fic masterlist 💫

all my fics :)

hi. i don’t know what else i’m supposed to say right now if i’m being honest. i came into this fandom because i thought this was going to be a fun place for me with how intriguing thiam was to me when i watched the show, but it isn’t anymore. all you have is my word when i say that i didn't copy that fic, which is clearly not enough. but i swear, i’m being 100% honest when i say that i had no intention of copying anyone or anything, and that i had no knowledge of similar scenes when writing my fics and that they were solely a way for me to explore parallels and ideas that struck me. plagiarism is not something i condone, and the fact that i’m being accused of it is honestly taking a major toll on me. but either way, whether you believe me or not, i’m truly sorry for anyone that i’ve hurt.

and it’s been a fun time here, but my mental health has deteriorated immensely over the last few months as a result of fandom, and i don’t think i can stay anymore, because it's taking a huge toll on my responsibilities and my life. to those of you that have continued to support me from the beginning, thank you and just know that i’m so grateful for you. bye <333

thiam moodboard

here is my hand, he said. here is my hand that will not harm you.

scissac moodboard

and i want to tell you everything, the words i never got to say the first time around, and i remember everything

college thiam moodboard

lay right here and we can waste away, trace the corners of your pretty face

puppy pack moodboard

my youth is yours, run away now and forevermore

theo raeken moodboard

i'm not the way i used to be, i just want somebody to tell me that i'm okay

thiam moodboard

you've begun to feel like home, what's mine is yours to leave or take, what's mine is yours to make your own

stalia moodboard

you’ve broken all the things that we promised, did you forget those things you said?

thiam moodboard

and i found love where it wasn't supposed to be, right in front of me

thiam moodboard

i don't want to be your friend, i want to kiss your neck

skater theo x jock liam moodboard

all of this silence and patience, pining and anticipation, my hands are shaking from holding back from you