Avatar

A Beautiful Disaster

@we-are-so-close / we-are-so-close.tumblr.com

she just needs someone to take her home
Avatar

About Me

I'm Ash. 31. She/her. Aquarius. INFP.

*pfp by @/miadraws0 *

Minors, Ageless Blogs, and Blank Blogs - Do Not Interact, please.

Current fandoms I'm obsessed with/will write for:

Haikyuu!!, Attack on Titan, Jujutsu Kaisen, Yu Yu Hakusho, Hunter x Hunter, One Punch Man, My Hero Academia, Mob Psycho 100

WIPs

  • Porco x reader (@/chaotic-nick How Do I Live collab)
  • Gojo x reader --smut
  • AoT College AU
  • Kuroo x reader --hurt/comfort
  • Sugawara x reader --goes with the Karasuno x Broadway fics from my other blog
  • Tanaka x reader --goes with the Karasuno x Broadway fics from my other blog

~I do not give permission for any of my work to be reposted anywhere else~

Welcome. Feel free to say hi or ask any questions 😊

Avatar

Congratulations for telling him! If he's wise enough he will tell you too soon enough ❤️

Avatar

He told me he has very similar feelings and the feelings aren't like anything he's felt with anyone else. So, I think I'm definitely in my own head. But I also wasn't trying to pressure him into saying it, either. I told him that it's okay if he doesn't feel the same way yet, but I just wanted to be honest with him on how I felt.

Idk, I'm going to see him this weekend and I want to talk to him more about how this has made me feel.

Avatar

Reblog if you honestly have NEVER sent anon hate.

It pains me that only 14,000 people can honestly reblog this

Avatar

Oh my dear ash...

I can totally understand you. I'm a caring person too. It's practically my love language... and it's absolutely understandable when you're not sure about it. If they really love you too they would understand if you explain it. You deserve to be loved like you love others ❤️

Avatar

It's definitely a debate I'm having with myself. Like, life is too short to not let people know how you feel. But I just don't want to scare him off haha.

Avatar

Fighting the urge to say "I love you" to my partner for the first time, because every relationship I've been in where I've said it first, they left me and/or turned out to be abusive pieces of shit.

Last week, my mamaw told me "your partner should care more about you than you do about them." And that honestly hurt me, because I'm a really caring person and I'm so used to caring for everyone else. But I see now that my kindness and care are constantly taken for granted.

Avatar

This is a genuine question, but what does it mean to hard launch or soft launch someone you're dating? Someone said something about me "hard launching" and I didn't understand.

Avatar

one of the greatest tragedies in life is that you will always be loved more than you will ever know. someone in class finds your presence inviting and warm, even if you’ve only ever exchanged a few words with them—maybe none at all. someone on the street loves your smile and it gets them down the next few streets. someone you used to be friends with still wishes to fondly call your name. someone you used to be friends with five years ago would give anything to be in the same room as you today. someone who regularly comes into work is disappointed when you aren’t there to brighten their day. someone missed you today. someone noticed you were gone. someone loves you when you’re there; someone loves you when you’re nowhere to be found at all. you think you have always disappeared when you’re no longer in the picture, but you’ve never left the frame.

You are using an unsupported browser and things might not work as intended. Please make sure you're using the latest version of Chrome, Firefox, Safari, or Edge.