Star Trek Episode Codas - Masterpost
Perhaps, like Jim, Spock felt an inability to connect. A barrier between himself and the rest of the galaxy. Different barriers, yes - the barrier of rank, the barrier of emotion - but barriers all the same. The impossibility of meeting someone, anyone, who might understand them well enough to…
All that, and Jim’s mind was fixed on one crucial point. When I feel friendship for you, I am ashamed.
***
No longer infected, Jim and Spock are forced to discuss what came to light in the briefing room.
Jim entered his room silently and found Spock, not asleep, but lying quietly in his bed in an approximation of rest. He felt Spock’s dark eyes following him as he kicked off his boots, pulled off his clothes, and crawled beneath the covers without showering. He lay on his side, facing Spock, and said, “Long day.”
***
Stiles' fear raised its head on the bridge. Spock voices his own fears to Jim.
They Forget I Am Half Human
Why, then, was Ensign Chekov standing with perfect posture in his quarters, and asking, quite firmly, to know what really happened with the Melkotians?
Jim swallowed nervously - though, naturally, Chekov would have no way of recognising it as a nervous swallow, as he’d taken a tactical sip of coffee before allowing any such weakness to slip through - and faced the man head on. “Why do you ask?”
Chekov relaxed slightly, but not by much. “Nothing in particular, Keptin. Only…”
“Mr Spock has been acting very strangely since our return.”
***
Months after the Melkotian incident, Ensign Chekov is still unaware of the truth of what happened in that pseudo-Western nightmare.
No one expected Spock to be the one who ruined that record.