This needs Addressing

Hello to all of you,

As you may all know, I am Admin Ash. For those who don’t, I am one of the main moderators in this blog.

As you may all know, this blog has been inactive for quite sometime and even though requests and questions keep coming in, no one is really getting responses and for that, I apologize. I realize that the last post in this blog was done more or less nine months ago and since then, we have been very inactive. From my part, I have a reason.

As many of our old followers know, last year I was caught in a very bad car accident, though I was unharmed it did take a toll on my family and I leading for me to give up my opportunity of going to study abroad. During this time as well, I found myself caught in a big fight with a very good friend of mine due to a dumb comment on a kpop post. Due to this fight and the ever growing toxicity of the fandom in general, I distanced myself from the entire kpop scene. I may have already addressed this, but I feel as though you guys need the full story.

I still supported my top groups, but I loathed and hid from it. I decided to take on new hobbies and interests in hopes to pull through. Not too long after, due to the issue of my accident my university called me and informed me that they were going to offer me a new chance to go study abroad. Rather than aiming for Europe, I decided to come to the States; where I currently reside. During this time of recuperation, I refound my love and interest for video games and with one of my closest friends, we became very involved in gaming. As I became more and more involved in the community, I completely forgot about what had happened with kpop and one day I caught myself not skipping a song; this is when I decided I wanted to write something, which I did but once I logged into tumblr and saw the same toxicity that I had left, I got frightened and just stashed away my writing yet again. Tumblr in general became so toxic, I just left it alone. I didn’t want to come back here, ever. I do occasionally reblog something but that’s it. I am in no communities or anything.

I, currently, am residing in Colorado studying and working. I have never been happier. I am training for recreational ice skating and I am pulling through. During a long bath, I caught myself thinking about the future of these blogs and I couldn’t find an answer. Those who I met here and have kept contact with me know that I would never ditch them, but in the case with Sky and myself, we got distanced. Sky and I are polar opposites and while I was very involved in my university life, she was involved in her personal life; something I respect. In the short chats we have had, we never discussed the future of these blogs and at this point I feel like neither of us will ever have an answer. Which I will officially announce my retirement as a writer in this blog. I am not abandoning the blog or anything, I will continue to moderate it in Sky’s name if she decides not to continue working on it or decides to hang her mittens. We really tried to work through thick and thin, but it was not working out. This blog has so many nice memories that I will forever cherish, but memories are just that and I cannot hold myself back for them. The future of this blog will continue to remain uncertain until Sky and myself come up with an answer.

I believe that this post has become lengthy enough. From today, November 11th of 2017, at 9:01pm mountain time, the ask box and submission box will close until further notice. Until we decide what is to happen, we will not continue to raise your hopes with a return. Thank you for the support during all of this time. I bid my farewells.

With love,

Admin Ash.

I was planning on posting, but my heart is heavy after hearing about Carrie Fisher's passing. Our Princess is, now, one with the Force.

What’s this? What’s this? A Blue Wonderland that I have failed to come to throughout the entire semester?

Yeah, I completely realize that I failed to come into the blog for over six months and that I have failed in my duties as an admin TwT I formally extend my most sincerest apologies to all of you.

I am well aware that there was no content uploaded here during the time of my absence and I am guilty of this.

Initially, I was planning on formally retiring from the blog and retiring from tumblr as a whole. Due to some psychological abuse I sustained through social media, I nearly closed down every social media account I had. I wrote down what I wanted to say but words did not suffice to express how I felt. Though, I am well aware I must address a topic I’ve failed to speak of for the past months.

As we all know, the fandoms have been growing significantly, not something negative for any group but the environment surrounding what I once considered a safe haven has become extremely toxic. I can no longer think fondly of the genre I once considered my boost of inspiration to the point that I tried to avoid anything that had to do with k-pop, in general. Friendships were fractured because of it. I do not wish for those who still see it as a plausible escape from reality to experience the exact same thing I have, but for the sake of everyone that still hold the genre tightly in their hearts, I will attempt to post new and creative content.

Though I initially intended in closing the chapter of Admin Ash in my life, I think I will keep it open for just awhile longer.

This does not serve as an excuse for my absence, but stand still. I cannot promise constant updates because my academic progress is growing difficult by the semester but I do hope that my time in this blog is not further shortened.

Thank you so much. Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year <3

Straddle and Kiss

Could I get a gif reaction of Rap Monster,Suga,And Jimin when you suddenly straddle them and kiss their neck while your watching a movie together?

Holy rabies! I haven’t been here in a long time! Ya’ll are good? No time of chit chat. It’s GIF time!

Suga: *exposes his neck and keep watching the movie with a smirk on his lips*

Rap Monster: I think ‘playing’ with you would be much more interesting than this movie.

Jimin: You’re so playful tonight~ I’ll play with you once we finish the movie, okay?