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I should stop expecting so much.

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Commission Beckowsky to help her Family! V.3

  Hello beaus, I would firstly like to thank those that have been so incredibly–  no, SO UNBELIEVABLY SUPPORTIVE over these past months (If not year). For not only having shared my posts around, commissioned and or donated to me, but being the most amazing friends I could possibly ask for… 

   And, I’m just so sorry that it has been going for as long as it has (It’s honestly been more than 3 years, but I hadn’t really found out until my 2nd year of college)… and I’m still so sorry that I’m still asking for aid by this period. But with my sister losing her job (She’s still searching, fingers crossed that she gets it soon) and my mother not at all doing well when it comes to her own store (That I have to give her my whole paycheck to pay for her rent)– my father is still left to be the bread winner, which really isn’t possible, considering his still present situation… 

   That itself is a matter I have only ever privately spoken in greater detail with my friends, and have not mentioned in public… But during an earlier period, there have been many moments when my father not only had his company taken away from him (Which is still very likely to happen), but our home as well… The worst thing I have been fearing for so long now, above everything else, is them still trying to take our dad away from us… being the persistent people that they are. We are but of course, still staying on our toes… and have made many, many cut backs over this past year.

   I myself am working a job now (There isn’t much pay atm, but I’m hoping I will get a raise if this project we have been working on proves successful), but am definitely taking all the commissions that I can get. And so.. I’m putting together this new post to not just combine my two old commission posts, but to also show what else I DO have available!

   A friend suggested that I do a little voice work too, but as I have no experience in that sort of commission work, you can look through my recordings here, if you happen to be looking for a singer or a Tara Strong impersonator.

   So, thank you so much for reading this… To those that have also recently followed me back. I truly do appreciate all the help I can get as always and… please, every reblog means the absolute world (Even sharing this through other social medias will help so much too), even if you can’t commission or donate something. Writing this out was so hard and my fingers are still shaking as I stared at this for the past hours… Just… thank you.

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CHARACTER FLAWS &&. STRENGTHS | 001 ↳ Bold what applies to your muse!

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⚔ FLAWS

moody | short-tempered | emotionally unstable | whiny | controlling | conceited | possessive | paranoid | lies | impatient | cowardly | bitter | selfish | power-hungry | greedy | lazy | judgmental | forgetful | impulsive | vengeful | stubborn | sadistic | petty | unlucky

♛ STRENGTHS

honest | trustworthy | thoughtful | caring | brave | patient | selfless | ambitious | tolerant | lucky | intelligent | confident | humble | generous | merciful | observant | wise | clever | charming | cheerful | optimistic | decisive | adaptive | calm

tagged by: @guansuo xoxo tagging: idk who hasn’t been tagged yet tbqh but def @savageorchids (EXCEPT I JUST NOTICED U JUST DID IT TOO LMAO O WELL) @sleepy-strategist @osilentphoenix & @rollingsnowsmasher but also anyone else who wants to do this like .... i’m tagging u

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laugh ------ answered here 
writing style ------ MESSY !!!  to give him some credit, it starts off fairly neat.  that lasts maybe a few lines, though, and then it goes to shit.  he’ll write too fast because he has too much to do and he has no patience to take his time and so then it’ll turn into chicken scratch.  it’s not necessarily sloppy but it’s very, very hard to decipher.  characters will blend into one another and he’d honestly have done well to have a scribe but he can’t be bothered to dictate what he wants written.  his mind moves too quickly.
nervous habits ------ answered here
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✎ - taste in music/literature

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taste in music/literature ------ i’m answering this specifically in regards toward his generic modern verse;;  mitsunari’s got an affinity for classical music, which includes scores and classical covers of contemporary music.  beyond that, his general rule of thumb is that it has to be catchy to him.  music that features any sort of classical instrument tend to win him over.  as for literature ------ well,  mitsunari isn’t the biggest fan of reading or writing, but he has an appreciation for classic literature as well as anything that will enable him to think critically on the book’s thematic elements.  in conclusion, mitsunari is a Snob™.
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laugh ------ answered here 
time-wasting habits ------ ultimately it would depend on why he’s trying to waste time  ( he genuinely prefers not to waste time, on principle )  but ultimately it comes down to him either cleaning or doing more work.  when cleaning he has a habit of being very meticulous.  he’s a perfectionist by nature, he’ll clean something more than once to ensure it’s done properly.  also a workaholic by nature, mitsunari has no qualms with doing more than his normal share if it means passing time.
nervous habits ------ teeth-grinding is perhaps his worst nervous habit.  he does it when anxious and he does it when stressed and he hardly ever realizes it.  other nervous habits include finger-tapping and bouncing his leg.  he’ll bounce his leg so rapidly it’s bound to make other people notice.
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✮ - sleeping habits, ✿ - laugh, ☂ - sadness

