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𝐋𝐢𝐥𝐲 / 𝐞𝐬𝐟𝐩 / 𝐋𝐞𝐭'𝐬 𝐛𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐨𝐭𝐬 <𝟑

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SWEET / I THOUGHT YOU WANTED TO DANCE - NAGI SEISHIRO

synopsis: Your boyfriend doesn't realize how important little things are to you until it's a bit too late.

contents: established relationship, slight hurt and comfort??, slight jealousy, sfw, nagi struggling trying to process emotional needs of others - what else is new, also nagi centric, college au, mentions of fraternity formals, gn!reader, idk i hc'd nagi to be a compsci major but up to debate ig word count: 1.6K a/n: title is based off of tyler the creators song hehe its my fav from his album and omg thank u nagi for breaking me out of this writer's block, inspired by @celestair for the idea!!

Nagi hadn't really expected you to get so excited about attending his chapter formal. Hell, he didn't even know that they were going to have one in the first place if it weren't for Reo bringing it up in a passing conversation last week in your dorm room.

"We should go!" You said, and he remembers you hopping out of your seat, abandoning your assignment, and dashing immediately towards your closet for an outfit.

"Should we?" Nagi questioned, a frown creeping its way to his lips.

Reo slumped his arm over Nagi's shoulder, tugging the male slightly into his chest. "C'mon, why are you even paying the dues if you don't attend our events?" Reo sounded annoyed.

Nagi shrugged and went back to his phone, resuming the level of whatever popular gacha game that was released for that month. "Because you said it would look good on my resume or something." He answered flatly.

Of course, Nagi knew that he couldn't say no to this. As much as he would love to, once you and Reo were both set on something it's almost impossible to try and coax you two out of it. Nagi is pretty sure that this formal is going to be the bane of his college existence and that his computer science classes are, arguably, now the easiest part.

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Yedam in treasure map ep.12-16

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haitaniapologist

KEEPING UP WITH THE AKASHIS — episode three: the first night staying in.

pairings — akashi takeomi x fem!reader

word count — 2.6k

warnings — fluff. fluff. fluff. a bit of angst, mentions of de*ath.

notes — today is raining and a gray day, and takeomi isn't here to keep me warm. sigh. but i hope you guys will like this episode !!!

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you were nervous.

in almost two months of dating takeomi, you never felt like that — maybe just on the first day you saw him or in the moment of your first kiss, but he always made you feel at ease. always wanting to make you comfortable, always putting your needs above his. you knew you didn’t need to be nervous about spending the weekend at your boyfriend’s house, but your hands were still sweating, and your heart raced whenever you heard the sound of a motorcycle.

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✰ 𝟎𝟎𝟑. 𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐣𝐮 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐛𝐚 + 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐮𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧

➪ 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: taiju shiba x fem!reader
➪ 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: dom!taiju, husband!taiju, afab!reader, established relationship, multiple orgasms, overstimulation, multiple creampies, messy sex, dumbification, daddy kink, spanking, mentions of breeding, slight tummy bulge
➪ 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 0.5k+
➪ 𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫: @bokuroskitten

✰ 𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 ✰

𝐓𝐀𝐈𝐉𝐔 𝐖𝐀𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐓𝐘𝐏𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐌𝐀𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐎 𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐃 𝐆𝐎 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐒 𝐈𝐅 𝐇𝐄 𝐂𝐇𝐎𝐒𝐄 𝐓𝐎. you on the other hand, couldn’t match his stamina. it didn’t help that taiju’s cock was so big. with such a girth bullying your pussy it didn’t take him long to have you fucked out and drooling.

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𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐘 𝐀𝐂𝐂𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐘 𝐁𝐑𝐔𝐒𝐇 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐈𝐑𝐒

// not smut for once //

⠀ૈ☆ mikey, draken, chifuyu, kazutora, mitsuya, hanma, kisaki, baji, smiley, angry x gn!reader

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nejiverse

CAN I WEAR THIS DRESS?

Inupi, Sanzu, Ran, Rindou, Mitsuya

In which you ask these tokyo revengers boys if you can wear this revealing dress to a party.

