my writing becomes immediately cringe and unreadable once six months has passed. don't know what it is but I could not read bloom nowadays. I couldn't even read my pervert de fic now. I wrote a pervert anon black sails fic a little while ago and I don't think I could read that without cringing. it's not that I think my writing is bad or embarrassing bc I don't, it's just that my style or skill or something develops. and I think all writers (Nd artists in general) get this sort of Creation Lust where you just write and write and you don't quite think about it. then you see it naked months later and go Oh God. bc it's not only the final project you're looking at, but all the intentions and goals you put into it. with fresh eyes you can see all the flaws and little cracks ..