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sleeping habits ------ at least 75% of the time, mitsunari will carve in a minimum of five hours of sleep in his busy schedule.  sleep is a necessity for him to function, even that means he’ll pass out on top of his papers before he gives himself the opportunity to make it to his actual bed.  he is a light sleeper, however ------ it is terribly easy to wake him, and disturbing his slumber will always result in an incredibly grumpy fox. 
laugh ------ rumored to be nonexistent.  it’s a challenge to even get mitsunari to crack a smile, let alone laugh.  any verbal expression of amusement usually is heard through huffs and grunts and snorts.  even when drunk, his amusement is expressed through incessant snickering.  the man just doesn’t laugh.  he’s not ticklish, either.
sadness ------ this is another expression of emotion that is rarely seen from mitsunari ;  not in public, at any rate.  he masks profound sadness and despair through gritted teeth, tense muscles, and clenched fists and then in an instant he’ll act as though he’s unaffected.  this ability to mask his sadness so well finds him at odds with masanori and kiyomasa frequently, especially following hideyoshi’s death.  should these negative emotions fester inside him enough he’ll successfully hold off until he’s alone  ( for the most part )  before he falls apart entirely.  even then he’s always trying to hold back, he’ll be sobbing but his body will be unbelievable tense and he’ll be struggling to try to rein himself in and put himself back together.  he believes he just doesn’t have the time.
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nan;;

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     “Uh — helping you? Do y’think you can take all the demons by yourself or something?”
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                          if i didn’t think i could, do you REALLY think i’d have bothered ?  the answer, naturally, is yes.

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ew;;

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    “I don’t know, what do you think I’m doing?”
    He doesn’t bat an eyelash as he continues fiddling with the strings of the shamisen across his lap, finishing it before reaching for the next in the pile.
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                         ------------ where did you even get all of those ?

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Headcanon meme - send me a symbol and I'll describe my muse's...

  • ❣ - hands
  • ❤ - voice
  • ۵ - feet
  • ❦ - lips
  • ø - eyes
  • ღ - nose
  • ♮ - body type
  • ♫ - singing voice
  • ✮ - sleeping habits
  • ✉ - texting habits
  • ✿ - laugh
  • ✍ - writing style
  • ⌨ - time-wasting habits
  • ❅ - keeping warm/keeping cool techniques
  • ✎ - taste in music/literature
  • ☤ - self care/first aid habits
  • ✪ - favourite food/eating habits
  • ☁ - ideal holiday
  • ✄ - nervous habits
  • ☂ - sadness
  • ❈ - ideal birthday
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Send me ❤ and i will draw our muses together!!

Accepting all the way till the end of this year! (Will try to answer at least 1-2 per day) So long as our muses have interacted at least once through threads or asks!
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i plan on doing a lowkey revamp !!  nothing too huge.  probably redoing my tags, wanna say icons but it probably won’t happen lmao lbr, new promo, small things like that.  but, first, i have work in the morning followed by traveling home for xmas !!  i hope everyone’s had a lovely day !
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Send “ !!! ” for my muse’s reaction to yours kissing them in the middle of a battle. 
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     His boots were muddied by a mixture of dirt and blood, each swing of his blade bringing a gruesome spill of crimson. The thunder roared in the dark clouds above, but even its rage was almost deafened by the sound of battle cries below. Again the coalition’s morale was soaring as it was making its mark in this hellish world, forcing back the demons and ensuring mankind’s survival. Cao Pi, too, felt that rush of adrenaline as the battle was coming to an end. Still, it was exhausting. On the front lines, he had cut a straight path for his soldiers to follow. He now stood behind them and watched them rush in to finish the job, giving him a moment to breathe. Heavens, he would appreciate a warm bath right now.

     His attention turned to the sound of quickly approaching footsteps, and cerulean eyes settled on a welcoming sight … as well as horridly tousled hair. He must have been busy. Before he could crack a joke at his ‘bad hair day’, he was already silenced. His expression softened, briefly, at the touch of those familiar lips against his own. That was certainly one way to revitalize him. With his blades joined together, he used his free hand to cup Mitsunari’s cheek and took a few seconds to indulge in it before pulling back and gazing into those deep, warm eyes of his.

     Cao Pi was understandably filthy, though. Perhaps it wasn’t the most attractive thing to have specks of blood trailing down one’s face, but those were minor details that he couldn’t care less about. Unless Mitsunari had a thing for it. Considering how reserved he was, he might have it as a secret. It was apparent that something ridiculous came to mind as the corners of his lips curved up into an amused smirk.

     “We’ll have to continue this later, hm? I’m afraid we still have some work to do.”

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