A/N: i know some of ya’ll gon say “this dress isn’t that revealing 🤓”. Well I have immigrant parents so 🤷‍♀️

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Calling them by a petname for the first time♡

tw : none!

a/n : this was from my ao3 and i might as well share it in here! Kinda ooc too since I wrote this without analyzing the characters

characters mentioned: Mikey, Chifuyu, Takemichi, Hanma, (Bonten!)Haitani Brothers (Separated)

•. •. •. •. •. •. •. •. •.

“Mikey” Manjiro Sano

You were used to call him by his name Mikey but when it’s just you alone or just the Divison Captains you call him by the nickname you personally gave him “Jiro”

Honestly, you thought he doesn’t want to called by those patnames couples usually use since he might think it’s cringy. Until one day you two were in your apartment aiding him after another gang fight he had, he was hissing like a cat while you’re wiping off the blood on his face once you placed a band aid over his cheek you went over to the kitchen to find an ice pack and get a bottle of water for him to drink

“You’re lucky that I’m home to aid you, baby” as soon as the last word slipped right off your mouth he straighten his posture and look at you

“Wait what? Repeat that again” his eyes widened he never thought this is the day he finally heard you call him by a petname

“I said that you’re lucky I’m home, I was actually about to head out-” he then got up the couch and next thing you know he’s back hugging you

“No, you just called me ‘baby’ ” he muttered while placing his head on your shoulder as you put ice on the ice pack

You gulped and looked at him, he was so close that you both could hear each others heart beat and breathing “Oh… I thought it’s fine since we’ve been together for a while, it’s okay if you’re not-” he then cut you off by giving you a kiss

“It’s fine, I’m your baby” he looked at you and gave you a smile “You still have to be careful okay, Jiro?” you then placed the ice pack on his head

“Noooo~ Call me baby from now on~”

Let it be infront of the whole gang he demands you to call him 'Baby’

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sweet-seishu

hate to love you

chapter twenty six

a/n: one more after this and this series is finished :(

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TEXTING YOU WHEN THEY GET INJURED…

a/n: ummm I’m kinda taking a writing break right now and I really wanted to do an smau sooo, this was born

hopefully it’s okay💀

reader is gender neutral!

characters: mikey, draken, baji, chifuyu, inui, koko, ran, and kazutora

tw: cursing and mentions on fights (and obviously injures)

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rans-baby

when they see you in someone else's jacket (pt. 2)

decided to do a pt. 2 with the men that i KNOW prefer to call you baby and princess ♡ also had to add some of @miyaniacsfaves :)

tw // bimbo-ish reader in koko's?, use of the word daddy

if y'all aren't in to that simply skip over it :) I like a variety of yn's: normal, bimbo, badass, you name it! so don't be surprised if you see a range in my writing

MANJIRO

mikey would say he's a pretty satisfied guy
he had japan's underground on lock, all the desserts he could ever ask for, and most importantly, you
he met you when you saved him from bleeding out in the streets right outside of the bakery you worked at, and he decided you were his from then on
he knew that everyone knowing about your relationship would put you in danger so he kept it under wraps for the most part, only mentioning it to the other executives
you were lowkey a bit insecure about this, and just being a regular civilian, you didn't really understand why he couldn't just tell everyone
"do you.. not want to be seen with me?" "no"
but he also failed to recognize how that came across because yes, he meant it but he didn't mean it the way that you were thinking
you silently left him alone and wandered out onto the streets lost in your thoughts, not even recognizing it was starting to rain until it started pouring
coincidentally, your male co-worker was walking on the same path and offered you his jacket
you gratefully took it and he was helping you put it on when mikey saw the two of you
now he's dealt with his dark impulses a few times in his life, but nothing compared to what he was feeling in that moment
he kept his usual impassive facade as he approached the both of you, seemingly ignoring the sound of the roaring blood in his ears and aggressive pounding in his head
he came up behind you and wrapped his arms around your waist, just tight enough to make you squirm
"who's this princess?"
but before you could respond your coworker interjected "oh is this your brother? nice to meet you!" he said with an outstretched hand
you could feel his grip tightening but your previous conversation ran through your head and you responded "this is just a friend"
he started gripping you even tighter causing you to tap on his arms to release you but he just responded by laying sloppy kisses on your neck causing you to let out a short gasp
"do I look like her brother?"

