Hello for the final time loves ✨💔✨
This seems to be where we shall part ways-but not before I say my piece.
First off, I want to thank any and all of you who have ever supported my works-even if you don’t support me personally now that you know the truth about my political beliefs. Your support has done a world of wonders for my writing confidence and I thank each and every one of you who has ever liked, reblogged, commented or even just taken the time to read my works. Thank you for your support ✨❤️✨
Second, I would like to address my reasoning for leaving more thoroughly, as I believe it is rather important: there are minors on this website. There are actual children masquerading as adults, requesting, interacting with, reading and watching adult content.
I had heard whispers but had not understood the full extent until it was staring me in the face.
Until this website requires some kind of authentication to determine one’s age, I cannot and will not be a part of it.
I belive it is wrong to produce adult content on a platform where it is openly known that children creep in the shadows.
People can pretend all they like that putting up warnings and threatening minors are going to keep them out but-do you not remember what it was like to be a child yourself? Do you truly believe that if an adult-an adult stranger at that-told you not to proceed-that this was for adult eyes only-do you truly believe that you would listen? To be perfectly honest that would have made me want to explore more-to know why this was so “adult”. I would think, “I’m (age), of course I can handle this! What are they talking about....”
Forget the complicated legality of children consuming adult content and how you risk getting into trouble with the law. Of course, everytime you post adult content on this website you run the risk of a minor getting caught consuming your nsfw material by an adult and you getting reported for exposure to a minor.
But the biggest, blaringly obvious reason why I must leave is that-this is morally wrong. Knowingly perpetuating sex culture? How can I continue here when I know a child could read pornographic material that I have written-be exposed to such things at precarious developmental stages when they are just figuring out relationships when I know I have produced abusive content meant for adult eyes only? How can I sit back and allow children to believe that this treatment is all perfectly fine and sound?
How could I risk it?
The answer is-I can’t. There is no guarantee that children have not read my works-in fact upon contacting many of my followers it turns out-many of them were underage.
This notion makes me feel sick.
I do implore any underage individuals to not follow any accounts that produce adult content. To not interact with strangers online-especially anyone claiming to be an adult. And to not grow up too fast as sex and being in love are not the fix all to unhappiness. ✨💘✨
Next, I must once again-although I have done so hundreds of times now-address my reasoning for coming out of the political closet.
Half of the country is republican. Half of the country is democrat. Yet there seems to be some disconnect on online platforms where literally half of the country’s occupants are vilified and declared as horrendously evil individuals who wish for the damnation of anyone of the opposing political party.
But this is simply a farce-I could care less what you choose to do. I am not out to openly destroy anyone’s life. I would never wish to harm or wish harm upon another human being.
Just because my beliefs are different from yours does not give you the right to immediately demonize me.
Do you not realize what this means? That you-if you openly stand against me for my beliefs-have dehumanized me for them? Have disregarded everything you knew about me as an individual from my blog and immediately branded me the enemy, when I have tried my hardest to be nothing but open and loving to every individual who clicked through my blog, entered the askbox or my private dms?
Do you not understand that you are feeding into a hive mentality? That all republicans must be evil. How can half the country be evil?
It is argued that the issues of today are “nondebateable” as they are “basic human rights.”
Basic Human Rights.
The very first right is the right to life-a belief that the left strongly stands against.
I am proudly Pro-life.
I stand by science. Science tells us that at 22 days the heart beats in the womb.
The textbook dictionary definition of “to kill” is to cause the death of (a person, animal, or other living thing).
I believe that a heartbeat is enough proof that the fetus is indeed alive.
What does that say about democrats? You can not argue that we cannot debate with you over “basic human rights” when you deny the very first right that every human being deserves: life.
In the eyes of the Republican Party-we are debating the legality of murder.
Have you ever heard a republican say that being Pro-life is nonnegotiable?
No. Because we know that even though you are defying logic and science that as individuals and free-thinkers you still deserve the respect given any other human being and to have your point heard in an open manner because we live in a country of free speech.
Or at least we used to.
Anytime I get on any platform and am open about my political beliefs, I am immediately shut down and most of my posts are as well. I am immediately then subjected to much public ridicule and am the next new star of cancel culture.
I have been told to “kill myself,” “die in a hole,” been told “I genuinely hope you get raped,” and had multiple slanderous things said about my family-my Pop Pop in particular who suffered severely for years with Alzheimer’s and Lewybody Dementia before passing a year ago.
