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❝ it is not in the STARS to hold our destiny, but in OURSELVES. ❞ multimuse currently featuring muses from bbc’s doctor who with more to come. written by sav. indie & highly selective / private. est. september 2017.
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❝ it is not in the STARS to hold our destiny, but in OURSELVES. ❞ multimuse currently featuring muses from bbc’s doctor who with more to come. written by sav. indie & highly selective / private. est. september 2017.
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FRIENDS. so first, i want to apologize for disappearing over here. i absolutely ADORE playing River, but having her on her own blog really isn’t working out, as i can’t devote the time i need to here. so – i’m moving River to my multimuse, which can be found here: @destinedstars i would LOVE to continue some of the threads from around here, so if you’d like to continue a thread we’ve got here, please message me either here, or on my multi, as i’ll be checking both still c:
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❝ it is not in the STARS to hold our destiny, but in OURSELVES. ❞ multimuse currently featuring muses from bbc’s doctor who with more to come. written by sav. indie & highly selective / private. est. september 2017.
FRIENDS. so first, i want to apologize for disappearing over here. i absolutely ADORE playing River, but having her on her own blog really isn’t working out, as i can’t devote the time i need to here. so -- i’m moving River to my multimuse, which can be found here: @destinedstars i would LOVE to continue some of the threads from around here, so if you’d like to continue a thread we’ve got here, please message me either here, or on my multi, as i’ll be checking both still c:
hello friends. i promise i haven’t abandoned this blog -- i’m just exhausted constantly from work. expect drafts / fun things this weekend <3
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don’t let me go//let me go.
for the painful part .
- “please… i’m scared.”
- “i need you to say it —”
- “please say you love me”
- “don’t let go”
- “don’t give up on me”
- “don’t give up on us”
- “please call me back”
- “i never meant for this to happen”
- “i didn’t — intend to say that”
- “no! you got it all wrong”
- “i—”
- “please… please don’t leave me”
- “you can’t — mean that…”
- “why are you saying all this?!”
- “what does that mean!?”
- “why are you — telling me this now —”
- “what… ? i don’t… understand?”
- “was it – something i said…?”
- “was it – something i did…?”
- “please, talk to me.”
- “please – tell me what’s wrong”
- “please, please just — listen to me!”
- “that’s not what i said!”
- “what i meant was (…)”
- “are you – leaving me…?”
- “you – … no — not you too, no, please…”
- “you’re all i have – please don’t do this…”
for the also painful part.
- “i think it’s best if we stop here.”
- “i had fun but – i just can’t do this anymore.”
- “i don’t feel the same way you do.”
- “it’s — it’s not you, it’s me and… i don’t love you.”
- “it’s over, okay?”
- “i have to end this now before it escalates into you being hurt.”
- “this isn’t easy for me either, but we’re just — different.”
- “we’re not at the same page right now, I can’t do this.”
- “i can’t live like this anymore.”
- “i can’t do this anymore.”
- “it feels fake from my side. i can’t lie to you anymore.”
- “i don’t want to hurt you anymore.”
- “i said that… it’s over.”
- “i need a break. we need a break…”
- “we have to stop, please.”
- “i can’t give you want you want. i’m sorry.”
- “i’m sorry.”
- “i’m sorry i wasted your time.”
- “i don’t love you, i never did —”
- “we’re just not meant to be, okay?”
- “this is not meant to be.”
- “i need to leave.”
- “you have to let me go.”
･ﾟ✧ ( send ◆ to kiss river’s neck || accepting ! || @imjustanauthor ) ･ﾟ✧
It was a RARE instance for River Song to allow herself such a lack of control. However everything about this had been outside of her normal realm of control – She shouldn’t even be HERE. God, why can’t she leave well enough alone? Why can’t she just leave him be… Why did she constantly find ways to insert herself into his life? And why, oh why, couldn’t she stick to the SHADOWS like she’d intended?No part of her should be allowing his lips and teeth to explore the curve of her neck – And no part of her should be sighing, running her fingers through his hair, and ENCOURAGING him. ❝ …Perhaps we should take this inside, hm? ❞What on Earth was wrong with her? Well, to be fair, maybe letting him kiss her neck in an alleyway wasn’t exactly ideal. But she certainly shouldn’t be suggesting a SECOND LOCATION.
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vaememes
send ' ◆ ' for my muses reaction to yours nibbling/biting their neck.
alternatively send ’ ◆ + reverse ’ for my muse to nibble/bite your muses neck.
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( @shootsfezzes liked for Thirteen )
“Sweetie…”
New lips sprout a smile. Such an odd feeling—every smile is different, each one with its own unique pull. This one is no different, especially aimed at the one she’s waited so long to see. She steps closer, tendrils of blond hair lifting away from her face by the breeze. New, so very new.
“I hope I didn’t keep you waiting too long.”