KOKONOI

sweet koko loves treating you, only the best for his pretty girl! but he knew you weren't in it for the money
which is why he was only mildly surprised when he saw you walk into his office in, was that h&m?
now he might be a ~material boy~ but he understood the practicality of having "normal" clothes on a day to day basis but what he couldn't understand was why it looked so big
it occurred to him when you went to go sit on his lap and he caught a whiff of cheap cologne
he has literally never dropped you so quickly
all you could do was look up at him with tears in your eyes while sprawled on the floor
"did I do something wrong daddy?"
he HATED seeing you cry, it was his least favorite feeling and this was especially true when he was the reason
"sorry princess couldn't help it"
he put you back on his lap and let you lay your head in the crook of his neck, inhaling his scent
"so princess, wanna tell me where you got the jacket? promise I won't get mad"
you squinted like it was hard for you to remember exactly how it got on you
"oh it was a nice man's! he saw me at the mall and called me pretty then gave me his jacket and a little piece of paper with a bunch of numbers on it! :)"
koko prided himself on being the most level-headed of the executives in bonten, but that was still a low low bar and he was still an executive of the most powerful gang in japan
"you think you can show me the paper baby? just wanna give him his jacket back"
you slowly took off the jacket revealing a tight corset top and tiny tennis skirt that barely covered your ass
"'m bout to lose it" "what'd you say daddy?" "oh nothing princess, how about we look at gettin' you some new jackets, I think saint laurent just released a new collection that would make you even prettier" "really daddy?"
he loved when you got that sparkle in your eye because he knew it wasn't excitement about being able to use his money, it was because he knew that you knew it was his way of showing you his love
"yeah baby, gotta make up for lettin' you get cold and droppin' you. 'm sorry you know that right?"
most people assumed that he was only into you because of your looks, but he has never been more sincere in his life and it was all because of you
you brought such a warm light in his life, not overwhelming but enough to warm him and for the first time in his life, the warmth on his skin didn't scare him

WAKASA

wakasa preferred women who could fend for themselves, he barely had enough energy to fight for himself and most of the time he didn't need to
his hair was recognizable enough to where people knew not to mess with him
it didn't matter to him who knew of your relationship with him so it was pretty commonplace to see him in and outside the gym with you
he knew you could fend for yourself and loved that about you, but sometimes wished you were a little less stubborn and would accept his help
he'd offered you his jacket in the past but most of the time you took offense to it, thinking that he thought you were incapable of taking care of yourself so he stopped offering over time
you were sick one day and while he noticed you were shivering a bit, he figured you'd get angry if he offered his jacket so he kept it to himself
you secretly wanted to ask but your pride got in the way
you took a quick break and let him know you were gonna run to the convenience store
on the way to the convenience store, the dizziness starting kicking in and before you realized it, you were falling
you felt yourself fall into someone's arms and you thought it was your boyfriend's so you let him wrap his jacket around you but the unrecognizable scent broke you out of that train of thought
the fever made it impossible to break free of his grip
"hey pretty lady, seen you around here with that little boy. what'd you say about lettin' me take care of you? bet I could do it better than him"
on a normal day, you would've kicked his ass to the sun and back but the fever was really starting to get to you and all you could do was squirm
that was the scene wakasa stumbled into after deciding to chase after you because fuck your stubborn nature you were still his to take care of whether you liked it or not
he was, by nature, just not a flashy guy so he knew that people who didn't know of his reputation underestimated him and it never bothered him before now
before either of you knew what was happening, a flying kick was sent the creep's way and he snatched you from his arms
"now didn't baby tell you to leave her alone?"
right as the creep was about to retaliate, you mustered what strength you had left to rip the jacket off of your body and throw it in his face long enough to distract him as you landed three solid kicks on his torso, watching him crumple in pain
wakasa caught you in his arms right as you were about to fall
"wish you weren't so stubborn sometimes princess, but you know that's why I love you right?"

