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RIVALS FINALE : CHAINSAWED TONGUE. PT1.

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summary. forgiveness appears as a foreign word in your vocabulary after the betrayal you've endured and all you have in mind now is revenge.

WARNINGS (oh boy). so much swearing, emotional constipation, drama, fights, physical fights too (not described in detail), hate and bullying. backstabbing (as per usual), mentions of blackmailing, and plans of revenge. morality is out the window in this one. fake friends, mentioned hospital wounds, some screaming too, threats.

A / N : i love my brain. I just said I couldn't bring myself to write much because I was emotionally unwell but here I am, having a little moment of inspiration and pulling through to finish this update nonetheless. I hope you enjoy the first part of this finale guys and have a nice week! — also this is 6k have fun going through it :)

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Kai was a bit, to put it nicely, at a loss for words at this very moment.

Shame had chainsawed his tongue in a half. As the time to open his mouth approached, he found himself beginning to bleed through his lips to the point he felt a bit lightheaded and disoriented, making it nearly impossible for him to form a coherent sentence once he was asked to explain himself.

‘Why did you do this, Kai?’, you asked him directly sitting across from him inside the coffee shop booth at the entrance of HYBE campus. ‘I thought we were friends,’ you added, and tongue-tied, Kai struggled to open his mouth without spewing visceral blood in between his shameful words.

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lvii. ask yeonjun | RIVALS.

RIVALS | CHOI BEOMGYU X READER X CHOI YEONJUN.

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warnings. swearing as per usual, backstabbing, mentions of blackmailing and bribing.

A / N : guess who resurrected from the ashes? this fic. i’m actually surprised i managed to pull this chapter out so fast. after the amount of problems i had with the fake text app i almost considered writing all the remaining chapters, but somehow my old phone started working again and the fake text app did work well in there so here it is !! an update !!! i hope you like it 🤍

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LVI. failed to fix | RIVALS .

RIVALS | CBG X READER X CYJ.

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warnings. fighting, mentions of cheating, lots of swearing, gossip.

A / N : hi everyone! we are really really close to the ending of this series and tbh I'm kinda nervous to see all of your reactions to the finale but I hope you enjoy these last chapters before the conclusion. Have a great weekend and take care!

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LV. FAKE A FALLOUT | RIVALS.

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summary. after accidentally hearing something you shouldn't, you call for an emergency meeting to fix things. Still, while trying to find a solution with the help of the people you currently despise the most, you also get to reveal some harsh truths. warnings. cussing, betrayal, mentions of gossip and blackmail, and emotional distress. this chapter is heavy on dialogue. everything is about to go to hell and we know it.

A / N : sorry for the delay, this big last reveal was meant to be posted in sns format but I changed it last minute and had to correct it and all (plus my Friday was super busy). I hope you guys enjoy this madness. We are really close to the end so enjoy all this drama. Also let me know if you guys have any theories :)

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“Don’t take my words as facts but…” Your phone rings briefly with a call and you rush to press the red button, hanging up right away. A message appears seconds after, making you furrow your brows and clear your throat. “Okay, no, maybe do take them as facts.”

Hyunjin moves a bit to your side and peeks over your shoulder into your phone, thinking you won’t actively go out of your way to show him directly what’s on the texts you received. Still, surprisingly, you do raise up the device for him to see and his eyes open widely, alerting the other two boys inside the hospital room.

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LIV. OPENING SEQUENCES. 2 | RIVALS.

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summary. there are multiple beginnings to your end, and the fun thing, is they’ve all been collecting dust as distant memories in the back of your brain. Scrapped and put together, they form an attempt at an opening sequence to your heartbreak story. — this is a special bonus chapter divided into two parts.

warnings. trust issues, anger issues (implied), unhealthy parental roles, insecurities, cheating, unrequited feelings, swearing. beomgyu is a warning tbh, he is a walking red flag.

A / N : This second part took me way too long to finish and that was because I wanted to nail Beomgyu's part...and that was difficult af. I hope you guys enjoy the chapter though, even if it's pure angst. Have a good week! (yes, week, because this is getting updated on a Monday oops).

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FIRST COLLEGE WEEK. FIRST YEAR | HUENINGKAI.

“I want to see if I can become a team leader,” Hueningkai expresses with furrowed brows.

It’s been nearly a week since you both joined HYBE and you took it upon yourself to cheer your best friend up in a sweet way.

Far from excited, Hueningkai seemed a bit burdened and perhaps overwhelmed by the new environment. He had cried the most when he said goodbye to his family to move to campus and to some extent the adapting process of being on his own was a bit too much for him. His schedule was tight between regular classes and intense training sessions for possible competitions, and on top of all of that, he had been cut out from the original line-up of the new generation of Wildcats.

