The Untrustworthy Speaker by Louise Glück, from Ararat
i.m in naver now play! ep003 ♡
SERIAL EXPERIMENTS LAIN ‘シリアルエクスペリメンツレイン’
― Franz Kafka, Letters to Milena
[text ID: If I could drown in sleep as I drown in fear I would be no longer alive.]
When you stand in front of me and look at me, what do you know of the griefs that are in me and what do I know of yours?
— Franz Kafka, from a letter to Oskar Pollak, November 8, 1903
“Part of having a body means whatever can be felt can be forgotten. Forgetting is like sleep, like water. Heavy wet brain. Clear swollen dreams. It is some kind of relief, I guess, that whatever I am will be gone one day.”
— Sanna Wani, “Who is the Sun, Asking for Sleep?”, My Grief, the Sun
being alive is like a whole fucking thing dude ive only been here 23 years and can only really remember like 10 of those years at most and yet im literally immobilized by fear and anxiety i have no clue what i want and yet i am mad at myself for not moving fast enough? like towards what? for who? who is even going to hand me a medal for living correctly? like what would happen if i was just content but like no one knew and i told no one. would that still count? i think it would
(220731) yeonjun at lollapalooza
mark – got7 is our name, episode 03
isn’t it so sad how nothing helps
Don’t put me in a position where I have to show you how heartless I can be
Anaïs Nin, from “The diary of Anaïs Nin, vol. 3: 1939-1944”
Choi Yeonjun for Elle Korea (2021)