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𝐇𝐎𝐖 𝐃𝐎 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐘 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐂𝐓 𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐒𝐋𝐀𝐏 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐌 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐀 𝐏𝐈𝐄𝐂𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐄𝐒𝐄? — (𝐒𝐅𝐖)

ft. rindou, mitsuya, ran, baji, draken, chifuyu, hanma, shinichiro, sanzu, kazutora

𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐎𝐔 — "what the actual fuck." is his first thought. i mean, how else is he supposed to react? you strutted right into the living room, a piece of cheese in hand, and slapped him right across the face with it. he looks over to see sanzu and ran are dying on the other side of the room, while you're sitting right next to him, chomping your cheese like nothing happened. what. the. actual. fuck.

𝐌𝐈𝐓𝐒𝐔𝐘𝐀 — is confused. why? why must you slap him with cheese? what is this supposed to achieve? he can't help but stare at you with an incredibly lost look on his face as you stand in right in front of him, cheese in hand, as if this is normal. peering over to the left, he hears luna and mana shout, "oooh!! (Y/N)! me next, me next! i wanna hit taka with cheese!!"

𝐑𝐀𝐍 — hits you right back. as soon as you slap him, he snatches that piece of fucking cheese from your filthy hands and slaps you right back. he doesn't slap you in the face though; only on the thigh. he is a thigh guy after all, so why miss an opportunity to see 'em jiggle? ;)

𝐁𝐀𝐉𝐈 — is appalled. how dare you? this is war. he immediately picks you up and slams you down on the couch, attacking your neck and face with kisses and soft touches. you're both are dying of laughter, and after you two finish your play fight, he scoops you up in a giant bear hug <3

𝐃𝐑𝐀𝐊𝐄𝐍 — just sighs. again? first it was a duster that you slapped him with, and now a piece of cheese? what next, celery? he simply sighs and helps you into his lap while whispering, "you're such a piece of work, you know that?"

𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐅𝐔𝐘𝐔 — almost starts crying right then and there. how could you do this to him? did you not love him anymore? he's appalled that you hit him with cheddar cheese instead of swiss cheese; and therefore he'll give you the silent treatment until you slap him with the RIGHT kind of cheese.

𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐌𝐀 — starts dying. tears prick in his eyes as he begins to laugh his ass off, and you can't help but laugh with him. all of his gang friends are shocked that he didn't murder you right then and there, and that he's clutching onto your waist while snorting laughter into your chest.

𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐑𝐎 — feels betrayed. he'll simply look at you like, "wow. can't believe you didn't hit me with the whole fucking BAG." the audacity you have to hit him with ONE mere slice of cheese is beyond him; he thought he taught you better than that.

𝐒𝐀𝐍𝐙𝐔 — isn't the one being slapped. then who's being slapped? you. he's creeping up behind you only to slap you straight across the face with a piece of cheese, and then begin to eat it. weird, i know.

𝐊𝐀𝐙𝐔𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐀 — will stare at you for a minute, then just go back to whatever he's doing. for once, YOU are appalled at HIM for ignoring your devilish efforts, when it's usually the other way around. you scoff at him, hitting him on the back of the head, to which he simply ignores you again.

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when they see you in someone else's jacket

RAN:

