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@solllaris / solllaris.tumblr.com

kendal, she/her, twenty-three. i write sometimes.
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hier--soir

under the night | seven

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pairing: joel miller x f!reader, set in jackson after tlou part I warnings/tags: [18+ minors DNI] description of injuries, violence, blood, discussions of death, nightmares, angst, non-explicit discussion of the death of a child, fluff. word count: 6.1k part six | series masterlist | main masterlist

Little bird…

Your hands around a throat, fingernails coated in dirt and dark blood.

Pressing down harder, harder, harder.

A man with a shaved head, bloodshot eyes bulging, thin lips pulled back to reveal crooked teeth as he gasped, desperately searching for air.

And then your own voice, a vicious snarl.

Are you afraid?

You woke with a start.

#OH MY GOSHJDKDNDJD#THIS WAS SO GOOD#😭😭😭😭#joel miller fic#joel miller fanfiction#joel miller series#fic recs#the last of us
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cinnamongorll

'a fragile line' - masterlist

Pairing: Joel Miller x Female OC

Fic synopsis: three years ago, Juliet escaped her father's religious survivor camp, ending up in the Boston QZ. Juliet created a life for herself in Boston, desperate to forget the trauma of her upbringing. One day, Juliet arrives home to find a mysterious letter which forces her to return to her home town. Juliet can't travel the harsh post-apocalyptic landscape alone, so she enlists the help of the grumpy and, at times, frightening man she works alongside: Joel Miller.

Tags: extreme slow burn, age gap, older man/younger woman, protective joel, jealous joel, hurt/comfort, pov third person, mutual pining, angst, sexual tension, friends to lovers, canon-typical violence, feral joel, parental abuse, eventual smut.

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Inspired by ‘Strangers’ by Ethel Cain, ‘Haunted’ by Taylor Swift, and ‘Francesca’ by Hozier 🫀

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read on ao3 - currently 27 chapters (117k words) & usually updated every 1-2 weeks!

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#read later#joel miller series#joel miller fanfiction#joel miller fic
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mysaviorjoelmiller

Damaged Goods Masterlist

pairing: joel miller x f!reader- post outbreak

rating: 18+ MDNI

summary: When Joel and Ellie rescue you from a group of male raiders and take you in, you have to learn to trust again as you travel with them to find Tommy.

a/n: (photos for mood only, reader's features aren't specified.) only partly canon, basically everything is the same up until the point when they find the cabin where the reader is. did my best with dates/ locations. i also didn’t have anyone else proofread lol but i did my best!  i hope you enjoy it and i can't wait to post more

fic warnings/tags: (chapters will have specified warnings, but this is general) explicit smut (18+ MDNI), smut, language, canon-typical violence, alcohol use, age difference (reader is 20s, Joel is 50), slow burn, mutual pining, angst, trauma, SA referencing

Table of contents:

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five

#read later#joel miller fanfiction#joel miller fic#joel miller series
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punkshort

'somewhere to run' masterlist

Pairing: sheriff!Joel x f!reader

Series Summary: You move to a small town in the middle of Texas to escape your past and start over. You don't expect to fall for the town's handsome sheriff.

Series Warnings: no outbreak AU, language, angst, slow burn, smut (18+ MDNI), domestic violence (mostly just talked about or implied, nothing too descriptive, i will put a big warning on those chapters), implied SA (nothing descriptive), jealousy/possessiveness, alcohol use, drug use (not by Joel or reader), technical infidelity - more warnings will be stated for each chapter but these are the biggies

Status: in progress

1: a fresh start

2: book club

3: the statement

4: the carnival

5: first date

6: the confession

7: break the chain

lovely dividers by @saradika-graphics

Asks/BTS/Inspo/Extras:

Joel's Morning Routine

Police Station Layout

Love Languages

#read later#joel miller#joel miller fanfiction#joel miller fic#joel miller series
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joelsgreys

A Safe Haven | Chapter Three (J. Miller)

Series Masterlist | Previous Chapter l Next Chapter

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Summary: You and Joel get to know each other better and the two of you share a private moment out behind the barn under the stars; an unexpected guest shows up to the party; Tommy gives Joel a second and final warning about you.

Pairing: Joel Miller x Female Reader, Ellie Williams x Platonic Female Reader

Warnings/Tags: 18+ only, Minors DNI. (TW) more hints at a strained and abusive marriage, implication of domestic violence; reader and Joel yearning for each other, mostly soft Joel, hints of jealous and protective Joel here and there. *Canon storyline deviation, Maria has only now just discovered she’s pregnant.

Word Count 6.4k

A/N: Welp, here is the next installment! Not much to say except that I love every single damn trope I am throwing into this series and I am not even remotely close to being sorry for mixing them all together lmao. also the first half might be a bit slow but these details and reader’s interactions with Maria and Tommy are going to play an important role later on, which is why I included this scene. comments and reblogs are always very much appreciated and welcome, thank you for your sweet reading time!

Shall I stay

would it be a sin

if I can't help falling in love with you

#screaming#screw u luke#joel miller series#joel miller fanfiction#fic recs#tlou#the last of us#joel miller
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joelsgreys

A Safe Haven | Chapter One (J. Miller)

Series Masterlist l Next Chapter

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Summary: After the events in Salt Lake City, Joel and Ellie are back in Jackson, Wyoming to start a brand new life in the safe haven; Ellie has a difficult time fitting in and adjusting in the community, but she finds a friend in you; Joel meets you for the very first time and strange new feelings instantly take root.

