𝖍𝖊𝖑𝖑𝖔 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖊 !

𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐃𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐈𝐒 ➤ 𝐀𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐘𝐍𝐃𝐀𝐈

This is an independent, private and selective portrayal of Rand al’Thor from The Wheel of Time book series and the upcoming Amazon Prime version. With the tv show coming out soon, and me still being in the process of reading the books, additional information will be added whenever it’s available to me. Due to the nature of the books and Rands whole journey and struggle with mental health, this blog features a major content warning.

This blog won’t be spoiler free, though I’ll try to tag things with “twot spoilers.” for the show and “wot spoilers.” for book related content.

Please know that I am a slow roleplayer. I will draft everything but won’t churn out replies on here. (I also study game design atm and it will always come first.) Tell me if you want me to drop the way I stylize my replies in our threads, and I’ll be happy to accommodate and make things more accessible. Please also let me know if you need something tagged.

Lisa | 25+ | she / her | GMT+1 | mutuals only.

CARRD (Guidelines, Bio)
you may know me from vampirespawn and other blogs.

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amansyndai

#i'm smad and my brain is fried #need new meds and will only get them at the end of this month #so my concentration and focus is very limited unfortunately #classes are fun but still stressful #and next week a new project will start #which tbh i'm not ready for Dx #imposter syndrome is also really kicking my butt #if anyone has tips to combat that do let me know pls #otherwise is this just a short update that i still exist and want to be back #and that i miss you guys #<3 #tbd.

amansyndai

#random icon post to let you know i still exist #gonna return soon hopefully #had to take a depression break cause still felt shit after exams #now it seems that there may be some money trouble with the government thing that lets me study #hebfhrg do not need #also my ad*be cloud that i got from school isn't working atm so yay #once i figured that out i'll clean this blog up and post either another starter call or ask meme #to get things going again #same with my multi #apologies for inactivity in the meantime #and thanks to those who are still here #miss you guys and hope you're all taking good care of yourselves #(i also started playing horizon forbidden west and damn all these new lore drops)

amansyndai

ooc. small notice to say that the last day of exams is over now and i fucked it up cause i wasn’t able to finish everything, but nevertheless, i’ll take a week of a breather to just come down and let my brain marinate in its dysfunction and then i’ll sort my shit out on here. apologies for the silence, can only handle one crisis at a time.

#ooc tag.#executive dysfunction truly had me in ts grip and so i didn't have enough time to finish everything #i basically worked on a months worth of workload within a week #cause nothing else was possible #for me possible i mean #still feels like i'm just trying to excuse my brain #adhd is a weird feeling #anyway #gonna take about a week of a break #and then clean this blog up #and clean my multi up #and try to get back into joyful writing #where i don't want to cry #still talking about exams #dw gonna delete this at some point #this isn't an important post lmao #i just feel awful because if i would have one more day i would have managed it all #but here i am rambling on in my tags #pls ignore all of this #if you take anything away from this post take this:#wish you all lots of energy and laughter #lots of creativity and strength to deal with the day to day mess of this earth #please take care

amansyndai

ooc. again apologies for inactivity, we are in the last stretches of finishing our little game cause on the 7/8th of february we will have to hold our presentation infront of a jury, so everything is a lil bit stressful. i have been writing on drafts, but not yet finished them.

have a small look at how much has changed tho. (the mushrooms have glowing particles moving around them, but this is only a screenshot.)

#i'll be more actually active soon #i promise #underestimated the amount of work we have to do #cause first time working on a small game and such #but i really enjoy our small team #dunno how it'll be in the next term cause i think we will also work with older semester people #we will see #but yeah i will have holidays for five weeks #starting at the end of february #will hopefully be able to post stuff long before that #but just as an fyi #ooc tag.#lisa talks uni stuff.

amansyndai

ooc. gonna work on my to-do list today and overhaul this blog a bit. especially now that i changed my url.

#ooc tag.#tbd.

amansyndai

for anyone who doesn’t mind spoilers in regards to the books, it’s been weeks and i’m still not over this part of the great hunt. (apologies for the format, wasn’t able to get it better. though multiverses are canon, take from that all the plot ideas. ~~also if you watched the show, it shouldn’t be too spoilery for you - if you know who the dragon reborn is~~. click on the pics if you need it bigger to read or open them in a new window (it should be 9).)

#lisa reads wot.#wot spoilers #wot book spoilers.#the great hunt spoilers #wishlist tag.#so many possibilities #i definitely want some verses similar to what he sees

amansyndai

ooc. short update that i’ll hopefully should have more time this weekend to finally do some writing, if I don’t feel too bad cause obviously I had to catch a cold (~~seriously my luck is never running out~~). buuut, have the finished map that i have worked on for our student game project under the cut. (finished for now, cause before i place the enemies and upgrades etc, i have to test it out for functionality first. ie if all the jumps are even possible with our settings etc. ~~also please know this is the very first time i even designed a level for any game.~~)

#ooc tag.#i want to work on stuff here #but we only have til the 25th time to have the game finished #and next week is a school week aka we can't work on the game during our lessons #and then on the 4th of february we'll have our goldmaster #aka when the whole game is supposed to be finished #technically the third of february cause we have to send all our stuff then #so between 25th and the fourth we will only have time to polish things #aka everything else is supposed to be finished by then #so you can imagine the stress i'm under #it's still fun though #i enjoy it but idk if i'm good at it #anyways these are exactly 16 rooms #and i worked it all out in the last three days #btw it's a metroidvania game #for those interested #lisa talks uni stuff.#tbd.

amansyndai reblogged

wolfkcst

Reblog this if you like seeing me on your dash

#promo tag.#wolfkcst #yessss always #reblog meme.

amansyndai

𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐃𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐈𝐒 ➤ 𝐀𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐘𝐍𝐃𝐀𝐈

#url change!#aman syndai is old tongue for dragon reborn

amansyndai

𝐓𝐎 𝐃𝐎 𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓

~~debate if i should change my url to amansyndai~~
finish/set up tags
set up navi page
finish up icons / finish up the next batch of icons
finish a new promo
new mobile header
new sidebar for theme
finish up banners (ask, replies, divider)
fix up carrd
write up bigger biography
write up timeline
write up relationships to other characters
write up/set up verses
write up what to keep/what to change re show vs book
work on replies for starters
work on asks
finish reading the great hunt
write up lore info posts (for myself and others)
plot with people
work on gifs / moodboards / screenshots

#to do list.#oof so much lmao #but most of it is more flavour tbh #i think i have everything mentioned here #otherwise lmk if you think i forgot something

amansyndai

ooc. not me losing my mind over my fellow student in the group cause our map is way too big and we don’t have nearly enough assets to make it look good and also i have to be the one who actually puts all our “assets” in there and design the level itself in this map and my buddy, my guy, we only have two group project weeks left! i won’t be able to make this!!

#ooc tag.#i'm losing my MIND #no pressure no pRESSURE #tbd.#sorry not relevant for this blog i know but still #i'm stressed out

amansyndai

ooc. will be posting a to-do list later on and try to finally put some writing up on this blog this week. but we are back at project week at uni, i also have to design our levels for our metroidvania game, so we’ll see how spent i’ll be at the end of the day.

#ooc tag.#so much to do so little time so little energy #but i am so ready to write so i finally want to reply on here #sorry for keeping you all waiting #alrighty back to level design #which i haven't done befoooore #wish me luck before i lose my mind

amansyndai

because i am someone who just likes using icons, i’ll be using a different fc for min farshaw over on my multi (~~once it’s finished~~) until i have more of kae alexander, or also until i know what direction they’ll take with her in the show. (more under cut)