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LIV. OPENING SEQUENCE PT.1 | RIVALS.

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summary. there are multiple beginnings to your end, and the fun thing, is they’ve all been collecting dust as distant memories in the back of your brain. Scrapped and put together, they form an attempt at an opening sequence to your heartbreak story. — this is a special bonus chapter divided into two parts. warnings. swearing, emotional constipation, backstabbing (implied), people getting drunk, heartbreak. Hints at jealousy and possessive tendencies, unhealthy friendships (implied). Economic differences sort of mentioned briefly in Soobin's narration. Parental pressure and unrequited love.

A / N : hi everyone! I've been planning these scenes for a while now but sadly they didn't really make the cut at all for the fic so I decided to rearrange them and re-edit them a bit to fit a special chapter since Rivals turned 9months old a few days ago — Though is not completely necessary to read these, they do give some insight into the characters and can be important to understand their behavior and current relationship with one another. I hope you enjoy the first part and have a great day!

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NEAR HIGH SCHOOL GRADUATION | BEFORE YEONJUN RAN AWAY.

Heaven got no angels nor saints. Hell was empty of demons; all bad and good intentions were scrambled and pieced there, in the middle of nowhere but so close home that he could feel as if he was standing right in the limits between the end of the world and the beginnings of something whimsical.

It was hysterical. Yeonjun was sure whatever he felt at the moment could be explained so simply but lacked so much sense it would fade away and lose its meaning once he put it into words, so he chose to keep it to himself, caged up inside his brain.

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LIII. who helped you? | RIVALS.

RIVALS | CBG X READER X CYJ.

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warnings. gossiping sites, backstabbing, trust issues, lots of swearing, blackmail.

A / N : i got no words :') i won't elaborate. everything is a mess and you all will have to deal with it, especially because the original update got deleted and it was fully written so i pulled this off last minute. I guess the next update will play out differently now that this became a sns update yay (yikes)

Anyways, drop me a little reblog, a comment or an ask to let me know you liked it and your thoughts about it!

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RIVALA UPDATE LETS GAURRRR

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LII. cover you | RIVALS.

RIVALS | CBG X READER X CYJ.

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warnings. swearing, backstabbing, allusions to blackmail, hospitals, guilt.

A / N : rivals update on a wednesday? yep, you are seeing it right. I wanted to compensate for the lack of updates lately so I scheduled this one. I hope you guys are having a good week. Let me know your thoughts! Feedback is always appreciated ♡

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LI. ADEATH . AMORTE PT 2 — RIVALS.

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summary. you've thought things couldn't get any worse after your dreadful talk with soobin, but as you arrive home from it you get a call from Kai begging you to drive him to the hospital. warnings (with spoilers). NOT PROOFREAD. violence implied, backstabbing, mentions of wounds but none of them are described, concussions and passing out, physical and verbal fights. tension, guilt, a bit of a mental breakdown, rage, swearing, bad parenting. A / N : welp this is not me fully coming back from the break but it's something. I can't promise I will keep up with the schedule yet, I need to rest fully, but I figured since I could finish this chapter I should post it. I hope you enjoy my loves! Let me know your thoughts and take care. ILY

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HOCKEY TEAM.

Taehyun isn’t so sure what is currently happening to him. Outside, he appears to be mildly happy and a bit dejected at the same time like any member of the hockey team. He carries a smile of contentment because of Yeonjun — he is confident he will do well in any field as he is talented and persistent, so if he wants to leave HYBE after the season is over and entirely change paths he should, but sadness can be felt and appear in his eyes too. Just because he’s showing his teeth and supporting his leader’s (and friend’s) decisions doesn’t mean he wouldn’t miss him any less or wished things would be different. Yeonjun is leaving the team right after having fixed each and every relationship he got in there, after guiding The Wildcats into their most successful competition to date, and after having found himself back.

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LI. ADEATH . AMORTE 1/2 | RIVALS.

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summary. hearing soobin out might of have been a bad idea but you really thought it'd be easier that way and so you deal with the consequences of what his words could elicit from you — or, the night soobin and you meet to reveal the secrets he's been hiding.

warnings (with spoilers). mentions of domestic violence, swearing, gossiping, blackmail, deep hatred, lack of remorse and tact with emotions, emotional constipation as a general warning, trauma, coping, overprotective and obsessive behavior, betrayal and plotting. one small mention of oc's economic situation as well and almost having sex.

A / N : damn i'm really nervous about this chapter going up tbh. I decided to divide it in two since it's pretty long. The next part will be up the following week. I really hope you guys like it and have a great weekend! Let me know your thoughts, I appreciate the feedback lots, ily ♡

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ANOTHER TRUTH | SOOBIN.