Pairing: Joel Miller x Female Reader; Ellie Williams x Platonic Female Reader

Warnings/Tags: 18+ only, Minors DNI. Jackson Era Joel. AGE GAP (reader is 30 and Joel is 56) I have my own face claim for reader that I will share on the main masterlist, however in the series, there is NO PHYSICAL DESCRIPTION of reader. Canon language, married reader, Ellie is a prominent character in this series, mentions of minor TLOU Part II characters throughout the series, but no major spoilers for the game. No use of Y/N.

Word Count: 7.8k

I’ve seen hard times, bad luck, all that in between

sweetest of the sunflowers, you’re the sun to me

Jackson, Wyoming | June, 2024

#LOVE THIS ALREADY#the majority of joel fics are so smutty#it’s hard to find one with an actual story#i love that this one seems to be different#super excited to continue reading!!!#joel miller fanfiction#joel miller series#joel miller#the last of us#tlou#fic recs
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221bshrlocked
Anonymous asked:

Why do you reblog your own fics so much?

221bshrlocked answered:

Because someone might as well!? And look at this. Look. At. This.

Does this look right to you??

These are just the last three fics I wrote. I appreciate the likes, believe me I do, but you have to understand. Likes do nothing for content creators. It’s the reblogs. Because that’s how you find shit on your dashboard. Through reblogs. Not likes. This isn’t twitter or tiktok or instagram. This is a website that’s run by the reblog system.

Reblogging helps content creators put their stuff out there. Why do you think so many people stopped writing fanfic and creating beautiful fanart and edits? It’s because they put in hours of work and don’t get nearly enough notes for their masterpieces. Yes we do this because we enjoy it but like...some validation won’t hurt. A boost of confidence here and there might be all someone needs to finish whatever thing they started and left.

Anyway, I’m still going to reblog my shit...

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raewritesfiction

I think I’m gonna restart blogging my own shit.

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221bshrlocked

WRITERS. ARTISTS. EDITORS.

REBLOG YOUR OWN WORK.

THERE IS NO SHAME IN IT.

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kinkybazsmolsnow

And still there'd be people who'd not REBLOG this post

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serendipitous-magic

Is anyone else ever genuinely shocked when you find out you have an impact on someone’s life? A coworker can be like “I’ve missed seeing you” and I’m just like “???? you?? missed me????? My presence has an effect on your daily experience???? I affect things??? W h a t ? ? ?”

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dogmotifs

before this format is completely dead, ever thought the 5 love languages were wack? me too! so i took it upon myself to reinvent that shit. now i proudly present to you the 5 new and improved love languages, take this quiz to find out where u stand.

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solllaris

"love to you is sitting down for an hour and unleashing your heart onto a page, and once you're done you fill the envelope with a daisy from when you strolled the park last week and a carnival ticket from last night. and then you finally seal it with a personalized stamp. your an open beating heart begging to be held in someone's forgiving palms. you're sweet to your core and have a flair of extravagance. you wear your heart on your sleeve, ‘cause who doesn't want to shout their love from the top of rooftops. you dream of soulmates and happy endings, sometimes to your detriment. you can tend to exaggerate and lose touch with reality, so be wary of how you make people out to be in your head. you have a gentle heart, be careful with it."

#love letters#so accurate#me#quiz
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hurbarts

SPOILERS FOR BOOK 3 TWC! i love this scene bc i headcanoned this was the moment my patient genuine sweet detective felt extra tired of his angsty BS. usually she would just let this slide and focus on the task at hand owo 

i’m going to be away from my workstation for a while so i won’t have the time to color the rest. but thought it was ok enough to share anyway! 

#SCREAMING#adams route in this book was superior#i’ve played masons also and i gotta say#adams was so much better#still love mason tho#and this scene was everything#the wayhaven chronicles#twc#adam du mortain#twc book 3
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nexusnyx
stealyourblorbos asked:

Hello🥰 It's not a request per say, but I'm really curious what's one of your favorite Joel headcanons if it's ok to share it now? Your writing is amazing, thank you for sharing it with us!

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Jules, I am so glad you asked this question. I've been dying to just talk about the things Joel Miller enjoys.

(Also, thank you so much?! It means the world you enjoy my writing! <3)

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Starting from the top, shall we? Pre-outbreak Joel Miller, well..

  • He's reserved only to people he doesn't trust. If you don't know a thing about Joel Miller, you better bet Joel doesn't like your ass.
  • Worry not about miscommunication—that's a word his vocabulary lacks. Whatever he feels or not for you, he'll make it known. Unless you're his old neighbors, Joel has no qualms about keeping shit to himself. He'll just say it.
  • His mouth got him into trouble when he was younger. Often.
  • It's why he learned to react in his mind first, speak later. Too bad his face gives away his feelings anyway.
  • Speaking of feelings... Joel Miller is a romantic. Big, big time. It's why he's single after all these years and Sarah's mom — "if it ain't the right thing, I don't want it."
  • Joel's not scared of being alone because he likes his own company. It's why he values so much when he finds another one he enjoys, too. He appreciates real connections. Good conversation.
#im unwell over this#joel miller headcanons#the last of us#tlou#joel miller fanfiction
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