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unfortunately unfocused

@unfortunatelyunfocused / unfortunatelyunfocused.tumblr.com

aromantic asexual disaster • 29 • scatterbrain • tired™ • writeblr • excerpts
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I’m currently mostly not checking this blog and my blog @focusdumbass a lot because of private issues that are very stressful and draining (divorce and regulation of when the father will be responsible for our two children and he has different opinions on that and does whatever he wants without having a fixed rhythm so any sort of planning is like impossible, he also flips for every shit so yeah, that’s fun)

on the bright side, I actually will have an occupation in part-time starting 31st of August so I’m excited, yay

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having about a dozen ideas unwritten, another dozen scattered on paper scraps everywhere, and several saved on my laptop, I’m glad to say ALL of these projects have names and they do not change. Ever.

But this one WIP? This particular one? Ha! Could be this, that, something totally else OR something I never heard of! Who knows, certainly not me, definitely not the WIP spirit stuck in it.

Introducing a shitton of projects to you, goodest person out there, all have names but this little shit stuck to the bottom of the box? This one has 6 or 7 names. Who knows tomorrow it might have 22, it’s gonna be a surprise. Yes for me too!

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── last line tag

@dustylovelyrun tagged me over on focusdumbass as well as on this blog, thanks for the tag!

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The Handbook Of The Recently Deceased - as far as Neve knew - was a standard sized little booklet, most unremarkable for the living, but so very much more crucial for the dead. It contained the wishes they had not let go of even in death, things they wanted to do at all costs before they left the realm of the living, or names of places or people they absolutely needed to find.
For those who could see the dead, those little leaflets - sometimes thin and sometimes as thick as a 350k-word novel - were nothing strange to see laying around. At best, you were able to read them or bits and pieces of it and could nudge the recently deceased into the right direction in case they were looking for something or someone.
Odd, however, was finding such a leaflet - folded and crumpled in all the wrong ways - in Evan’s pockets.
Evan, for all Neve knew, looked very much alive after all.

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Tagging umpf, uhh (without obligation) ... @elenajohansenauthor, @writingamongthecoloredroses, and anyone else who would like to play, just say I tagged you

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── last line tag

@maryscots​ tagged me two days ago, thank you. also sorry for the continuous lateness to everything my motivation to actually write and not only imagine the story in my head is a fickle bitch

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Flickers of moonlight scurried into the shadows as if to hide from a threat, and the chrysanthemums stilled their song.

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ugh this is the part I’m bad at because I have no clue who does tag games uhh, tagging @jojoscoffeeandwriting @soul-write @sundaynightnovels and @etjwrites but there is no obligation to do it, feel free to ignore.

This is also an open tag for anyone who hasn’t been tagged but wants to play, just snatch the tag and say I tagged you!

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last line tag

tagged by @farrradays like a week ago; thank you so much <3

“This is unacceptable.”
If it were any other voice, Rowan would have paid it no mind. Firstly, because she didn't have enough mind to pay at that moment; second, Rowan Cairns had always been unacceptable and the world paid no kindness to things like her.
She was not Adelaide Scott; the voice railing at her was.
“It's one thing for you never to attend classes — you've never cared enough about any of this — but you don't get to ruin this for me. Are you even listening, Cairns?”
Rowan cut in, “I must not be listening well enough, because I think I heard you tell me what I do and don't get to do.”
Her voice sounded devoid of any supposed anger, even to her own ears. She wanted to blame Adelaide, claim she'd pillaged the room of all disdain and haughtiness with none left for Rowan, but that wasn't quite true. Adelaide had always burned brighter, but that was not why Rowan couldn't bring herself to glimmer most days. If anything, Adelaide was the reason life still smoldered somewhere in her bones. She was the sun to Rowan's barren rock, forever stuck in a distant orbit.

—ROWAN CAIRNS' POV

[Keepers Call a Lightning]

tagging @thegreyboywrites @unfortunatelyunfocused and @kowlazovdi ( feel free to ignore if you don't want to play ) along with anyone else who wants to share a last line.

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“I looked at him, and I smiled, and said, I’ll see you in a few months, and Please remember to shave, and he nodded, and I kissed both of his cheeks and hugged him tight, but not tight enough to last me a lifetime. See you soon, I said, and I wonder—did he know I wouldn’t see him again? Was part of him already missing? I still ask myself if there was anything at all that I could have done. If we can’t save those that we love, then what can we do at all? Ninety-three days later, the TV was buzzing in the background while he sat on the side of his bed, opened the bottom drawer of his bedside table, and pulled out a gun. The TV was buzzing as he stood in front of his wardrobe mirror, opened his mouth, and rested the tip of gun on his tongue. The gunshot startled the neighbours, who called the police. When they found him, he was dead. And clean shaven.”

snakeskin, sedfierisentio

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── first line & last line tag

@sheabutterskyes tagged me for a first line, and @stories-by-rie  @cirianne  @atomic-insomnia (twice) as well as @corishadowfang and @writingamongthecoloredroses (thrice) tagged me for a last line; @pheita and someone else I can’t find in my notes anymore did so too over at focusdumbass -  to all of them I am late in various degrees, sorry for that, guys

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» First Line

It was a matter of heartbeats.

