Dean and Castiel preparing for a case during midnight. Trying out a new style here and was heading for old gritty noir/movie poster vibes! 😅
Dean Winchester + marked
chugging broken glass and lighter fluid would hurt less than looking at this
what is it they put in supernatural fanfic
lube (literary)
you asked What about all of this is real you asked what about all of this is realyou asked what about all of this is real is real is real. WE ARE!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!
for the first time, I feel…
feeling a little weepy thinking abt young dean layering on this over masculine persona bc not-so-deep-down he knows he’s not like that, he knows he’s different and he’s terrified. he doesn’t want to be different he just wants to fit in and be liked. he wants people to like him so bad, he wants to relate to the other boys, wants to have friends. but, he is different and he knows it, can never stop thinking about it and what’s worse is that other people see it too, they see his delicate features, they call him pretty, Dad tells him constantly he needs to toughen up, stop being so soft, and it scares him, it scares him so much that other people can see it, can see that there’s something “off” about him, he’s not like the other boys, he’s not what Dad wants him to be, so he tries he really tries to hide all parts that don’t fit Dad’s ridged mold. he dissects himself, amputates all his “wrong” parts, hides under ill-fitting leather jackets and layers of flannel and denim, keeps his hair cropped close, shows off his scars and bruises and hopes they make him look tough, cool. like in the movies. but inside, not-so-deep-down, he’s scared he’s scared he’s scared. always waiting for someone to notice, to call him out on his performance
so was everyone else just having romantic meet cutes on the set of supernatural while Jensen ackles was being buried alive and almost drowned and locked in a room with a thousand bees?
this was gonna be an entry to the @destieldtiyschallenge based on this post by @impmakesart but the drawing kinda took on a life of its own and turned into this,,,, i still rly like it tho so im posting it :P