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#still whining about this#it really hurts me that after being close for so long and so in sync with each other#she just disappeared leaving me like that and coming back a bunch of time later acting like a stranger#ignoring me and treating me like shit#with superior toned messages that sound like im just a nosey inconvenience#leaving me with no explanation no nothing#i know people are allowed to get tired of me and move on#but i feel like i havent done anything to deserve this#i also know that it’s wrong to run after people if they clearly don’t care / don’t want you anymore#i’m just so sad and tired#i keep having these memories from the past and think about how things were dofferent and so much better before#different*
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#random post pt 2#about me#i dont even know why im doing this again#but im very sad#again whats new#there is a friend of mine who i used to be very close to#we talked about a lot of things#like we just had a very intimate friendship#she once told me that talking to me and confiding in me was like talking and confiding to herself#because she really trusted me#and then one day she just disappeared#she started to keep things and secrets from me#without me even doing anything to make her react like thay#that*#which is not the point#she is free to do whatever#but she has also being ignoring me and now it feels like we have never even been that close#like we are not even the same people#she’s closed off cutting me off and being very cold towards me#i know it is not up to me because i have done nothing to deserve this treatment#but i feel like friends shouldn’t ignore you all of a sudden and left you wonder what the fuck you did wrong or why you’re left alone
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#im so sad and devastated#someone i knew in high school passed away due to a heart attack#i even feel out of place and inappropriate writing this here but i feel it’s like a coping mechanism that i need right now#and i have been thinking about this all day...#i just can’t process this#when we were in school she was known for being very openly gay and she wasn’t out as a trans girl yet#and she definitely stood out for the way she presented herself#it must have taken her so much courage and strength#like people at#my school took her bravery for granted#cause to them that’s just how she was#but we all know it’s not like that#i just cant believe this#im sorry this is a mess#just me talking to myself because it feels less lonely this way#i am not religious#but i hope she finds the happiness and peace she deserves
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buscandoelparaiso

*muttering to myself* fuckcing…plushie bear…..wearing a fuckfign rolex…fuckin watch…….its a fuckin toy what the fuk……

#shit
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misandry-mermaid

"I don't have a problem with gay people I just don't want them throwing it in my face"

Uh…… you mean like this?

wow. let it be known that tumblr legitimately changed my opinion on something today.

I’m sorry but is there an advert about toilet paper in there. They are legitimately trying to sex up toilet paper.

Source: misandry-mermaid
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