» Last Line(s)

Upon the thirteenth strike, the bleak streets outside disappeared in a blink. The streetlanterns shivered, their warm lights dying away under the sudden, heavy snowfall. Thick, puffy snowflakes quickly lined the windowsill, freezing the corners of the window instantly, the steam of the hot tea like weak clouds against the icy sheen spreading across the glass.

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Tagging, without any obligation to do it, @chauceryfairytales @rhikasa  @raevenlywrites and anyone else who’d like to share a line, just say I tagged you

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writeness
The way I made friends was the way shy little girls entered the pool. They stood on the top step in the shallow end, and then took another, and another, until they were standing three feet deep. This was like being pushed into the deep end.

Welcome to Aldwick Academy. Stay away from the Aldwick Four.

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—  last line tag

I’m very late to all of those tags, sorry! I think by now @writingamongthecoloredroses tagged me like 3 times at least and another tag comes from @kryskakikomi about more than a week ago I think over at focusdumbass

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The old mansion, with its wildly overgrown garden, lay silent among the towering trees.

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Tagging @adie-dee @raevenlywrites @sadsentinel and @extraisthmus because those were the first few people to show up in a last line tag search; of course, feel free to ignore the tag

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writeness

tw: hanging

an excerpt from aldwick academy! mara approaches wil to ask her to join the coven !! definitely needs some editing & fleshing out but a good start to an important scene!

would you guys like to see a wip intro for mara soon?

taglist below the cut, ask to be added/removed!

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writeness

NAME: Theodore “Theo” Caldwell | ELEMENT: Air

AGE: 17 | LOCATION: aldwick academy

WANTS: to do the right thing

LOVES: books, whiskey, old movies

HATES: being wrong, loud noises

SPECIAL SKILLS: getting what he wants with charm & manners, immune to lung damage from smoking

Theo is one of the founding members of the Aldwick Coven, representing the element of air. Theo likes to do magic by the book—especially once they have the grimoire of the original Aldwick Coven. He is unfailingly polite and can weaponize his charm to get what he wants, often keeping the coven out of trouble.

EXCERPT:

She stopped short as the classroom door opened. A slight breeze wafted in from the hallway, cooler than the body-filled classroom, regardless how high the ceilings were. A tall boy walked in, his button-down uniform shirt nearly as tight as Lana’s had been. He walked as though he were campaigning for something, though I had no idea what. 
“Terribly sorry,” he said, scanning the classroom for an open seat, then turning to smile at her. 
“Mr. Caldwell,” Mrs. Sawyer said. “So lovely of you to join us…” She glanced at the clock beside the door. “What is it now, twenty minutes late?” Her tone was hard to interpret—like she meant to be stern, but each word was cloaked in fondness. 
“Twenty-three, unfortunately,” Caldwell replied, running his hand through his dark curls. He  seemed mildly bothered by his tardiness, but not at all bothered by Mrs. Sawyer calling him on it.

taglist below cut! ask to be added/removed:

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ALTHEA JORDAN (Something Wicked)

  • Althea is one of the witches in what previously was Cameron's mom's coven.
  • Her gift is psychometry
  • But since she won't use it, her other specialty is herbal magic
  • She discovered her powers when she came into her parents' bedroom as a kid. Touching the headboard, she saw her dad with another woman.
  • When Althea told her mom, she was brought to a psychologist.
  • It was Cameron's mom, Prue, that saved her from years and years of people telling her she didn't actually see anything. Prue told Althea's mom that she had a natural remedy for her, and she told Althea what to say to adults. Prue took her under her protective wing, so now Althea is hellbent on finding her before it's too late.
  • She has an half sister, born from her dad's affair. The two of them hang out sometimes. Althea resents her dad for what he did, but her sister - she discovered - is actually a nice person, and has no fault in that.
  • Given that Althea sensed the demon when she touched the burnt mark it left at Prue's house, she is the only one who can truly track it.
  • Althea dresses in mixed styles; she likes leather booths and jackets, and she wears her crystals and her necklaces at the same time. Sometimes she dresses more simply, sometimes she likes to imitate what a witch should look like
  • She's the grumpy part of the group.
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last line tag

I got tagged by @unfortunatelyunfocused and @thewalkingnerdx, thank you two very much! Here is a snippet line from Invincible. Jeanne calls Ahn one evening and they… call a truce? I cut the spoiler out though.

