100 days of doing the damn thing
Hello folks, I'm starting a new challenge for myself. It's called 100 days of doing the damn thing. The premise is to do my work badly but to do it, dammit!! That means that every day, I am going to show up at a desk/table with no distractions (wifi, phone, music), and I am going to work. Even if it's hard. Even if I get confused or frustrated. I'm going to treat it like a challenge, and I'm also going to treat it Anne Lamott style, aka shitty drafts are the goal. (Lamott's essay "Shitty First Drafts" from her book Bird by Bird is fantastic, and oft cited in writing classes. It's surprisingly difficult to find a copy online of the whole essay and not just the "instructions," but I did, just for you. To me the humor of the entire essay is almost more valuable than the instructions. It is a reminder to not take life, or writing, so seriously.)
Why not do a 100 days of productivity? I simply do not care about productivity.* It's not a motivating factor. It's not a fear-inducing word for me, so there's no urgency to it. And it just doesn't sound fun. Doing the damn thing makes me feel like I'm in a silly cookie-cutter indie movie or a sports flick and I've got ✨passion✨ and ✨drive✨ and a dramatic montage 💃✨
*I am aware that many other people before me have modified 100dop to not sound soul-sucking, both within and without the 100dop tag
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