ran would say he’s a pretty confident guy, ask anyone around him
his consistently relaxed demeanor exuded authority to the people around him
but that doesn’t mean he doesn’t have his insecurities
for example: he’s constantly worried about his hair, what his fit for the day should be, whether his shoes were still dirty from the blood from the fight he had the night before, ya know the important things in life
he didn’t realize how insecure he was about his relationship with you until he saw you in that oversized jacket when you knocked on his door
as you were about to come in, he made you stop
“what the fuck is THAT?”
needless to say you were confused as to what he was referring to
“why is my baby in that monstrosity??”
that’s when it clicked in your head
“it was cold in the classroom and a classmate lended me his jacket! isn’t that sweet? :)”
he was flabbergasted, appalled, shocked, outraged, sickened
“it’s getting kinda cold out here can i…. come in?”
however, his thoughts were racing “is she moving on? does she think I can’t provide for her? would she be better off without me?”
but right when those thoughts threatened to overwhelm him, you took the jacket off grabbed his face
“babe if you literally ever came to school, i would’ve asked you” “fair point”
he finally let you in when he felt you shivering, but insisted that you take a shower
“you reek of another man, do you want me to lose it princess?”
and honestly, maybe you did just a little
when you came back, the jacket was gone and all you could hear him saying was, “had kill it with FIRE”
honestly, you shouldn’t have been surprised when the next day, your classmate had transferred out of your school

RINDOU:

now rin was more open with his insecurities
he liked to communicate them with you to avoid any unnecessary arguments and that worked about 90% of the time
the one insecurity he couldn’t get over though was the thought that you might leave him for his big brother one day
he’s constantly been living in his shadow, and honestly, he didn’t mind because at the end of the day he had you
but he couldn’t stop those thoughts when he saw you wearing ran’s jacket one day
you were out on a date when he went in for a hug and realized that you didn’t smell like… you
he knew that scent all too well and when he abruptly pulled back, you couldn’t help but be a little hurt
“angel, whose is that?” already knowing the answer and ready to hear the words he’s been dreading since the beginning of your relationship
you didn’t understand why he was questioning you since he’d never told you about his deep seated worry that constantly plagued his mind
“’s ran’s! he lent it to me the other day when it was raining and i haven’t been able to give it back since then so i wore it to remember to return it! you think you can give it back to him?”
but that did little to ease his mind
“what were you guys… doing together?”
cue your nervous face
“i knew it, you’ve finally decided he’s better than me too huh?”
the confusion that swept across your face made him do a double take
“what are you talking about darling?”
“you’re leaving me for him aren’t you? it’s okay i get it.”
as he began to walk away, you grabbed his arm with a strength he didn’t know you had
tears began to fill your eyes
“darling, we were planning a surprise for your birthday, didn’t mean to hurt your feelings”
all he felt in that moment was relief
he turned his body around so fast it almost gave him whiplash as he gathered you in his arms
“promise me you won’t ever leave me, can’t live without you”
“pinky promise, he’s too high maintenance for me anyways”

SANZU:

haru haru haru
his world revolves around your happiness; as long as you’re happy so is he!
but he would be lying when he said the world may have stopped for a moment when he saw you in takeomi’s jacket, smiling and laughing with him
most people would call him unhinged, crazy, but you knew better
you knew about the side he’d never shown anyone, the inner child that was still hurt by his brother’s treatment of him so honestly you should’ve known better
but you never had any ill intentions you swear!
when you saw a familiar pink ponytail moving in the corner of your eye, you immediately threw the jacket at takeomi’s face “hey! rude!”
but honestly, you couldn’t care less
you chased after him (she’s a runner she’s a trackstar)
as you grabbed him arm to make him turn to face you, your heart broke when you saw tears in his eyes
“so you wanna go be someone else’s whore? that’s fine, but you really do have shit taste”
his rough words did little to phase you because you knew where they were coming from
“honey, he was showing me baby pictures of you and i saw the one of you washing your hands in the toilet like menace i know you are ♡. it got a lil cold so he offered me his jacket. i’ve been trying to build a relationship with him so that i could get his approval one day”
“his approval for what? his approval doesn’t mean shit to me”
you knew better, you knew deep inside that he still cared for his siblings
“was tryna pick out a ring for you, for us”
his head was spinning and you could see the moment when he finally realized what you meant
you reached up for his face and did the thing that you knew would calm him down
you scratched the back of his ear and he couldn’t help but release a purr at the feeling
“that’s right kitten, ’s always going to be you in every lifetime”

dedicating rindou for @megumi-divine and haru for @bxnten ♡

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hate to love you

chapter twenty five

warnings: smut (18+ only) fingering, vaginally sex, unprotected sex, ~~cliche af chapter,~~ not edited.