Strikingly enough, you don’t think you can bring yourself to hate Soobin as much as he hates himself or you right now. Quite the opposite in fact, the more he sweeps through your pores with his anger and negativity the hungrier you get over the pain he brings, and the softer your flesh becomes to the impact as if enjoying it despite the fact that you know certainly it will bring you nothing but utter disgrace to forgive and forget what he had done.

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L. tell her everything | RIVALS.

RIVALS | CBG X READER CYJ.

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warnings. lots of swearing, mentions of cheating, betrayal, secrets, gossiping, physical fights and threats.

A / N : fun fact, this update was supposed to be written but since I've been busy and also said I will take a break for the weekend I really didn't finish the written version. You can take this sns update as an introduction of what you will get next week my babes. Hope you enjoy and let me know your thoughts I always appreciate the feedback and reactions, ily. Have a good weekend !

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XLIX. NIGHT AND MORNING | RIVALS.

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warnings. swearing, family issues, stress, hints at domestic violence, emotional distress, first love experiences, possessiveness, and jealousy. obsession with perfection, mild panic, tension. A / N : I think this chapter was complicated to write in a sense because it's not really angsty but also not fluffy so the lines are super blurry. Also this update was meant to be longer but I had to cut it because I was burning braincells just trying to finish it lol. Still, I hope you guys like it and let me know your thoughts! Have a good weekend !!

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THINGS WE DIDN’T SEE AT NIGHT | PAST.

Soobin doesn’t understand how feelings work at all. Well — maybe he does, he just has a hard time digesting them. His stomach doesn’t let them sink in properly. Most of the time he wants to drag his weakened body through the ground to reach the nearest toilet over them, because to some extent he doesn’t feel precisely ready to process anything that goes out of the ordinary for him and does not fall into a routine but that’s the thing! His dad has talked about this briefly once. He said whenever his wife was around back when they were still dating as youngsters, he had difficulty letting the butterflies everywhere because the feeling of liking her too much scared him.

His mom has also repeated to him time after time it was pointless to lose control and let your heart make the decisions your brain can perfectly take, so why was it that whenever you were around Soobin was unable to work properly and simply weigh down his options? He’d get sidetracked and stop by to enjoy the most mundane things he could. It was unnerving but sort of comforting to not follow anything and everything at all.

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xlviii. her happiness | RIVALS.

RIVALS | CBG X READER X CYJ.

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warnings. swearing, heartbreak, co-dependent relationships implied, unhealthy bonds, blackmailing, exposure and gossip.

A / N : wELL WELL WELL look who brought up the angst to your doorsteps :') at least the last ss is relatively chill and nice. I hope you enjoy the update! We are getting closer and closer to the end omg

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xlvii. i got a plan | RIVALS.

RIVALS ! C.BG X READER X C.YJ

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warnings. swearing, mentioned blackmail, abuse of power, guilt, mention of addictions, a bit of an argument. A / N : Happy Friday! I'm sick and really exhausted but I managed to piece this together. Originally I was going to drop another written chapter, but I couldn't finish it on time. Perhaps, if I feel better later I will try and finish it as a surprise update :') Anyways, hope you guys have a good weekend and please take care!

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XLVI. THE BEST WORST THING. RIVALS.

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summary. all your life you've been worried about not being good enough but now — just for a split second — you don't want to think that way. You no longer want to care and you won't. warnings. violence (mildly described), fights, trauma, parental abuse (mental and physical) implied and mentioned, bad coping, insecurities, first love experiences, overly judgemental characters and pressure from their families and friends. Rumors, gossiping, self-doubt. Swearing (but that's not a new warning) A / N : I have no excuse for this chapter. I had to delete an entire part because it was getting just too bad in there, but in general, it's a pretty heavy thing to read anyways I'd say? So maybe, go into this carefully and as I always tell you, have a good weekend and take care!

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YOU ARE NICE. 4PM |“I got nothing to charm the charmer.” — PAST.

Beomgyu has to give you some credit for trying this hard to get on his good side while simultaneously not really trying at all. He should give you a star or something, maybe a little congratulatory banner for the efforts you’ve wasted on him since you joined High School for senior year. Something like “congrats for not being ugly when I totally deserve it,”— no, that’d be too long for a small banner, maybe, “you make me like you,” and then a very tiny “congrats” below with a cute hearts, in pink, since you like those so much.

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XLV. old news | RIVALS.

RIVALS | CBG X READER X CYJ.

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warnings. swearing, jealousy, some mean comments, beomgyu is going through it really bad.

A / N : gREETINGS MY GUYS. We got a small sns update in our hands here. I think it's about time you all rest for a bit after that last update you got. Anyways, I hope you enjoy this new chapter and have a great weekend!

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