loving him was red ♡ nct 127 series
This series is about the “red relationships”. «The ones that went from zero to a hundred miles per hour and then hit a wall and exploded. And it was awful. And ridiculous. And desperate. And thrilling. And when the dust settled, it was something I’d never take back. Because there is something to be said for being young and needing someone so badly, you jump in head first without looking. And there’s something to be learned from waiting all day for a train that’s never coming. And there’s something to be proud of about moving on and realizing that real love shines golden like starlight, and doesn’t fade or spontaneously combust. (…) But this is about the other kinds of love. Love that was treacherous, sad, beautiful and tragic. Most of all, this is about love that was RED. »
The stories are not related to each other. Originally I had planned to write for all the love songs in the album but then I decided to cut some, so there’s why some members have two (or more) stories and others just one. I don’t own NCT and their images and in no way these stories represent them, this is just fiction and all of their actions are made up. I haven’t finished writing all of these, so I don’t really know when they’ll be out, but I’ll release them all (I might replace the ones that still don’t have a plot with other songs but I think it’ll only be all too well because I’m not sure I’ll be able to write for that song). I’m planning to release at least once a month but keep in mind that I also have a life and I’m busy with uni so the release might change. But If I have more time and be inspired to write I might publish more. There shouldn’t be anything really triggering but read the warnings once I publish the single fic. I promise there won’t be only pain but also fluff and a lot of smut, not in every fic but still be careful and check the final warnings.
↳ ❝ Love is a ruthless game unless you play it good and right. ❞
genre: smut, fluff, ceo au, established relationship au, implied past academic rivals to lovers au, slice of life, parents au (just at the end)
summary: Happy endings are only for the heroes of stories, the brokenhearted. Heartbreakers rarely find happiness in the last pages of their book. But life’s unexpected, and it happens that sinners and heartbreakers might get their happy endings. She never expected to find love, she never tried to make it happen, especially with the person she could barely stand, but when Johnny came around and her armor fell, there was nothing else she could do.
↳ ❝ Like the colors in autumn, so bright, just before they lose it all. ❞
pairing: nakamoto yuta x oc
genre: racer!au, smut, angst,
summary: Yuta was elusive, fast and bright and loud like the streets he rode with his fast cars. Their story started suddenly and ended even more unexpectedly. But Yuta is still vivid in her mind, burning red. And the only things she is left with are memories that don’t leave her brain and whishing she never found out that love could be that strong.
status: there’s nothing here
↳ ❝ And all we are is skin and bone trained to get along. ❞
pairing: kim doyoung x oc
genre: smut, fwb to lovers!au, getting together!au, fluff
summary: Loving Doyoung is treacherous, reckless, but she can’t help being pulled to him. She knows she should let him go, but she can’t stop thinking about him, his name haunting her every night. So she risks it all because it’s known that nothing safe is worth the drive.
I KNEW YOU WERE TROUBLE - JAEHYUN
↳ ❝ Flew me to places I’d never been. Now I’m lyin’ on the cold hard ground. ❞
pairing: jeong jaehyun x oc
genre: photographer!au, strangers to fwb to lovers to ex!au, smut, toxic relationship, cheating,
summary: Falling into the trap of the wolf is easy when you’re naive and heartbroken, when you only want to be wanted and loved. She knew how sneaky that path was, she knew she shouldn’t have followed him that night and kept living her boring life. But emotions get people’s heads and make them feel lightweight, and Jaehyun made her fly so high she never wanted to come back down. Unfortunately, every prize comes with a price, players stay players, and you’ll be nothing but a notch in their belt for them.
↳ ❝ You told me ‘bout your past thinking your future was me. ❞
pairings: suh johnny x oc
genre: angst, fluff, smut, break up!au, (possible) age gap,
status: there’s nothing here
↳ ❝ I can’t say “Hello” to you and risk another goodbye.❞
pairings: lee taeyong x oc
genre: angst, fluff, reminiscing on a past relationship,
status: there’s nothing here
↳ ❝ No one else is gonna love me when I get mad. So I think that it’s best if we both stay. ❞
genre: slice of life, fluff, enstablished relationship
status: there’s nothing here
↳ ❝ You wear your best apology, but I was there to watch you leave.❞
genre: break up/make up!au, implied cheating, angst,
status: there’s nothing here
↳ ❝ Back when you fit in my poems like a perfect rhyme. ❞
pairing: kim jungwoo x oc
genre: singer!oc, non idol!jungwoo, slice of life, reminiscing on a past relationship, fluff, melancholy
summary: Going to your ex’s concert is not a great idea, Jungwoo knows it, but he wants to see her again. He wants to hear her sing the songs he heard before anybody else to a crowd of strangers. He wants to feel his heart break in his chest knowing that she doesn’t feel the same anymore. But when she hears that her ex is in the crowd, she also has a surprise for him. Because no matter what happened between them, she would always be grateful for having him in his life. Right where they stood, was holy ground.
status: there’s nothing here
SAD BEAUTIFUL TRAGIC - JAEHYUN
↳ ❝ Words, how little they mean, when you’re a little too late.❞
pairing: jeong jaehyun x oc
genre: idol!au, childhood friends to lovers to strangers, smut, angst, some fluff,
summary: The old days were much easier when she and Jaehyun would play in the meadows till late afternoon. It was easier when the only thing that caressed her cheeks was the air of the countryside while she fell in love with Jaehyun and not the salty tears that traced her face now that she was missing him. “Wait for me,” he had asked her and she did. Because that’s what good girls do, hopeful they’ll be and long they will wait.
status: there’s nothing here
EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED - HAECHAN
↳ ❝ And your eyes look like coming home.❞
pairing: lee haechan x oc
genre: coffee shop!au, fluff, first meeting, getting together,
↳ ❝ And for the first time, what’s past is past.❞
pairing: lee taeyong x oc
genre: fluff, getting together, getting out of a past toxic relationship,
summary: The midnight booked trip to Paris was supposed to be a getaway to the pain her city brought to her, with every corner screaming her ex’s name. She had no idea what it would’ve brought to her. She had no idea somebody could creep into her shattered heart so easily. But Taeyong was good to prove to her that after months of suffering you can watch love begin again, and in the most unexpected place, on a Wednesday in a Parisian cafè.
status: there’s nothing here
↳ ❝ You should’ve been here. And I would’ve been so happy.❞
genre: idol!au, birthday party, slice of life
summary: Trying to keep together the relationship with an idol was hard enough if you were close, but if distance was another thing that pulled you apart, it was even more complicated. She is trying, really, letting the smallest things slide, trying to ignore the voice in the back of her head that is telling her that he has another one, that that’s the reason behind the cold textes and short phone calls. But when he doesn’t make it to her birthday party, all those fears come crambiling on her. And what do you do when the one who means the most to you is the one who didn’t show?
status: there’s nothing here
COME BACK… BE HERE - YUTA
↳ ❝ Taxi cabs and busy streets that never bring you back to me.❞
pairing: nakamoto yuta x oc
genre: ceo!au, fwb!au, one sided love, angst,
status: there’s nothing here