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They decorated this monstrosity all by themselves, I just hooked the ornaments. 😂♥️ #nofilter https://www.instagram.com/p/CIjk9-lnkM0aMBQVUkt3Sj6qNo76QGmCpX81180/?igshid=1vzudhv6jl9nf
My little stinker before heading out to daddy's. 😍❤ https://www.instagram.com/p/B8mI2b3H-2G/?igshid=1izbrzw2or8zt
Can you tell what kind of week it has been?! 😂 https://www.instagram.com/p/B8SX-xgnl6o/?igshid=18r217pvk4yzd
Been in a unicorn onesie since getting off work. 🦄 https://www.instagram.com/p/B7mfeNRAf8P/?igshid=1nkcudk1l1uqz
Cutie at daycare this morning ❤ https://www.instagram.com/p/B7Yu_0dnzjr/?igshid=ywfy4tfc39yb
Got a bird on my head! 😂 working on writing, my books, Patreon ideas and stuff, while drinking hot chocolate and listening to music! Finally got my W-2 today!! https://www.instagram.com/p/B7R4TJDHtsK/?igshid=1cknzlrb75xqd
First selfie of 2020 ❤ #nofilter https://www.instagram.com/p/B6zcBVNHxld/?igshid=mtww7zbwuxq9
When your son wants to do a one shot with a starter kit he got, you do a one shot! #dnd https://www.instagram.com/p/B6yaGJun4Vf/?igshid=zat36n12m2rg
Happy Holidays! ❤ https://www.instagram.com/p/B6gP5q-g9BT/?igshid=14vn5bitztoqy
Everyone has been hit with something, and it keeps going around. Their dad and David just got over being sick, and now the other three have it. A wonderful coworker is covering my shift for tomorrow since taking/handling 3 sick kids, working, and trying to get out of work early for daycare closing early was going to be too much; plus their dad works tomorrow too. I'm the only one that hasn't been hit, and hopefully it stays that way! *knocks on wood* So now there's two days off because my work is closed Christmas day, which means more cuddles and down time to try to help everyone feel better through these fevers! Gifts are wrapped, and the kids are on break until January. But even then mom and dad do their best to not just get in those hours at work, but more importantly coparent to make sure that everyone feels okay! #weareexhausted https://www.instagram.com/p/B6caT5DH7S-/?igshid=m493tipez346
Living that work double life. 🤷😂 #nofilter https://www.instagram.com/p/B6MlPDJHaRo/?igshid=6oedzjsece0d
Brought the kids to work with me, ended up working later than normal and being home at 3:30, put that turkey in the oven, made sides and homemade gravy, and we were eating at 8! Happy Thanksgiving!
Went to a wedding today! ❤
Tidbits
Got my first therapy appointment in 6 months coming up, and am currently character building for a second campaign in January that I'll be playing in!
Trying to figure out videos for YouTube
Still writing my book and poetry
Got a poem published this past Summer with other fellow talented writers!
Went to a book festival and met tons of authors and made some contacts
In Less Than Happy Tidbit News:
My mother stated that I'm dead to her, still blames me for my marriage not working out and the divorce, and said that my bio dad isn't my real dad (Idk if she's aware that we took a paternity test 😂) 🤷
Life Update
It has been awhile!
Currently I'm on a mini vacation with the kids to my bio dads place in Texas, and we'll be back tomorrow. Gotta drop off the kiddos to their dad on our way back home.
I'm still working as a prep/line cook, the kids are 9, 8, 6, and soon to be 4, and since I can't remember if I had shared it here or not: We were legally divorced in April. Visitation is going well, and we're all still kicking and alive!
Ben will start school next year, and I'm not ready!
Stopped school for the Fall since the van needed work done on it (it's fixed now), and not sure about going back. Honestly I probably won't as it's currently a money pit for me. I'm hoping to get a newer vehicle next year after tax season, which means selling the van since I can only afford to keep one vehicle on insurance.
Dived back into gaming and playing D&D with the campaign I was playing in, we've been having some good rping moments and it has been alot of fun!
Some nights and days are still difficult, and other nights I'm still crying on my floor reminiscing and going through memories. This isn't easy by a long shot, and most of the time I'm winging it on less than three hours of sleep. But I do it for my babies, and am trying to stay positive through it. Not to say that there aren't days that I don't get mad at life and work, and that's the humanity of it all. I just try to acknowledge it, feel through it, and move on. What else can I do? If I have to cry, smile, scream, laugh, shout, and claw my way to where I want to be; then that's what I'll do because that's HUMAN.
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