sucking the marrow out of life doesn’t mean choking on the bone

                                                                                        dead poets society, 1989.

yes i am smart. yes i am stupid. it’s called being flexible.

— Fernando Pessoa, The Book of Disquiet (via freelance-philosopher)

“I have a real soft spot for those old school romantic jazz standards and ballads. And I have a lot of sweet memories of those, too. The first time being in love and sharing those songs with somebody.”

swimming in your eyes, in your eyes, in your eyes… egyptian blue.

Little Women (2019) dir. Greta Gerwig

movies watched in 2020 ⇁ mama mia!

what part of “hiiii” do u not get??? i am in Iove with u

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Anyway, isn’t it weird how you can love a voice

my mom says she’s not a hugger. but when i put my arms around her on a gloomy day or after bad news she’s the last to let go. my dad says he doesn’t want gifts on his birthday, but i see the way his face light up when i get him a card with a nice message and a box full of chocolate anyway. he’s just a kid inside, still. it makes him giddy. my brother never says i love you. but when i tell him “i just need to finish the dishes before i vacuum!” he wordlessly goes to vacuum the entire house before i can, and if he sees me struggle with a wrapper or a jar or a bottle he mutters ‘c’mere’ and opens it for me without even sparing me a glance. the thing is, people love you quietly, and you love them quietly, and the air is buzzing with tiny but grand gestures & once you look for them, you find them everywhere. i think that’s really beautiful.

But it would’ve been fun, if you would’ve been the one.

if i dont have a sword fight with a cute boy in an abandoned castle in this life, then I don't want it