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A week

It's been a week since you've seen Ran. Not only has he not been in the office, but he's been eerily silent in the group chat, and he hasn't texted you at all. When you asked Rindou about it, he just told you not to worry, and that Ran was okay.

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TOKYOREV BOYS WHEN YOU CALL THEM BY THEIR FIRST NAME FOR THE FIRST TIME

CHARACTER(S): Ran . Hanma . Baji . Kisaki

WARNING/S: none :/ A/n: First time writing for Kisaki :P

Ran Haitani

"Hey, how come you're dating my brother but you're still calling him by his last name? it gets confusing sometimes"

It was a question randomly raised by the younger Haitani, You've known the Haitani brothers simple as the older Haitani and the younger Haitani that it never occurred to you to call them their given name. much less your boyfriend, not even when you call him by his last name and both the Haitani brothers would turn around.

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hate to love you

chapter twenty four

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Scared, terrified, uneasy

That's all you felt as you walked towards Mikey’s office, Ran close beside you as you tried to take calming breaths.

"You okay?" Ran asked softly.

"Fine." You stated, not looking at the older haitani, you couldn't look at him, not after you basically embarrassed yourself by almost admitting your feelings.

Ran only frowned. Why wouldn't you talk to him? He was beginning to wonder if he had done anything wrong.

He knows that you heard him that night when he told you he loved you, is that why you were so quiet with him?

He didn't have time to think about it, because Mikey had met you both outside of his office, his stare relentless as Ran immediately noticed you tense.

"Inside, now." Mikey stated. You both said nothing as you walked in to sit down. Your eyes widened when you saw Sanzu, but he only sent you a wink, trying to make you more comfortable.

Both of you sat silent as Mikey took his seat, staring at both of you with his dark eyes. "I'm disappointed." He said, your heart dropping at his tone. "I sent you two because I figured you two could handle it, seems like I was wrong."

"Mikey–" Ran started.

"Shut it." Mikey spat. "I'm assuming this was your fault anyway. You begged me to let you go with her, and I should have listened when she said to send Rindou or Sanzu with her instead."

Your head whipped to look over to Ran, his jaw slightly clenched. He begged to go with you?

"Ran I don't know what to do with you." Mikey said. "You're always distracted, you don't focus on what you're actually supposed to be doing. Instead your head is in the clouds, thinking about how you're going to try and get y/n to like you."

"Mikey if you just listen–" Ran tried again.

"I don't think I need to listen." Mikey said. You sat silently, picking at your fingers, scared to look up at the platinum blonde in front of you. "This should have been easy." Mikey pinched the bridge of his nose, the frustration on his face so evident it gave you chills.

"Mikey, just let me expl–"

"You're done." Mikey stated. Your heart dropped in your chest as you looked over to Ran, who had a blank look on his face. "I can't have you around just for you to keep fucking things up, we can't keep growing at this rate."

"Boss–" Sanzu started.

"My decision is final." Mikey told his number two. "Ran, you can go."

You nearly panicked as Ran moved to get up, but you were quick to stop him, grabbing his hand quickly. He gave you a confused look, but squeezed your hand softly. "Mikey.." You said quietly. "He wanted me."

"What?" Sanzu asked. "Who wanted you?"

"That creep. Who we had to meet..." You said. "He wanted to negotiate."

"But it wasn't negotiable." Mikey stated.

"Ran told him that, but he kept pushing, he wanted me to be one of his whores.." You said. "It's not Ran's fault, if anything, it's mine."

"Y/n…" Ran said quietly.

"M'sorry Mikey… I fucked it up for us." You said. "Maybe if I had–"

"Y/n don't say that shit." Ran told you. "I'd rather die, or get banned from this shit show than let that stupid fuck take you from us."

It was silent, too silent as you looked at Ran, your breathing heavy and your heart pounding as you tried to hold back the tears that wanted to surface.

"I'm going to kill him." Mikey stated. Sanzu only stared at Mikey, a brow raised.

