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the chaos chapter: closed (220413)
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"I always knew you werenāt mine to keep. Thatās why I kissed you an extra thousand times and told you it was just an old habit. Thatās why I always gazed an extra few seconds before I looked away and thatās why I stayed up all those nights to watch you sleep instead of getting any rest myself. I tried to memorize every curve and mark on your body so that when you left I would not forget. I listened extra carefully when you spoke because I knew I needed to replay your voice when I was alone. Thatās why I told you I loved you as much as I did and I always held you as close as I did. You pressed your body against mine and I knew someday your scent would linger on my sheets but you would not be there to hold me close anymore. I knew one day I would wake up alone. So I took in your warmth and cried in your arms, but you never knew what it was about. I ran my finger through your face and moves my hands back to your body to cherish every inch of your skin. I watched you dream and knew I would never get to watch you change and grow because sometimes in life things are only built to break. I cherished you all I could but you still left and Iām starting to wish I never memorized you."
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a taehyun look that will go down in history
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safe place <3
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āi am hard to love.
that, i have always known
but you climbed the barbed wire fences that guarded my heart
and said you were here to stay
i believed you;
that was my mistake
i guess i scared you away;
i was too much for you,
or not enough,
or somewhere in between
but regardless,
the ending remains the same
i am here,
with my lonely, wounded heart
and the shattered remains of every empty promise you made.ā
-i am hard to love, but you were easy to lose. c.r.
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3 YEARS WITH BEOMGYU ā #JustGyuThings
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