A glance over her shoulder, curls bouncing around her face -- suddenly River’s locking eyes with the other woman. One might expect a repetition of last time -- When she’d spent nearly an entire day unable to recognize the Doctor behind gray hair and frankly obnoxious eyebrows. This time, though, her lips curl into a smile to match. River’s been expecting the Time Lord, knowing that when she leaves her messages, the Doctor’s not far behind.
No matter what face he. . . SHE wore this time around.
❝ Just long enough. Hello, sweetie. ❞
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❥ NON - SEXUAL ACTS OF DOMINANCE .
feel free to edit or elaborate as you please . ( add ‘ reverse ‘ to your message if you’d like to see how my muse would perform the action ) . otherwise , send in one of these for my muse’s reaction to …
- [ lit ] your muse lighting a cigarette , spliff , etc. for mine .
- [ order ] your muse ordering for mine at a restaurant or bar .
- [ guide ] your muse putting a hand on mine’s back to lead them .
- [ pay ] your muse paying for mine at a store , bar , restaurant , etc . ( you can specify where or for what . )
- [ open ] your muse opening a door for mine .
- [ dry ] your muse drying mine off with a towel after a shower , bath , swimming , etc .
- [ instruct ] your muse giving mine instructions / telling them what to do .
- [ groom ] your muse adjusting mine’s appearance , such as straightening a tie , fixing their hair , or buttoning their shirt for them , etc .
- [ direct ] your muse taking mine by the chin and telling them to look yours in the eye .
- [ disagree ] your muse sternly telling mine ‘ no ‘ .
- [ rest ] your muse resting their arm over mine’s shoulder / s .
- [ clean ] your muse cleaning a smudge of something off mine’s cheek , forehead , etc . feel free to specify what and how .
- [ answer ] your muse answering a question meant for mine .
- [ coat ] your muse holds mine’s coat out for them while they put it on .
- [ pilot ] your muse taking mine by the arm , hand , shoulder , etc . to lead them .
- [ stare ] your muse staring mine down .
- [ placement ] your muse telling mine to sit down .
- [ teach ] your muse taking control of mine’s hand , arm , hips , etc . to make sure they do something correctly .
- [ patience ] your muse telling mine to be patient .
- [ tears ] your muse wiping away mine’s tears .
- [ swat ] your muse swatting mine’s hand away from something they’re not supposed to touch .
- [ jewelry ] your muse clasping a piece of jewelry for mine , such as a necklace , or earrings .
- [ enough ] your muse commanding mine to stop talking .
- [ retrieve ] your muse requesting or ordering mine to retrieve them something .
- [ invite ] your muse inviting mine to sit on their lap .
- [ lean ] your muse inviting mine to lean into their side while they’re sitting or laying together .
- [ calm ] your muse telling mine to ‘ just breathe ‘ .
- [ scold ] your muse scolding mine for something .
- [ comfort ] your muse pulling mine into a reassuring hug .
- [ approval ] your muse complimenting mine on a choice they’ve made .
- [ beckon ] your muse beckoning mine to them without speaking .
- [ laces ] your muse lacing , tying , or zipping something for mine , such as shoes , a dress , or a jacket , etc .
- [ stay ] your muse telling mine to stay in the car .
- [ defend ] your muse defending mine’s reputation , dignity , or safety for them .
- [ feed ] your muse feeding mine something , feel free to specify what .
- [ volume ] your muse demanding mine speak louder .
- [ read ] your muse reading something to mine .
- [ refill ] your muse refilling mine’s glass for them .
- [ possessive ] your muse resting their hand on mine’s leg or the small of their back while they’re sitting beside each other .
( @fobwatchedcenturion // continued from x )
❝ Oh, come on. . . I’m not hurt. And I broke his nose. At least be a LITTLE proud of me. ❞
( @thistimefeelsnew // continued from x )
❝ ‘n since when are y’ the BOSS of me, hm?? ❞ Blimey, she really WAS drunk. It had been a very long time ( years. . . decades, even ? ) since she’d allowed herself to indulge like this. Normally, she stuck to good, familiar, human alcohol. While not as potent as some other substances the universe had to offer, it was something that could metabolize through her physiology with relative ease. However, when it came to something STRONGER. . . Well, that’s when she was reminded that she wasn’t exactly human, but she was wasn’t a Time Lord, either. Luckily, her wife was here to lean on -- And lean on her she did. It was honestly a miracle River Song was even upright. With the Doctor’s arms tightened around her waist, River took that as an invitation to sling her arms clumsily around the taller woman’s neck. ( well. . . taller only because River’s heels were currently dangling from one of her hands ) A dazed grin found it’s way to her features as she brushed her nose along the Doctor’s jaw. ❝ What if ‘nstead of all tha’ I said I needed a DOCTOR. . . ❞
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3 LITTLE WORDS... || starter pack
Send me one to see how my muse reacts. Some are fluffy, some are angsty, some are smutty, some are something else entirely…
Some of these may be triggering or NSFW!
- “I love you.”