I must admit that some of these statements hit me rather hard....I am in a very low place in my life right now due to the circumstances surrounding my family, friendships, career, health and living situation.
I am not proud of what I did....but I let some of these words penetrate me when I was at my most vulnerable...and I hurt myself....
Words can do damage.
Death threats and wishes are never empty and I don’t deem it right to treat anyone thusly-for any reason. There is no reason good enough to harass another human being.
I am a republican and a Trump supporter. I have been ridiculed and called privileged for being as such.
But I have been granted no such privileges.
My family has been racially profiled for our middle eastern ancestry. When we go to the airport without fail everyone in my family is pulled aside and given the extra patdown, our bags extra scrutiny-even if we’ve gone through the metal detectors all clear.
My family is so poor that I grew up in not parents house-no, we couldn’t afford one-but my grandparents basement where my parents slept on a pullout couch, I shared a room with my little sister and my brother only had three walls-to make a pretend fourth wall we had a curtain.
I grew up in a verbally abusive household.
I have suffered since I was in 2nd grade with my weight. I have PCOS and when I was in 7th grade I was shopping in Lane Bryant. I have been tormented for years because of something I cannot help.
When I tried to voice these difficult things that life has dealt me before I was accused of “playing the victim.”
There is no such thing as “playing the victim.”
We all have been through traumatic life events. We all have stories of our experiences to share, to help people to better understand us.
You begin claiming that someone is “playing the victim,” when you begin to feel sympathy for them. When you need justification for dehumanizing them, it’s easier to look past their life experiences claiming that they merely “want attention” when all they are trying to do is convey how these circumstances have made them who they are.
Please don’t accuse others of playing the victim. Try and hear them out-even if you don’t agree with them-they are valid for how they feel because of the cards that life has dealt them.
I have also been accused of basically being an evil mastermind-for hiding behind shiny things ✨ and pretty hearts 💖.
To be perfectly honest-I am no Einstein-not even close. I wouldn’t know the first thing about manipulating another person for my own wants. But more importantly-why would I want to?
I have always been as perfectly open and honest with all of you as I possibly could be. I would never and have never tried to sway any of your political beliefs. I have presented facts to justify why I think the way I do, and defended myself. But I have never once even hinted at trying to change someone else’s view.
I am always up for open discussion between opposing views. You are entitled to your viewpoints, just as I am entitled to mine-it makes nether of us martyrs and neither of us villains. It makes us merely all free thinking humans who view the world in different lights-as we should. Imagine if we all thought the same? Life would be rather boring wouldn’t it?
The real reason I oftentimes use hearts and sparkles is because I find them so lovely and beautiful....and for a girl who was made to feel ugly her whole life and undeserving of pretty and feminine things-I gravitate towards them. 💝💖
I think it is imperitive that we all remember that there is a human being sitting on the other side of the screen. We aren’t conversing with some imaginary entity who floats the line between this world and the consciousness beyond.
No, it’s an ordinary, average person, much like yourself, who would be hurt if they were verbally attacked.
There will never be a good enough reason to attack another human being.
Lastly, I want to address the people who have stuck by me. The people who openly defended me, on and off anon, the people who privately messaged me, the people who still liked my posts, my freinds in the discord-words can not describe my thanks to you. 💖💝💖
You deserve so much more than just a measly few words at the end of the show, but it is all I have to offer.
I truly appreciate every single one of you. Every single one of you has my uptmost respect and of course an open invitation to my discord server-which can be recieved by privately dming me.
Thank you. Thank you for sticking by me, even when it was rough and for being champions of free thought and free speech even if you didn’t agree with me. For being able to see past the politics and view the person on the inside with open hearts and open arms. You all are truly special and all deserve the world. I could go on forever thanking you but all things must come to an end and thus this shall...
It is with the heaviest heart that I write this final goodbye.
I shan’t be deleting this account. I shall be leaving it up and keeping dms open in case anyone ever needs me. But I shall delete my tumblr app so as not to be tempted to come on and post again. So this shall be checked much less frequently.
To the good times and the bad sugaredrosebuds was a mini home.
Now I bid her a final adieu ✨🥂✨
Thank you for the fond memories.
Thank you for the pain....it has ultimately made me stronger.
