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I am an extrovert. I thrive on the energy of others.
I love being with my friends. I love the laughter of others and the simple feeling of just being in a room with people. Being outside in the rain eating dinner with some of my favorite people or going to the beach and just letting loose.
It’s great to just enjoy life on your own, sure.
It is so much better in my mind to do everything with someone else.
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I hate when people get down on others for not speaking up.
It physically pains me, because I am absolutely terrified to speak up to help them. As we know, it falls into an endless circle.
Never look down on someone for not speaking up or doing something.
You never know what could be keeping them from it.
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I love the idea that artists can take a life and create something completely different.
Painters can show everyone a different way to see the world.
Actors can become people who don't even exist to send a message.
Writers can create entire worlds of their own and share them.
Musicians can convey exactly their current emotion through sound.
We can easily share our ideas, feelings, worlds, and messages in such creative ways. It is amazing and I am throughly thankful for all of the artists out there that don't get recognition.
We are amazing. Use your platform to make the world a better place, one piece at a time.
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How do people put out good content daily?
Every time I try to type during the day or make multiple posts, my brain just flips me off with it’s invisible fingers.
So you get this.
It can range from just washing your face and making yourself tea, to painting your nails and baking, to going out with some friends and forgetting your worries.
Whatever makes you happy and helps you relax, do it when you need to.
Don’t work yourself too hard. “Doing your best” is not working until you break.
Drink lots of water, remember to eat, and take you meds if you have some.
Stay happy and healthy, and always remember to take care of yourself <3
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I wonder what it will be like when I first meet the person I am meant to be with. I believe there is a set person for everyone out there, but sometimes you don't get to it. Sometimes you miss them when walking down the street, sometimes you're too young and dumb to know, and sometimes it is too late before you know they're gone.
I wonder what they’ll be like. What bands they like, if we will be similar, what eye color they have, what their smile looks like, if their eyes crease in the corners when they laugh, when they hold me if I can hear their heart beating in tune with mine.
It is a childish fantasy, but sometimes we all need a little wonder in our lives. Without it, who would we be?
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Sometimes emotions are difficult. The way I cope is always have that one person you can vent to. Whether it be someone you are close with, an account online, or just a notebook that you can write down your feelings in.
It is easy to get lost in our own minds sometimes, and that’s why it’s important to know yourself and how to stay steady.
On that note, I will take this opportunity to say I am always here for anyone that needs it. My ask box is open, my chat is open, and my heart is open no matter how cheesy that sounds, yes I see you judging me.
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I like to consider myself decent at music and acting. I love being onstage, I love playing basically any instrument at my disposal, and I love singing. Not to mention, my entire life is based around music.
I also like to consider myself decent at writing, I can form words quite quickly and they usually make sense.
However, both of those in mind, I cannot write music. It just does not come easy to me. I simply cannot form lyrics or write original content without it blending into someone else’s existing songs.
That isn't going to stop me from trying though ;)
I have a strange memory.
Sometimes I can’t remember little things like a chore I have to do or a name of a person I met just moments before. However, I remember the small things and thats what makes all the difference.
I remember my best friend and me walking for hours down the beach, looking at chalk art and smelling the waves. We were young then, talking about story ideas and our old friends and even our what now seem like silly worries. Now, I can still remember that day clearly and it is one of my favorite memories of us.
I remember staying the night at my closest friend’s house. She was up in her loft bed occasionally talking as I listened to music below her. We stayed up for hours casually, and I can't even remember what we talked about that night, but I do remember the feeling. Pure joy. I couldn't even recall what was troubling me before, I was just caught in the beautiful moment.
I remember when I bought my first album. It was at a very calm and seemingly personal concert with a friend. We sat on mats cross legged in a little semi circle around the artist. He just played guitar and sang and everyone around enjoyed it. People, including us, got up to dance (aka swinging our arms to the calming music and just enjoying the beat). It was such a beautiful bonding moment of complete strangers laughing and dancing.
I know I will never forget these little things, not because of what they are, but how I felt when they were occurring.
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I hate the feeling of butterflies. Most people connect butterflies with that excited but nervous feeling you get, normally a happy feeling. I do not.
Butterflies is when my stomach is turning over itself and doing loops uncontrollably. The key word is uncontrollable.
It is that feeling when the world is crashing or running in circles around me and I can't do anything about it because it is out of my control. It is the feeling I get before I have to do something that could either make or break my entire world, but I have no say in the outcome.
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Some days, the only thing that keeps me going is thoughts of the future.
I think of my future friends; Amazing people that shower me in nothing but positivity. People that are always honest with me, and people that I can be honest with. People that I feel safe with. People that see me as more than a person, but that see me for someone who can change the world along side them.
I think of my future life; Waking up every morning to watch the sunrise. Going to a small coffee shop and reading the morning away with a hot cup of coffee in front of me. Throwing my bag over my shoulder and making my way to a job I genuinely enjoy. Coming home after work and crawling into a bed I can call my own in a home I am happy in. Being able to take care of myself as one should.
And I think of my future self; A confident person who will not take any shit from anyone, but is always kind. I want to be that person people say “I don't talk to them much, but they are so nice and make my day better.” I want to be a good person to myself and others.