- “I hate you.”
- “Go fuck yourself.”
- “I guess so…”
- “I guess not.”
- “Love me, please.”
- “Don’t say that.”
- “Don’t do that.”
- “Don’t touch me.”
- “Please, hold me.”
- “Pain changes people.”
- “You haven’t changed.”
- “Please don’t go.”
- “Look behind you.”
- “Go kill yourself.”
- “I can change.”
- “Don’t ever change.”
- “Want a hit?”
- “Do you smoke?”
- “Fuck me now.”
- “Take my hand.”
- “Lead the way.”
- “Duck and cover!”
- “Just go home.”
- “Take me home.”
- “Walk me there?”
- “Everyone, shut up!”
- “Just shut up.”
- “Please stop it.”
- “Please don’t die.”
- “I need you.”
- “I want you.”
- “Want a hug?”
- “Want a kiss?”
- “Are you sure?”
- “Are you lying?”
- “That’s the truth.”
- “I’m not lying.”
- “Oh my God.”
- “For fuck’s sake!”
- “I got it.”
- “I found it.”
- “Call me later.”
- “Text me later.”
- “Don’t call me.”
- “Are you crying?”
- “I wasn’t crying.”
- “Please don’t laugh.”
- “Please don’t cry.”
- “That’s a lie.”
- “What’d they say?”
- “What’ll it be?”
- “It’s last call.”
- “It’s almost midnight.”
- “Do you promise?”
- “That’s a promise.”
- “Are you serious?”
- “Don’t bullshit me.”
- “I punched him.”
- “I killed him.”
- “I kissed him.”
- “I love him.”
- “I hate him.”
- “I lied before.”
- “I’m so sorry.”
- “I’m not sorry.”
- “I’ll come over.”
- “Can you come?”
- “Want to cuddle?”
- “Maybe we should.”
- “Maybe we shouldn’t.”
- “You don’t say.”
- “Make me come.”
- “Did you come?”
- “I stole it.”
- “I broke it.”
- “Any bones broken?”
- “Are you okay?”
- “Are you hurt?”
- “That must’ve hurt.”
- “He was lying.”
- “It’s our song.”
- “Can I help?”
- “Help me out.”
- “Please, for me?”
- “Anything for you.”
- “I doubt it.”
- “I believe you.”
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@shootsfezzes from here.
There’s a quiet moment in which the Doctor LISTENS to her wife, brow arched and arms folded across her chest. She can imagine it now, breaking and entering to probably recover something SPARKLY and EXPENSIVE and nothing but a mere possession and easily replaced.
It’s fortunate that she’s been dying to dress up.
“—-I SUPPOSE, but you’re going to need a distraction too. Have you thought this through, or are we going with the old classic of making it up as we go along?”
❝ Oh, like you’re not enough of a distraction, sweetie? ❞ She’s teasing, clearly, and part of her has thought this through. . . Well, if one counted knowing that her wife would NEVER turn down the opportunity to dress up as thinking something out. Leaning against the TARDIS console, she gives the Doctor a little smile. ❝ Regardless, I’m sure we’ll come up with SOMETHING. Now, go change, preferably into something PRETTY. We don’t want to be late. ❞
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Her heart sinks slightly, weighing heavy beneath her lungs. She should have anticipated that answer. Especially from River. And yet, when the words pass through her daughter’s lips, Amy can’t help but feel a sting prick at her eyes. She’s missed so much. She couldn’t even begin to fathom the kinds of things melody must have seen.
There was a part of her that picked at the idea that it may have been greedy, or selfish to learn of her daughter’s past. She’d spent a lifetime with her before.
Granted, beneath her nose, but she had grown up alongside her. Asking for more information seemed to be wearing the wire thin.
Nodding her head quietly, the woman almost steps forward, hand desperate to touch her. Just in his small moment. Allowing her to be her mother. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry that we couldn’t save you. Before. Before it got to this.”
Though she’d swear up and down that she was not the sentimental type -- River Song’s actions showed her to be otherwise. Hell, she’d made sure to grown up alongside Amy, she’d become her mother’s BEST FRIEND. Anything to be close, to allow herself the relationship she would never have. Of course she can’t blame Amy for her reaction -- It’s the reaction she assumes that most mothers would have facing adult children they were never allowed to properly know. She ASSUMES, because she’s never properly known what mothers do. But that’s neither here nor there. Just as every other time -- River will insist that she’s FINE. She’s absolutely fine, and she turned out that way despite what had become of her childhood. ❝ Don’t. . . ❞ Her voice is gentle, in such a way that feels almost foreign on her tongue, ❝ Don’t. . . Don’t blame yourself. Don’t you DARE blame yourself. ❞ River found herself itching to reach for Amy as well -- To allow herself this small comfort. To be a daughter, holding her mother. But instead, her conditioning got the best of her and she stood stock still. ❝ None of this, and I do mean NONE of this, was ever your fault. ❞