The worst thing about our brakeup
wasn't loosing you
It was remaining with all this love
And not knowing where to put it
The worst thing about our brakeup
wasn't loosing you
It was remaining with all this love
And not knowing where to put it
I look at the girl in the mirror
And for a moment I want so bad to be her
To dress in all the colors of the rainbow
And my smile to light up the room
The kind of girl all the school knows
And whose eyes you'll never forget
The girl who smart without trying
Who's good at sports and art
The one who makes your day
When she smiles your way
But at last I return to my body
And I dress in all black cause
"It makes you look thinner"
And I sink back into the crowd
Cause in my heart i know
I'll never be that girl
"One more"
I look at the freshly soiled edge of the knife
"One more"
My blood is running lazily on my arm
"One more"
I take a deep breath and get up
"One more"
I clean the fresh wounds
"One more"
I lift the blade carefully
"One more"
Whispers the metal
"One more"
I hesitate
I love you.
The words spill into the dark room before I can stop them
Maybe it's the alcohol, maybe it's your perfume
Or maybe it's just the truth
I love you.
You don't answer, but for a moment your hand stops in my hair
For a moment we pretend to be too drunk to understand what I just said
I love you.
Tomorrow we will pretend that they didn't even exist
We'll never talk about that night
Or how our hearts beat in together for a few seconds
I love you.