my boyfriend who was busy checking out the car and preparing the camping chairs (no seats available, so we decided to sit on the camping chairs). I asked him where the cr was because I badly need to vomit.

He walked with me to the bathroom, but as we walked, I felt like I was about to faint at any moment. I could barely see the road I was walking on as my eyes started to become blurry.

In the bathroom, I sat and did my business. But it was not enough because the pain I was feeling was unbearable. I really can't explain. So, after doing my business, I went out and told ate who was guarding the cr "wait po" as I sat on the entrance floor of the cr, which was slightly elevated. I was hugging my legs to ease the pain and ate lent us her chair where I can sit comfortably, but if I sat there, it would be more painful.

I went back inside the bathroom and there, I vomited. I really don't know what to do. The pain was killing me. So, I did different positions to ease the pain. I sat on the toilet (lid closed) and rested my feet on the door (similar to how I used to deal with painful period cramps at home, I lay down in bed and rest my feet on the wall). BUT IT'S NOT WORKING. I STARTED TO PANIC AND PRESSED ALL THE PRESSURE POINTS AS HARD AS I CAN. So, I tried hugging my legs again and vice versa. None is really working. I decided to try to walk to the car, but I can't. My legs were still wobbly. I asked my boyfriend if he could give me a piggyback ride on the way to the car. Even though a lot of people were watching, he carried me to the car despite also the fact that we were at church.

I laid down in the back seat and he bought medicines to ease the pain and thankfully, the pain subsided. All thanks to my boyfriend who took care of me. He endured and waited for me to feel better.

In short, we were unable to attend the mass, which made me feel very sad. For an hour, I dealt with my period cramps. Welp, being a woman has its downsides and I hate them. Women have to deal with this painful ass shit.

Anyway, I thank God for this sweet man.

I love you. D:

12:37

Right now, I'm sitting in the bathroom, contemplating life, and wondering how I've managed to become this happy. so, i came up with reasons why i dont feel bothered or why i really dont care when someone is trying to compete with me... (as a healed people pleaser)

1. you can't have what's mine.

2. i don't want what's yours.

welp, coveting what isn't yours is such a lowball move that any jealous person can do. i was surrounded by shitty people like that and sometimes, they still bark for idk what reason maybe thinking my world still revolves around them. im not even interested in their whole dramas. why would i want ur drama when i have zero drama?

how about maybe they should learn when to shut their mouth and stop oversharing to people who are really close to me (like my cousin lol like why babe)? then, assume i asked them abt it. lmao, get a life. some people really think they are the main characters in my life.

babe, no. it's me. mwa

this is so wholesome and heartwarming. just wanted to share this cover here because he reminds me of my grandpa. i miss my grandpa so much it hurts.

please warm your hearts and christmas eve with this cover!

merry christmas! ♥

thank you!! ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა

♡‧₊˚ me in bikini! ♡‧₊˚

7:22 pm

I woke up to this. I really don't understand the point of telling me this and to everyone close to me.

Stop being a coward. Stop disturbing my peace. Stop bothering people close to me so I won't hear any of your nonsense.

You are already out of my life, and you have no right to say that after everything. How about maging accountable ka muna sa mga pinaggagagawa mo? Nakakahiya.

edited some famous tiktok vid with my girl naomi :PP

ily bestie

hi!! :DD happy new year to you too!! wishing u a healthier mental health and a successful 2023 <33

01/03

happy new year everyone!

a lot of things happened and right now i am still the happiest. seeing my ex-friends get mad after i learned what they had done instead of apologizing, made me realized how perverse the world is. blaming me until their last chance. 2023 na victim blaming pa rin sila til the end. i have the receipts so whatever shit they want to make up or call me is fine. even if you remove the bitterness in every truth i said, what u did is horrible. especially to a friend who genuinely loved you. yung receipts kusang lumapit sa akin, i did not even ask for it.

im kind of sad kasi you had the time to react to my stories pero when it's time for you to apologize you can't even move a finger to type "im sorry"

also, you are already losing friends, and the fact that you are not concerned about it says a lot about what type of person you are. i hope you are happy and finally i am letting go of you and your toxicity.

finally, im free. happy new year!!!!