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Original indie, private, selective Rocket Executive Proton. Please read rules before interacting, mildly trigger heavy.
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“So…I might start with something a bit worrying. At one point, I was very close to dying, which made me think about what might come after. So I went to someone who knows about the afterlife, at least more than most others, which made me go to Morty.
He told me that, if I were to continue the way I was back then, I would have been separated from Pet after death, but he gave me options to prevent that. Pet and I discussed them and agreed on Lugias path, which would allow us to be reborn together, infinitely. 
And…I was wondering about this option for a while, but Morty confirmed my assumption. There is a possibility that others might be drawn into the circle of rebirth, simply by being close and dear to us. 
So…what I want to ask is…would you want to join us in this circle? I want to make sure you know it´s a possibility, and if you don´t want to, we can find ways to ensure you won´t be drawn in.”

       Proton listened intently to all of it, soaking up the information like a sponge. Huh... so they’d be together forever? That sounded nice... he was a little worried about what Petrel might do to his brother without him there to protect him, but... No, Lance was strong. He could handle it.

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       But then... “Yes. Yes, I wanna join. There’s absolutely no question about it.” He... he could be with his brother forever...? Gods, that sounded like a dream... “Does this mean Asch could be in it too? A-And Onyx, and Tailor, and Mark, and Miles?” He loved all of them, and to be with them all forever... He’d be sad if any of them said no, but just being with his brother was enough to make him eagerly agree.

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“Sit with me for a moment? It´s…a bit convoluted to explain, but nothing bad.”
With a smile, Lance patted the seat on the couch next to himself, nodding to his brother.
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       “Okayyyy!” He sat down happily, overjoyed to be talking to his brother just in general. And if he said it wasn’t bad, he believed him! But what was he going to explain? How the religion worked? Was he gonna ask him to join? He had no problems with that, but religion seemed like a lot of work.

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“Let´s go to him and see what he can tell us. And while were at it, at some point, there´s something I´d like to talk to you about, which…in the widest sense concerns my religion. Morty reminded me of it when he came here.”
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       “You mean like, the Lugia thingy?” He’d be lying if he said it didn’t sound kinda cool. “What about it?” He knew Lance started doing it when he met Morty, but that was all he was sure about.

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Okay, yeah, he certainly couldn’t turn his boyfriend down when the prospect of this date made him so happy.. maybe it would be fun. Laughing as he return the hug, quickly going to just cling to him when he was picked up- he knew he wouldn’t drop him, but still. 
“Yeah! I think this’ll be good for you too.”
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       Once Asch was put down, Proton started bouncing again- not as much as last time, thankfully. “Okay! Okay, so it was uh, Kahale Circus? I think? Something like that! The poster was down at the grocery store when I was getting food with Lance! We can look it up and see the location and times and stuff! And then plan on going! Maybe we can go on our  own, or bring more of the family? Or we can all go and split into groups?”

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Hm… well, if Proton was really this excited about the prospect of a new friend, who was he to deny him? Proton really did need more friends. “We can go then! I trust it won’t be that bad. If it is I’ll probably just hide behind you.”
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      “And I’ll protect you!” Hugging the other happily, it quickly turned into him picking up and gently spinning his boyfriend, too excited to stay still. “THIS IS GONNA BE SO COOL! I’VE NEVER BEEN TO A CIRCUS BEFORE! AND I COULD GET A NEW FRIEND!”

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“A clown? Ehhh…. I don’t really like clowns.. didn’t look very creepy or anything did he?” Cute? A clown? Asch doubted it- no, he definitely wasn’t a little jealous. “But I guess? Better not be a creepy clown.” 
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       “NO HE WAS VERY CHEERFUL LOOKING AND I WANNA BE HIS FRIEND!” He was bouncing in place, and you could practically see the sparkles. “HE LOOKS LIKE VERY GOOD FRIEND MATERIAL!”

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“Proton–n-no!!–I’m g-gonna have a–”
And THUNK, she’s down, seizing. Good job Proton!
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If this were crack, Proton would be horrified. He also wouldn’t’ve done it in the first place. But in this crackverse, he’s very proud of himself.

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Oh. Well.. a sudden change of subject, but Asch wasn’t going to complain. “There’s a circus in town? Well.. sure! I haven’t gone to one in ages, it sounds like fun.”
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“Okay, but on one of the posters, there was a clown? And he looked so cute. Can we look for that clown pleaaaaaaaase?” The true reason behind him wanting to go- he wanted to ogle a cute clown.

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“Be- because I don’t know what to do when you compliment me so much? Stop teasing meeee, I know that’s at least half of this.” While he did appreciate the compliments, it was still embarrassing. 
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              Oh dear.

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       “BABE I HEARD THERE’S A CIRCUS IN TOWN, DO YOU WANNA GO?!” He was practically vibrating, the excitement very clear as he completely forgot what was happening only a minute before.

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“And you’re missing my point- I didn’t say that. What I said was you left before you could. You didn’t stay.”
He let out a sigh of relief as Proton finally emerged from the bathroom, following after him like a goddamn puppy and sitting on the bed with him. “Okay, okay… I’m sorry, I just.. I was worried. Still am.” It wasn’t that he wasn’t listening- he was just that, worried. Worried, and scared, scared that his boyfriend might end up backtracking on all the progress he’d made.

       Arms wrapped around the other, he sighed, holding him tightly and rocking them back and forth. “I-I don’t know... I’m sorry, just... I don’t know.” He didn’t want to hurt, didn’t want to hurt others... not anymore. He’d managed to stop himself that time, but would he be able to do that the next time? What if one of the others in his head took over?

       “It’s okay... just please listen to me? When I say I’m a danger to others, I’m... I’m not joking... you don’t know how easy it is for me to hurt people.”

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