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G&B

@grayandblues / grayandblues.tumblr.com

I'm a twenty six year-old lad who chose the path to a life of complex roads and myths. Yet, I have decided to breathe, and add a beating of my heart with everything I come to face. I run better when the sky cries as the sun smiles. >>>Please do understand that I'm not like any other
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Come and get to know me a little better ☺️

1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? 2. You talked to an ex today, correct? 3. Have you taken someones virginity? 4. Is trust a big issue for you? 5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently? 6. What are you excited for? 7. What happened tonight? 8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted? 9. Is confidence cute? 10. What is the last beverage you had? 11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? 12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? 13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? 14. What are you going to spend money on next? 15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed? 16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? 17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? 18. The last time you felt broken? 19. Have you had sex today? 20. Are you starting to realize anything? 21. Are you in a good mood? 22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks? 23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s? 24. What do you want right this second? 25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? 26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color? 27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? 28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? 29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? 30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? 31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to? 32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? 33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? 34. Listening to? 35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? 36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? 37. Do you believe in love at first sight? 38. Who did you last call? 39. Who was the last person you danced with? 40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? 41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? 42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? 43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? 44. Do you tan in the nude? 45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? 46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? 47. Who was the last person to call you? 48. Do you sing in the shower? 49. Do you dance in the car? 50. Ever used a bow and arrow? 51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? 52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? 53. Is Christmas stressful? 54. Ever eat a pierogi? 55. Favorite type of fruit pie? 56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? 57. Do you believe in ghosts? 58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? 59. Take a vitamin daily? 60. Wear slippers? 61. Wear a bath robe? 62. What do you wear to bed? 63. First concert? 64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? 65. Nike or Adidas? 66. Cheetos Or Fritos? 67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? 68. Favorite Taylor Swift song? 69. Ever take dance lessons? 70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? 71. Can you curl your tongue? 72. Ever won a spelling bee? 73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? 74. What is your favorite book? 75. Do you study better with or without music? 76. Regularly burn incense? 77. Ever been in love? 78. Who would you like to see in concert? 79. What was the last concert you saw? 80. Hot tea or cold tea? 81. Tea or coffee? 82. Favorite type of cookie? 83. Can you swim well? 84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? 85. Are you patient? 86. DJ or band, at a wedding? 87. Ever won a contest? 88. Ever have plastic surgery? 89. Which are better black or green olives? 90. Opinions on sex before marriage? 91. Best room for a fireplace? 92. Do you want to get married

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Gago naiiyak nanaman ako kasi nagmemessage sakin boss ko ng memes about her work. Tangina hahaha tawa tawa nalang siya kasi aalis na siya pero I can't help not to get senti kasi sobrang mamimiss ko siya

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Life update 05/01/2024

I finally received my IELTS results last April 29. Currently, I'm finally moving forward to process my CGFNS, WES, and some probable state licenses I need to accomplish while looking for an employer. I do hope that I end up with a "direct hire". And I'm kinda happy 'cause I'm finally doing tasks for my own plans. I froze since I passed my ASCP license. There were so many things I had to do for work and some stress I had to process.

Anyway, that IELTS exam story was crazy tho. I was chill when I applied for the exam. Tbh, I didn't have time to review mostly because of work and some errands. Overall, I had less than 5 days to prepare in total since I was kinda over-confident. I know I wasn't that good, but during the exams I gave my best. And for the speaking part, I know I gave a good performance. However, I was really rattled when the examiner was also a Filipino. And to think that I had a hard time listening since there was kind of a noisy background, I was really challenged. That last part when I asked her to repeat the question while simultaneously being agitated might've probably given her a negative vibe. She made me pause 'cause I was interrupting her while repeating. And for that last question, although I was able to answer her quick, I only had less than 30 seconds.

That experience really made me nervous enough to think about taking the PTE. But it really does cost a lot. But I'm grateful. So very grateful to get the band score that I need to finally process my CGFNS. Rawr.

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I was so wrong before. And it's never late to admit shit like that. Also never too late to learn from it. I can improve.

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Anonymous asked:

Congratulations M!

Gago ka anon. Nung nakita ko congratulations mo lumabas sawakas luha ko. Pakyu ka. Thank you.

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I've decided to submit my resignation in July. Or hopefully in June. It might be a month and a half of rendering since there'll be a lot of endorsements. But hey, I have to pressure myself to leave. I've saturated the learnings I have to absorb. And the stress has been worse recently. I'm done.

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Funny that my boss wants me to replace her. And I know I'd like to experience and discover her work, BUT I also love myself. So I'd rather enjoy my youth and just keep the stress in the laboratory. Fuck though, being the chief is so fucked up. It takes a lot of my time and understanding (and I just truly want to deal with my own problems lol). But I've learned and experienced a lot with my current position, so I'm grateful but sadly I'll be leaving soon. It's for the better. But hey, it still feels like I'm a child seated on an older person's chair. Fuck the forced maturity. I've come to maximize the experiences I can saturate from my workplace and it's amazing how those can change and recall some of my perspectives. Life is always about learning and growing. But hey, I'm thankful for all the opportunities, either taken or left untouched.

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Hopefully I'll get fucked and fuck tomorrow. 🫣

I'm so excited hahahahahaha

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