Meet me in the afterglow

Dried up lavender at "The Tortured Poets Department" library🪻🪻🪻

A TTPD dictionary made by a swiftie on twitter 🤍

So true

is this the end of all the endings? … come one come all it’s happening again… hand on the throttle thought i caught lightning in a bottle oh but it’s gone again… how did it end? ……… he’s got my heartbeat skipping down sixteenth avenue… i can’t find a pulse my heart won’t start anymore for you… stopped CPR after all it’s no use….. clearing the air i breathed in the smoke… six weeks of breathing clean air i still miss the smoke……. i want to teach you how forever feels… you and me forevermore… he saw forever so he smashed it up…….. your integrity makes me seem small you paint dreamscapes on the wall… when your impressionist paintings of heaven turned out to be fakes well you took me to hell too………. but i’m a fire and i’ll keep your brittle heart warm if your cascade ocean wave blues come… don’t want no other shade of blue but you… you sacrificed us to the gods of your bluest days……… all’s well that ends well to end up with you… and i’ll still see it until i die you’re the loss of my life…………….

The future’s bright, dazzling

I hate it here....

the connection between “but the woman who sits by the window has turned out the light” in peter and “remember looking at this room, we loved it ‘cause of the light / now, i just sit in the dark and wonder if it’s time” in you’re losing me has me spiralling

"we learned the right steps to different dances" is such a beautiful way to explain that nobody did anything wrong but it does not work out if you have different goals or different ideals of life, maybe sometimes things don't work out and it is nobodys fault

t.s - the prophecy 🌙🖤

i will scream

me on friday

we really went from “i’m fastening myself to you with a stitch” to “so long, london / stitches undone”

From “I’m still on that tightrope, I’m still trying everything to keep you laughing at me” in mirrorball to “my spine split from carrying us up the hill… I stopped trying to make him laugh” in So Long, London I can’t take this

ending with the manuscript like a reminder that she went though devastating loss before when she was younger and she doesn’t know how but she survived that so maybe that means she’ll survive this one too.