“I can’t sleep, Ahn”, she said, her voice too high pitched. Ahn didn’t know what to say but the sadness in the other’s voice tore at her heart. Evil? Jeanne? Crying Jeanne?
 “I am so sorry I shouldn’t bother you, I am sorry”, the muffled voice appeared in the phone again.
 “No, no it’s okay. I am here for you”, Ahn replied out of reflex and as she spoke her own voice was cracking too. Mira took her hand, patiently waiting until she would tell her what happened. “Why can’t you sleep?”, she asked quietly and ignored the irritated looks on Mira and Eymen’s face.
 “I – I am afraid.” A sob. “Are you really believing me now? […]” Her voice was shaking so bad, the beeping hospital machines in the background went a little faster now. “I am so afraid he will look for me.” A gasp. “I am so scared, Ahn. And I am so sorry.”
Ahn couldn’t help herself anymore and now tears were running down her face as well.
 “I am sorry too, Jeanne”, she cried into her phone and took a deep breath. “Let’s work together then yes? Please let’s just focus on this one thing.”
 “Yes. But I still will never forgive you”, Jeanne sobbed. Ahn started to laugh out loud over her own tears.
 “That’s fine, I will never forgive you either.”
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eluari

Characters of Born to the Sea: Laudan Calieri (PoV Character)

“Show no mercy.” [Heressian Code]  

COMMANDER. HERESSIAN NOBLE. HERO. TRAITOR.

❖ He lived a lie forcing him to embody everything he hated.

❖ If there was a hell, it was here. If there was a monster it was them. The Heressia took no prisoners. They wiped their enemies from the face of the world.

❖ They made him a commander. There was no greater honour. To refuse the title would be an unforgivable weakness. He took up the sword and faced Athos. For a moment it was as if he looked at an older version of himself. No, he would never be like his father.

❖ He had never believed in love, never allowed himself to feel it. But now, in these days when he was free, truly free, when he was merely Laudan, something awakened in him. Something he was too afraid to name, because it could not exist once he was Lord Calieri again.

Born to the Sea explores a dark, twisted fate between lovers and a truth so harsh, that it might have been better if it didn’t come to light.

Taglist: Send me an ask to be added.

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Taglist Reblog

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the DEFY AUGURY duology ➵ characters ½

Cora Riverheart. 21; water mage; reckless and ruthless; makes running on fumes an art form; bleeding heart meets impeccable control on emotions; seas, smirks, satisfaction of a job well done.

Torrance Cromwell. 23; fire mage; loyal and fierce; sarcasm and stoic exterior hiding a soft lad; temper runs hot and quick, and without any outward warning; hearth, warm-skinned touches, steel will.

Xueqin Zhao. 22; light mage; patient puppetteer; a force of nature that can never be seen coming; just wants everyone to have a good time; history and boardgames nerd who hates to lose; sunlight, sleight of hand, silly laughter.

James Riverheart. 23; broken heart buried inside bent bones; drug addiction and perfect etiquette; aimless wandering to prove worth; jumping through every hoop to please others; gold dust, empty rooms, hatred.

Rylan Brownjay. 21; wind mage; raging and relentless; lost lad trying to save the world; pockets full of daggers and emotions; uses wild creativity only for killing, doesn’t know any other way; high winds, ink-stained fingers, stubborn curls.

Sabina Brownjay. 20; earth mage; snapping teeth and shredding arrows; bitter to the point of no return; vivid imagination and avid talker; meticulous worker and faithful follower; second-in-command whose every breath is for the cause; swaying hair, sharp eyes, light at the end of the tunnel.

Ingram Valenlace. 32; vast plans and wicked heart; ego that could devour the world; jilted ex-general, still hungry for power; unparalleled orator and diligent strategist; conspiracies, back alleys, sweeping pieces off the game board.

Monira Fardin. 23; earth mage; consuming greed and careless selfishness; feet firmly in the ground and sight set on the stars; haughtiness sharper than a double-headed spear; glittering jewellery, domineering braids, voided heart.

Klaus. 22; cunning diplomat and crafty healer; bouyant spirit and charm as far as the eye can see; strong morality and desperate measures; guilt-fuelled late nights to change the world; heavy heads, random kindness, sheepish smiles.

Jürgen. 89; light mage; grieving blood and petrified bones; legacy, legacy, legacy; stalemates achieved with stained hands; tightrope between empire and ruin; kill many to save one, save your son; mass graves, youthful laughter, impossible decisions.

book one intro】【tumblr tag】【wattpad】【ask to be added to the taglist】

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“no big stake conflict, no emotional tense situations, no emotionally draining context between the lines, no source of hurt or sadness in this WIP; it’s gonna be a featherlight resting place for my mental health and I will turn to it smiling and leave it with an even bigger smile“, I remember saying confidently a week ago while I discover the utmost worst plot point of the whole thing in this very moment

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