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Maricela | 25 | Whatever I’m obsessed with definitely controls my content. Oh! And, I kind of write sometimes.
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Happy January Joy! @bellarkejanuaryjoy

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: The 100 (TV) Rating: Not Rated Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Bellamy Blake/Clarke Griffin Characters: Clarke Griffin, Bellamy Blake, John Murphy (The 100) Additional Tags: Clarke Griffin & John Murphy Friendship, I love a good clurphy friendship, Friends to Lovers, inspired by all your exes, Bellarke Summary:

Clarke is Bellamy's girlfriend, and she doesn't think she can feel happier, but one night out with their friends, they run into his exes, and she's reminded of the fact she was once his best friend before she became his partner which meant she knows all the details of his previous relationships.

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I need help finding a bellarke fanfic. I remember it starts with Clarke and Raven in a bathroom, and Clarke is crying and confessing her feelings about Bellamy, but little does she know that Echo is in one of bathroom stalls and hears everything.

Help me find it please!

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Second Chances

Summary:  Nothing seems to be going right for Clarke Griffin. She graduated from art school and can't find any work, so she's been working in a garden shop for the last couple of years. She’s fallen into a routine that is anything but healthy. But things seem to change for her when the Blake siblings come into her life. 

Clarke’s head was already pounding, and she hadn’t even opened her eyes. If she was being honest with herself, she wasn’t even sure where she was. There was a bar and a few too many beers mixed with too many shots and a hot bartender serving them, and she was pretty sure she closed out the bar to go home with said bartender—to have great sex but to also have a place to sleep for the night.
Rubbing the sleep from her eyes, she pushes herself up and against the wall, holding the bedsheet to her bare chest, and the movement only made the throbbing in her head all that much worse. She waited for the room to stop spinning to search for her phone, to find it laying on the bedside table on top of a note she was assuming was meant for her.
I tried to wake you but you were out cold and I had work. But I had a lot of fun last night maybe we could do it again. -Niylah
So, that what was her name.
Niylah had scribbled her number under her name, and Clarke knew she wouldn’t call. Not unless she was desperate for a place to sleep. She tried to be as detached from people as possible. It wasn’t always like that, but after she lost more than a piece of herself, it seemed like it was the easiest way to go through life. Before she could harp on it too much, she cleaned herself up in the bathroom and said an awkward goodbye to the back of whom she assumed was Niylah’s roommate and hurried out the door in hopes of making it to work on time, even though Clarke was pretty sure she was going to be late.
continue reading on A03 here
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I’ll admit I’ve never been affected by a characters death that I couldn’t shake off after an hour or so or been really invested in a show (I lied I was way deep into Girl Meets World), but Bellamy’s death kind of messed with my head to the point where I’ve felt like it affected me mentally and emotionally. I found solace in the 100, the characters, and the ships (mainly Bellarke), and now it’s like I can’t find enjoyment in something that brought me joy because of the shit show that is season 7. (This means I can’t really watch the show or edits or read fanfic at the moment, and I was looking forward to watching the entire series once the last season was added to Netflix.)

BUT!

I have started reading the novels by Kass Morgan since watching last week’s episode, and if anyone is feeling the same way I am, I suggest turning to the books. Especially if you liked Wells because he’s a main character, and I’m loving it because I loved Wells in the show. Anyways, this is where the characters that we loved originated from, and it shows us who the characters are and what they are to each other, and it helps with the disaster that Jason Rothenberg has given us. 

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Someone pls write a bellarke fic where Clarke is just fine after Bellamy’s death until she’s discussing a plan with Raven and the others, in which they’re telling her it’s a bad plan but she just replies “it’s the only choice”. She stops talking immediately and everyone can tell that something just happened because she looks kind of broken but they don’t understand, and all of the sudden she’s whispering only choice over and over until she’s on the floor and she can’t breathe because it’s an oxymoron, and wow she loved Bellamy, and now he’s gone, and she can’t breathe.

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miissmr

I don’t know what you had in mind, but I couldn’t sleep so I thought I write a little something. 

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funneeb

Yall ever procrastinate sleeping? Like you should be asleep and you want to but you just.. keep doing more things for no reason?

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otto-rocket

First day of life up until 6th grade 

Jumped all the way to Freshman year of High School

Then I cut my hair Junior year, why did I do that

Slowly it started growing back and then….

I finally felt comfortable to express myself (the picture on the left was my debut)

At this point in my transition I am 6 months into HRT

A year on HRT

Over a year and a half on hormones. My transition hasn’t been the clearest path but I am so happy that I am on it.

Update:

2 years since my coming out 

2 years on hrt

2.3 years on hrt

2 and a half years on hormones 

Its been a while since I’ve done an update so here it goes

At this point I am 3 years into my Hormone Replacement Therapy. I’m thriving. 

These pictures were taken days apart and I am 3 and a half years into my medical transition (The picture on the right was also posted by Instagram on all their major social media handles attached with an interview I did with them for International Women’s Month)

During this time I was 4 years into HRT. Clearly living for it.

I am currently 4 and a half years into HRT, 5 years into socially transitioning, 6 years into when i first came out to my community around me and I’m loving life more than I ever thought I would. 

Lil mini update!! It’s my 5 years on hormones and I think that’s quite the milestone to be proud of so here’s some pics since the last update.

Can’t wait to see how the next 5 years go!

New Update!!

Today is my 6 years on HRT! Half a dozen years seems like it went by a lot faster than i thought it would but I’m so grateful for the place that I’m in both with my appearance and my perception of myself. I feel a confidence I never thought I could achieve.

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poguesgold

HOW TO DONATE TO BLM WHEN YOU HAVE NO MONEY

a black woman named zoe amira posted a video on youtube. this video is an hour long and filled with art and music from black creators. it has a ton of ads, and in result will rack up a ton of revenue. 100% of the ad revenue from the video will be dispersed between various blm organizations, including bail-out funds for protesters. it will be split between the following, dependent on necessity

  1. brooklyn bail fund
  2. minnesota freedom fund
  3. atlanta action network
  4. columbus freedom fund
  5. louisville community bail fund
  6. chicago bond
  7. black visions collective
  8. richmond community bail fund
  9. the bail project inc
  10. nw com bail fund
  11. philadelphia bail fund
  12. the korchhinski-parquet family gofundme
  13. george floyd’s family gofundme
  14. blacklivesmatter.com
  15. reclaim the block
  16. aclu
turn off your adblocker and put the video on repeat. do not skip ads. let it play on loop whether you’re listening or not. mute the tab if you need to focus elsewhere. but let. it. play.
youtube will donate to blm for you.

please, please reblog. for people who don’t have money to spare, this is incredibly important information to have.

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rawjoy

being apolitical is being complicit. being silent is being complicit. being indifferent is being complicit. black lives matter. black lives matter. black lives matter.

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winetae

i understand that not everyone can donate rn even if they really wanted to. i myself am currently unemployed and cannot donate much more than i already have atm !! not donating is okay - pls don’t feel guilty if you do not have the means to do so.

if donating is not a possibility right now, ive found this 1 hour video you can watch on youtube where all proceeds from the ad revenue will go to an organization to help the cause (more info in the video’s description). op has compiled songs and art from Black artists to listen to. you can leave it on to play in the background or plug in earphones and go about your business as usual. it can’t get more simple than that.

as a fandom that’s known to mass stream, it would be amazing if you could channel that energy into watching this video !!!!!

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