"Wait what?" You asked, turning your head to look at him.

"If he thought he could have you, he was very mistaken, and the fact that he wanted to use you as a whore-" Mikey paused, gritting his teeth. "I care about you too much, and I will not have you be disrespected like that." Mikey spat. "So I'm going to kill that piece of shit myself."

"But it's my fault Mikey… maybe if I had just agreed–"

"Enough." Mikey stated, making you pause. "This isn't your fault, and it's not Ran's either, don't blame yourself." Mikey looked to the older haitani, giving him a small nod. "Ran, I apologize."

"It's okay." Ran said, his hand squeezing yours tightly as if it were a stress ball. Mikey was quick to notice, raising a brow at you as you bit your lip.

"You guys can go, I'll deal with all this bullshit. Sanzu, have Kakucho arrange a meeting." Mikey told his number two. "Except this time, he'll be on our turf."

You got up, letting go of Ran's hand before leaving the office. Ran was quick to follow you, grabbing your arm once you were both outside the door.

"Wait." Ran said, pulling you off to the side. "Thank you."

"No problem, it wasn't your fault." You told him, pulling your arm from his so you could go home.

"Y/n–" Ran said, grabbing your arm again. "I– shit okay um, I know you heard me.. that night.."

Shit.

"I don't know what you're talking about." You told him. "Ran I really need to–"

"Y/n.. please– I just–" Ran took a breath, making you look at him as he tried to figure out what to say. "What do you feel for me? I need to know, please.."

You wanted to tell him, so badly, but the words kept getting caught in your throat. Your eyes stung, your stomach was in knots, you could have thrown up if you were being honest. Why was it so hard to say it? What was actually holding you back?

"I–" You started. "Ran it's just–" You looked into his violet eyes, so much hope behind them, but it's like all the words died on your tongue. You looked down, away from his eyes, you could barely look at him, the anxiety coursing through veins as you bit your lip.

Ran scoffed, taking his hand from your arm. "So that's it? I confess my feelings to you, and I get nothing back?"

"Ran–"

"I really hoped that maybe, just maybe, you felt the same, that after everything that happened, you would maybe– fuck–" Ran chuckled, running a hand through his hair. "I really am a fucking idiot. How could I have ever thought I had a chance with you?"

"Ran it's not–"

"Save it okay? I get it now. You and me? It isn't going to happen, and I just have to learn to accept it." Ran said. "Loving you really does hurt." With that he walked away, leaving you outside of mikey's office with tears in your eyes.

"You okay?" You heard Sanzu ask. You shook your head no, finally letting the tears fall as Sanzu took you into his embrace. "Y/n, it's okay, don't cry."

"Why am I like this haru? Why- why can't I say it?"

"You never were good with feelings." Sanzu chuckled.

"Haru- why does watching him walk away hurt me so much?" You frowned.

"Because you love him?" Sanzu pointed out. You could only sob, as so much realization hit you.

The truth was, you were pretty sure you've always loved Ran. You loved fighting with him, your stomach filled with butterflies as he complimented you, and when he stood up for you? Well that was just the icing on the cake.

"I do haru, I love him so much I– fuck!" You sobbed, clinging onto sanzu as you cried. "I'm so stupid, so, so stupid."

"You're not stupid baby, you're just scared and that's okay." Sanzu reassured you. "Everything will work out I promise."

"Will it? Because I'm pretty sure I fucked things up.." You cried, your heart hurting more and more.

"It will, because you're gonna put on your big girl pants, and you're gonna tell him." Sanzu told you, kissing your forehead. "You got this y/n, I know you do."

You only nodded, questioning whether or not you would actually be able to do this.

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FAKE IT TILL YOU MAKE IT [10]

rindou haitani x fem!reader

You made the grave mistake of mentioning Rindou Haitani's name as your fake boyfriend.

tags: fluff, drama, eventual romance, strangers -> lovers, fake/pretend relationship, slow burn

word count : 4k

notes: OKAY SO I FINSIHED IT AHHFS slowly recovering from writers block