Not sure what to post
I'm not sure what to post. I guess an update of life? Or is that boring? Probably do that anyway. I guess I should update about my fandoms, cosplays, fan fictions, and RPGs. I'll start there.
First, an update on Fandoms. This hurts. I haven't watched The Walking Dead since Negan arrived. I haven't watched Doctor Who since the 12th Doctor. I still into Harry Potter. I have devoured Star Wars lately.
Second, an update on cosplay, fan fictions, and rpg. I haven't cosplayed in two years. I haven't had money to go to cons. I haven't written a fan fiction since 2019. My husband (more about that later) wants me to get back into writing. As for RPGs, well, I'm not sure I have the time for them. If I did, it would be slow, no responding right away like I used to years ago.
As for life, well, since being on here, which seems like a lifetime ago, I have been divorced, dated, and now remarried. This is my third AND FINAL marriage. I finally found "the one." First guy I dated after my divorce was really good. The situation was bad for me. He was polyamorous and I am not. He was married and I wanted more time with him. This did not go over well after a couple of years being together. Now, I feel they were a waste of time. Reasons for this feeling come later. Then, I dated someone that took advantage of me. He stole money from me. Wrecked my house. Wrecked my life. I had to kick him out of my house. I really regret that relationship. More time wasted.
Then, I found the one I was meant to be with for the rest of my life. I had seen him times before, but never knew exactly who he was. Ironic things happened that feel like destiny now. He was the cop I had started to admire on the side of the road as he sat in his cruiser scanning for speeders. I had often thought of getting him a cup of coffee or speeding by him just to have him pull me over. But I never did. My mind told him he's probably happily married with kids. One day, he wasn't there anymore. I prayed nothing had happened to him. Then, later, I saw this guy with this cute little mixed girl playing with their dog in the front yard of a house on my way home. I thought, he looks like a nice guy. My mind told me his wife was probably inside the house making dinner or something and it also told me, perhaps not. I wanted to take a long walk just so I could walk by his house to see him and say hi. But I never did. Finally feeling lonely, depressed, and anxious that I would never find anyone, I met this guy online. He was friendly, polite (no dick pics), and easy to talk to. We met in person. We chatted. I found out he was the police officer that sat on the side of the road. He rented the house where I saw his adopted daughter, dog, and him playing in front.
Can I just say "wow!" He had been there the whole time, but I didn't know it. That's how I know he's the one I was meant to be with until we depart this world.
Okay, so that's what's new with me. I hope to chat with some of you soon!